For me and eyes
@unassumingEyes eyessssssss I don't see u much in group chats anymore and I miss you and I need to give you more grey hairs /j so I hope its ok that im making this if its not ignore me lol.
@Macylou82 hey thanks for the tag, I just wanted to personally check in, you doing ok?
my brain is extremely dead hence why im not gonna make a reply bc I don't have that brain power but I do understand everything your saying, and lemme scrounge smth really weak and sad for u lol. its kind of sad that people don't really know us, bc we're forced to mask ourselves or mold ourselves into who we should be, into who ppl want us to be. I wish the world was as genuine as cups, but ppl are cruel and ppl suck so the world sucks as well.
We sign up for cups thinking oh we'll try it, right? And then we meet friends and we're like oh we'll stay forever how can I leave my friends now. But really when we sign into cups, we're not signing on for forever, leaving is inevitable and that's why im not truly shocked to see u talking about leaving, i've thought of it myself tbh. I've disappeared for months at a time before. But I just want you to know you are amazing, and ill be (or try to be) here until the end whenever that is. I love u eyes and the talks we've had will always be in my mind.
one more, i love your yapping so please never stop that lol, and I apologize for the late reply and the sorta late check in. Im too tired to proof this so don't judge me lol
@Macylou82
Hey, thanks for checking in 🤍 I'm mostly doing okay but theres been a kinda grief setting in at the all things Im missing out on. And Im trying not to dwell on it but it does frustrate me that if things were just a little different the world wld be so much better and cups is just proof of that, right?
I dont like talking about leaving because I care bout you guys so much, but I also cant deny that i will leave and if i just pretend itll never happen it will shock everyone when it does and i dont want that either.
But I am super duper grateful for you and just...you are so lovely. You know? This all really does mean a lot to me and I hope you know that. You mean a lot to me.
I'll keep yapping as long as I have the ability, and i hope you'll do the same. Thank you 🤍
Whyre you so exhausted? Everything okay?hugs if ok hope u get some rest
@unassumingEyes sorry for the two day late reply again.
@Macylou82
Hey, no apologies for late replies, remember? We abolished those. Done, gone, poof. Everythings good
Yeah no exactly you get it
I am not half as good as you say but I try to be and youre a big motivation for it. Hopefully we'll have more time ahead of us and itll all be good 🤍
Yeah that does make sense but does it change anything if i want to carry you, whether or not youre a pile of rocks?
Seriously, I am in a Good Place, so you dont have to worry about dragging me down or any of that. You wanna rant? This eyes can become ears no problemo. You dont wanna rant? Thats okay sky's still up there and offer always stands
As always hugs if okay 🫂🤍 hope things get better soon for ya
@unassumingEyes we did when lol
Ah no no no. U are as amazing as I say you are. I see an amazing eyes whos an amazing writer, an amazing friend, an amazing listener, I can keep going but I don’t wanna spam u too much haha. Anytime we have is good
How can eyes turn into ears lol. Ugh idek it’s ***. Mom found my “tools” if you know what I mean, and my secret phone that had my socials and stuff I’m not aloud to do, she found that so I’ve become a prisoner. Not aloud to shut my door, she slept downstairs for a week, she’s all how are you doing blah blah. But it’s suffocating me. Eyes idk how much longer I can last… I have a plan and i really wanna wait till after our europe trip but idk. I can’t even drink cause she says dads turning me into a alcoholic to anyone who will listen and he doesn’t wanna tarnish my reputation to our friends and stuff, which truly I don’t care and I could go buy and I’m so close to just going to the store and buying but then I’ll get in trouble. I just don’t care anymore, I’m too exhausted to care. The fighting, being the middle man between my immature parents, the hovering over my every move. Sorry this is really long I just idek ignore this for all I care I’m just freaking done
Hugs and the only way they’ll get better is if I finally jump into that coffin
Macy did a com mod show up at all 12am shift to 2am shift by the way. Today
@Magicpawsoffuture idk I haven’t been in rooms in weeks
@Macylou82
We did!
You flatter me fr
Dude that really sucks. I get it I've accidentally set mom off like that and lost all privacy privelages too its so annoying. And useless?? Like how hard is it to just...be nice to your kid instead of becoming a prison guard. Its like theyre so fixed on keeping you alive and their definition of "well" they forget that youre a person whose feelings need to be taken into account. Which is...dumb
Dont jump yet frnd. I know i know everythings a big, all-caps pain rn. But just wait a little, okay? nothing to lose etc etc right? Just wait and see. Nothing in life is constant theres a good chance thingsll get better. Ik youre tired of taking chances but why should you miss out on what might end up being an awesome life just because your parents dont get it, right?
All the hugs 🫂 thanks for telling me all that btw i know its hard 🤍
@unassumingEyes nah I speak truth
this happens like once a year. She finds me talking to some random dude, my scars or well this time she found my “tools” which btw i stay clean for months i only relapse once and then go clean for months she just overreacted and is telling all our friends how depressed and mentally ill I am. Thanks for ruining all my work of keeping my mask on mother. They think they’re helping but they make everything worse and then they’re like why don’t you talk to me. And then your the hot gossip of the month it’s like can’t some things stay private?
I promised myself august 3rd 2025 id fight I’d get better, quit my bad habits and heal. And I’ve tried. I have really really tried but eyes I’m exhausted. It gets better then it gets worse it’s a cycle. And I. Just don’t have it in me to care anymore. I’ve never seen a future for myself, I don’t really have one, I know I’ll miss out on stuff but I just don’t care I just don’t. It’s not just my parents, it’s being the maid, the caretaker, the comedian, the protector, the middle man, the robot. All the pressures on me and I’m crumbling
really darn ironic, our mothers want us to make friends right? They want us to have friends, to use them as punishments.take away the only ppl we trust with our not actually perfect lives and leave us to suffer alone. Even tho they say u need to talk to someone they just took that person away!isn’t that hilarious?
thanks for listening I’m sorry your always listening to my rants, you deserve to be listened to too, is there anything at all on ur mind? Fr you won’t be putting anything else on me, I always have space for my friends, including my favorite pair of eyes. All the hugs back
@Macylou82
That really sucks. Like youre trying so hard and doing your best and theyre just kinda...stereotyping you. Trying to fit you in their box and understanding of "mental illness" like its that black and white when it isnt. Its weird and unfair
Just. Just pause, you know? Youre doing all this and for what? I know it feels like if you take a break everythingll collapse but Mace. These are grown adults. Like forget being the comedian the protector the middle man the robot Dude your parents survived before you they might struggle but theyll survive
Ugh my mom does that too its ridiculous. Like oh these people are your source of happiness? Well I decided you dont get that and Im always right. Its frustrating and it never acc works to "teach" us anything
I think you need to stop trying to fix things and heal yourself rn because girl you cant heal when youre being actively hurt. It sucks it really really sucks but youre in survival rn and I know it feels endless but it isnt. I thought it was too and even for me things suck sometimes and I struggle to be okay sometimes but its so much better and 2 yrs ago I wld never have believed that. And I know that luck plays a factor in that but you have to see, Macy, how can you say it all sucked if you didnt live it all?
But it does suck rn and youre allowed to react to that. Youre allowed to be angry or upset or empty and youre allowed to rant esp w me
Im okay fr a few nightmares which are ew but my days are okay started uni and thats okay too
youre a good, kind person and your situation is horrible but I do believe you can get out of it eventually and find or build a life you can be content with. I dont know when or how but I really, really think you can figure it out but first you need to survive these harder times
Life sucks but you'll make it through. You will. 🤍
@unassumingEyes
Well said
@unassumingEyes how does one pause exactly?
@Macylou82
I suppose forget all the extra duties. Do what is necessary and leave the adults to fend for themselves. Spend time with your pets or on cups or some hobby instead. Just....be a kid.
@unassumingEyes i wish I could just hide in my room all day, and leave mother to fend for herself but she gets all sad if I don’t spend time with her and starts trashing dad about how I’m turning into him and he’s turning me into a “pathological liar, and a alcoholic” her words cause I hang out with him instead of her She gets jealous when he feeds me smh it’s pathetic
Idk Im cheating my way through high school, i just don’t understand school, and ik a degree will help alot but schools not for me. And all the relationships I know are full of toxicity and manipulation and I’d rather be alone then deal with more of that. I’ve done that tho, been there done that lol
Grief is a tricky thing smh
Ah u got this, hopefully you can meet some nice ppl and enjoy it
But it’s the one that sounds the most appealing lol
Yk what’s fun about pleasentaryness? It’s pleasant until mother appears and ruins it lol
@Macylou82
Your mother is so confusing. It seems that she is well-meaning, but shes so quick to judge and– resentful? That the well-meaningness cant possibly reach you. All so messy. She really ought to remember you and your dad are two different people, and if she were only kinder you cldnt possibly be "influenced" as she thinks you are
I cheated my way through some of school and then somehow figured out high school lol. But i get it school doesnt fit for everyone but you cld like learn some skills get a job move out etc?
Relationships are weird esp romantic if i cld skip romantic relationships and hv plenty of platonic ones i would
Thank you ♡
The forbidden fruit tastes more sweet etc etc but like the way i see it is like why hurry? Like if we're going to 100% take that way out why not– linger? Procrastinate a lil. Try life out first. Kinda like yolo, nothing left to lose kinda mindset– do the crazy stuff you dont let yourself just to see if you can find something worth this life
Your mother's complete disregard of your privacy is exhausting
Hang in there girl 🤍🫂
@unassumingEyes ur telling me I live with her lol, I see the disapointment when dad makes me breakfast, or I go on a walk with him lmao. I mean i see her concerns, yea dad lets me drink more then she does but he doesn't usually get me drunk like she thinks he does, its usually one drink. He teaches me to be responsibly with alcohol, he's not some party boy
Im past figuring out high school lol. yea im moving back to the US (if father doesn't drive mother away before then bc tbh I think we're moving back next spring haha seperation cause they too cheap to get a divorce) when im 18 and getting a job but it'll prob be minimum wage.
Literally I don't need a lover im perfectly fine on my own. Relationships are just chaos
I did try life out, Its not working haha. Yea that's my mindset rn is u have nothing to lose so do it. I am all crazy I wanna jump out of a plane but u gotta be 18 smh. Nah fr tho Im a daredevil ive always done the things I wanna do even if their extrememly stupid, I once jumped over rocks and if I had tripped I would've hit my head and prob been knocked out and maybe woulda drowned bc it was by the ocean lmao. Thankfully I jumped far enough but hey lets just be stupid rq lol.
my mother herself is exhausting. Do u wanna know how this all started? She searched my room, fun right?
mmm im trying I am im gonna make it to europe but after that idk
@Macylou82 by jumping over rocks, I was jumping off a lil cliff and there were rocks beneath me and It was like a 6-7 feet jump to the sand/water and yea it was a really stupid move I def scarred my friend haha
@Macylou82
I'll reply proper in the morning but i wanted to leave you hugs tonight 🫂🤍
@Macylou82
Im back 24 hours later– today ended up being more busy than expected– but ill reply now
Wish there was a way for her to see that. Distrust might be natural for her, idk what kinda relationship theyve had before, but she could atleast trust you– or her own parenting skills– enough to not hover
Are divorces expensive even when in mutual agreement? And if theres a seperation who do you go with?/nfta
Was thinking this today relationships are a mess and all successful relationships ive seen seem to have "acceptable" forms of manipulation. Where is the genuineness?
....yeah thats why I have grey hair, isnt it? Dude i am glad you survived that for real what wld I hv done if I didnt meet you because you jumped over some rocks? Unimaginable
Still if daredevilling– with precautions!!– is something you enjoy then. Why not
Ugh hate when parents do that im sorry thats super frustrating
I hope europe gives you strength for more then. I trust you can do this girl I just hope you'll trust yourself when it comes to it too
@unassumingEyes if it makes you feel better I forgot to respond to ur last message haha
My parents got along for 9 months (6 dating 3 married) until mother got pregnant with my sis and all went to he.ll and 20 years later they are still at each others throats lol. Lord that’ll never happen lol
Well u got lawyers to split money, property’s, items in half and lawyers are expensive so yea lol. But I think they might just get separated. Hopefully
id go with my mom. Take care of my grandma in the states, take care of mom, get a job, get my license all that jazz
Literally
That was acc a few months ago lol. I have a awesome picture bc of it tho haha
how do ppl trust themselves, doesn’t that require for them to love themselves? Haha
@Macylou82
Oh that makes us even then xD
...oh. maybe they married too fast then 😶 cant regret it bcz youre here now
Thats so sad divorce on mutual agreement should be easy
Is grandma nice?
G i r l
I dont love myself like 60-70% of the time and I dont trust myself with other people but I sometimes trust myself with myself if that makes sense
Heads up busy again today so more late replies 😔
@unassumingEyes yea I think they got married too fast then mom changed when she had sis and dad was stuck
She’s nice but it’s exhausting yk. Always gotta have my mask on around her and we’re a card family and I hate cards but. No one knows that obvi, so we always play cards. But I love my grandma
Yea that makes sense. I don’t trust myself at All nor do I trust other ppl lol
It’s gonna be tmrw when u see this haha I’m bad at replying frequently lately sorry
@Macylou82
Yeah that makes sense
You hate cards? 😮 maybe instead of straight up saying you hate em you can introduce other games you do like...maybe grandma's tired of cards now too xD
But if theres a seperation and you go w her i hope she'll be nice.
😀 valid tho. I mean I trust you but I get someone in general not trjsting themself. Like we know ourselves best so we know more than anyone how prone to mistakes we are if that makes sense ill stop yapping now
Thats fine im having weirdly busy days so. My replies are a late mess too 🫠
@unassumingEyes bruh I wish. We literally play the same like seven games over and over again it drives me insane but it makes her happy. And we have a family reunion with all our family and it’s a week full of cards… I had to go this year it was awful
She’ll be so happy I bet lol
Nah nah i like ur yapping and yea I agree but idk I also think that stems with my insane self hatred haha
Uni keeping u busy eh?
@Macylou82
I guess anyone who had to play that much cards would be sick of it :0
Ah, insane self-hatred my old friend. Its okay ill love you for the two of us
You'd think so, but its actually family drama xD shld quieten down for this week tho. Maybe. Probably.
Hru today?
@unassumingEyes you’d think so wouldn’t u but it’s only me who’s sick of em lol
Haha your too damn sweet
Aw screw family drama, all ok? It better quiet down soon smh. Why are family’s so dramatic?
Annoyed, moms using the one thing I wanna do on our trip against me and guilting me 🙄. How’s you?
@Macylou82
Ay what will take it for your mom to leave you alone? Should we sign a petition? "please leave Macy alone, signed: everybody"
Family drama be weird fr its quieter now tho. Weird thing was that I, very quiet, well-mannered, out-of-the-way-kid in all family get-togethers, was suddenly (unwillingly) at the center of the family drama. Like woah how did i get here and can I leave? xD
Im good i think. Like mostly. Like 99% good. 1% of me keeps almost-crying alot (i think its the grief Or smth idek) but rest of me is like perfectly fine xD
@unassumingEyes literally I’m acc so freaking exhausted and I think she’s forcing me to dog sit with her a few days too then drop me off at my dog sitting job. Those few days without her were going to be peace heaven! I’ll be alone for a week with my own dog sitting job, but instead of her leaving first, I gotta go with her? I’m not gonna do anything if you let me out of ur sight smh
Ughhh I used to be the center of attention and it was the worst but now I’ve made a mask and I’m the quiet little angel haha. Except for now I’m in the gossip wheel bc if ur daughter is doing smth to herself everyone must know 🙄
I’m glad ur mostly doing ok but damn grief leave eyes alone smh
hows cooking and driving? That started back up yet?
It looks like the boy Moana got removed try to look up the profile and got item removed
@Magicpawsoffuture
Might have gotten a hopefully–temporary ban again. I havent heard from him in a good while the teenies might hv an idea whats up
@Macylou82
I saw your post before class and thought i'd answer after class it has been. Hours 😔😔
Where does she get the time to hover that much yikes. Maybe after a day or two she'l calm down enough to let you do it alone?
Thats so messed up tbh. Family drama is exhausting and like 90% of the time its caused by like one or two of the same people every single time like whyy
Tbh i cnt wish for myself to stop grieving bcz it feels kinda like forgetting if that makes sense?
Cooking started again yes. A few disasters a few not-so-bad attempts and a lil baking thrown in there (baking is so. Much. Better) no driving yet but dad did bring it up again recently so maybe soon? Maybe?
Hope your mom lets up she cant keep this up forever :0
@unassumingEyes eh it’s ok lol
Before I respond I just wanna tell u smth and give u more grey hairs. My cat climbed onto the roof of our house twice today first time mom got her second time I climbed onto our bending underneath me not sturdy roof to grab her, then dad took her upstairs and shut the windows she was jumping onto the roof from and left me on the roof and so I had to climb onto the unsteady ladder while it swayed underneath me without him holding it for me and then I went to tell dad and he cackled and said he forgot me lmao
Anyway that was my morning hahah
We sit around the house doing nothing all day everyday there’s too much time in a day lol
Literally I’m so glad I live in a dif country then my insane aunt cause she causes most of the drama. Wouldn’t go to my grandmas house to celebrate my bday cause of smth that happened like 3 years ago, I didn’t want her there anyway tho so I ain’t complaining haha
I totally get that acc. hugs if ok I hope it at least lessens soon
Baking is what I do, tho I’m trying to do more cooking cooking is so overwhelming but I have to feed myself for a week so I’ll lyk how that goes haha. Oooh go dad I hope that, that starts soon driving is so fun
give her a month or two and maybe I’ll have some peace again. Rn I just want my phone back it’s been a month and a half (I have two this is my secret one lol)
@Macylou82
Ok so new routine for like a week so I wont be able to get on cups except for early mornings or late nights so, please forgive my upcoming late responses 😔
Can. Can you block the. Cat from going on the roof please 😦 gentle reminder that you are not spiderman. Also dad?? Whatre you doing?? Hold the ladder??? I hv never seen such a chill dad in my life ngl. Chill is good but safety first 😔
Atleast you had excitement? :D
Ouch but relatable thats me during hols. Only i avoid fam then xD
...three years? A three year grudge? Where'd she even get the energy for that xD i get your attitude about it tho the person in my family causing the recent drama around me is someone who's opinion I literally do not care about so. Whatever xD
Hugs 🫂 thank u ♡
ooh gl with that. Cooking is 100% more overwhelming than baking like i dont even get upset when baking goes wrong but when cooking goes wrong im in tears
A month and a half? I applaud your patience i wld hv combusted
@unassumingEyes I’ll be patient but I’ll miss you insanely lol. everything alr? Or u just busy
Dad went back to work lmao. And yea we’re shutting the window she jumped outta but she’s starting climbing ladders haha
I think more like fear haha. My cat is my true baby love my dogs but cat first
I see my whole family like once a year at best thankfully. Other than that I just see my grandparents and two aunts 1 or twice a year?
Girl her son has a restraining order against her (no one knows why) she isn’t right in the head. Literally lol.
Why is cooking like that? It’s like cook the chicken and at the same time cook the sauce and how do u expect me to cook two things at once (idk if that’s a thing I just made it up lol) baking is like add this and this then put it in the oven and start the next thing
Haha well I have two phones so I can still call one of my friends and the other I call when moms gone lol. My main phone is locked down with parental controls so it’s pretty useless. The one I text u on is where I have my socials and you and all that jazz so I really only use this one. But I got my main phone back today so I can finally call my friends without having an almost panic attack with getting caught haha. Also last year I got grounded for three months so trust ain’t my first rodeo
@Macylou82
Ye everythings alright just family stuff so we gotta visit ppl alot etc etc for a while
Good call. That care is almost as insistent on giving grey hairs as you are!
I have 0 pets but Im more inclined to cats in general tbh
I hv sm family living close by so we see em more often and we see the rest like 3, 4? times a year for one side of the family and like once a year for the other side. Used to be less bcz of family drama but alot of things hv been messily patched up recently
Well now i feel bad for the son cuz she must hv been horrid for that
Yess and in cooking u gotta peel the onions and the garlic and cut the tomatoes or potatoes or chillies or wash the meat (!! Not a Fan) or whatever and man!! What? In baking you put flour sugar a couple of powders or flavors or whatever and put it in the oven and forget about it until your timer goes off
Congrats on getting the main phone back– about time?? Ah that makes sense 3 months yikes 😶 i had phone taken away for like 2 months i think once? It was mostly fine cuz i saw frnds at school but one frnd lived far away so that sucked
Hru today?
@unassumingEyes hope everything gets settled soon
What can I say I like to dye ur hair grey hehe
Cats are awesome I really want another but with stuff happening I can’t really foster cause I’ma be gone for like two weeks, plus I can’t find one off the streets cause to put it simply I prob won’t live in this country much longer lol
Drama sucks bro, is it nice seeing fam more often or not ur thing?
Idk but stuff is sus with her
Bro I hate cutting vegetables and especially touching meat. Idk how ima cook alone and feed myself for a week. Like what 😭
Both my friends are in the US so I have no friends here haha, but yea it’s nice to have it back
I’m alr, hru? Ur prob asleep RN so gm when u awake
@Macylou82
Yeah thankss
Im beginning to suspect youre earning money from dyeing my hair grey 👀
Thats sad you deserve the Cat. I want to get a cat whenever I move out but also I dont trust myself to take care of one at all. Im barely keeping myself in one peice
Its nice seeing fam yea i like gatherings. Not a fan of the drama but i cn usually ignore it soo
Girl sameee. Everyones like u gotta learn cooking for your future "husband" and im like. Why does my future husband want me to touch raw chicken. Can we not. Maybe? xD im genuibely only learning so that i know i'll survive moving out
Try searching easy recipes for ur one week adventure theres no need to be Fancy
ah i seee. I dont rlly hv frnds where i live right now either. I mean i have like. Kinda frnds? But we barely see each other anymore and its just meh
You rlly alr? I was probably sleeping yea but its bed time again now xD i had an Exhausting Day with Several Minor Injuries (just...dont ask) and Unfortunate Mishaps but uh it wasnt all bad atleast xD
Sorry if i yapped too much bout myself here im like working on my last brain cell atm so idk what im doing
@unassumingEyes
sorry im dogsitting with mother rn and i couldn't get on. Im suppose to be doing school rn hence why im answering but for a couple days I will be sparce
cats are so easy tho, feed them, clean their litter, love them. I love animals in general tho to be fair haha.
drama is extrememly uncessary fr. but im glad u can usually ignore it
hey spoiler alert men can cook too. My dad's a amazing cook so my husband will cook sometimes I do not care. If women can do it usually men can too. AIn't the 1960's yall. Haha survival of the fittest
im making plain meat (chicken, pork) burgers, and spaghetti haha trust fancy ain't my thing lol.
making friends is so hard, and exhausting tbh I don't wanna deal with other ppls drama I have enough of my own lol
i have no clue how I was then, but im alr now just tired lol. Um I must ask are u ok? That doesn't sound good lol
I like ur yapping stop aplolgizing for it smh. Yap away this is the yap space. I should rename it yap space lol. Hope ur ok tho and ur brain cells best come back smh
I say lol way too much don't I that's getting to me
@Macylou82
I must respond to ur apology with my own (its been 2 days 😔) so technically they cancel out and everythings fine 👍
You hv ✨️experience✨️
My dad can cook good too but dude cultural expectations ✨️suck✨️. The odds are pretty high any Future Husband believes in "male roles and "female roles"
Oh good xD goodluck
I prefer other ppls drama as a *distraction* to my own xD
Im good 😃 just had a whacky few days lol
Yap space sounds awesome ♡
Uve gotten me to start saying it xD its okay i use "xD" too much
@unassumingEyes I think that's getting better tho, at least in the US or maybe its getting worse idk. I don't mind doing dinner and cleaning the house, but I want my husband to contribute sometimes yk?
haha that's acc so valid lol
glad ur good but im always here if u need to talk about said whacky days
lol we all have that one word don't we
@Macylou82
Yeah valid. I wanna do like career stuff so i really hope any future partner wld– you know, help out. I dont hate the idea of housework i just cant limit myself to it. But where I live— well, one can hope.
Thank you ♡ and you cn always talk to me aswelll dont forget 👀
Oh yeah definitely xD
@unassumingEyes yea nah I get it. Idk if I want a career yet or what. But it’s just stupid that women are limited to housework and guys can do whatever. I hope that changes where you live Fr. What kind of career do you want? Or you dunno yet
@Macylou82
Hopefully. Its definitely better w the younger generations, but when so many boys' parents have such views– i dont know what I can logically expect from them
Something in education i think. That or mental health– something along those lines. Rn I'm doing computer sci degree but thats partly my "fall back" plan (i must always have a plan B lol)
@unassumingEyes yea that’s valid
Lol plan b’s are so real. I hope you can find a successful career tho. Low key weird to think ur in uni starting towards the future and I’m just a kid in high school lol
@Macylou82
Its weird for me too like i was just a kid in highschool like a few months ago wdym im in uni. Wdym i hv a future to work to. This has to be a joke xD
But i guess time never stops