For me and my best poet who is in fact one of the best poets, no arguing about it
Why don't I just make us a forum, now ur glued to me /j. I'd rather talk in a semi ish not at all private just us forum versus talking about that, where everyone can see it. Plus I was gonna make one when u aged up im just doing it early. I feel like I should add a question but idk what question to add, Hru? the most cliche question ever, we're both dead lmao
@Macylou82 I didn't tag u literally im brain dead hook me up to a machine my brain won't beep it'll be flat lines
@calmmoon2104
@Macylou82
XD how silly, I think the machine wont go beep for me but will explode like a volcano due to brain activity and stress overload lol
Another reason for why I am so irrational and an idiot sometimes.
Its ok lol that you forgot to actually tag me (like how lol haha dw its ok) but you did write "best poet" and yk that's my other nickname too 💙
Thank you for making this thread for us best lou lou 💙 I really wanted a pen pal a long time ago but tbh lost interest as days went by because I could never keep up the messages or never even got a good pen pal or maybe I just didnt try to get one much lol.
We will talk now by the help of our shared letters (posts) then lol even when I age up in December if I am still around and around 7cups too honestly.
@calmmoon2104 that is so real tho lol
Hey if ur one then me too, and ur not btw at all
Yea u woulda found it eventually, totally. Lmao no idk how I forgot to tag u
Yea no that makes sense and u can reply as little or as much as u want fr, penpals can get overwhelming fr, just drop a heart every once in a while so ik ur alive lol
Yes fr, and ur gonna be here so I can give u a happy birthday on time too, And ima be here to give it see we both got a full time job, surviving!
@Macylou82
Oh my is this you, Lou? XD / jk the villainous lou strikes again 😂😶🌫️✨️💗
Lol 💙
@calmmoon2104 lmao
@calmmoon2104 this my new nickname?
@Macylou82
Yess 
@calmmoon2104 lmaoooo u be reminding me of my grandma she is grinch obsessedddd bro
@Macylou82
Lmao that's so funny how can someone be "grinch obsessed" lol. She for sure is a fan of Christmas stories maybe then xD
@calmmoon2104 idk if she is with christmas storys but she'll wander the groccery stores at christmas time for grinch stuff lol. We finally got her grinch socks and she is over the moon happy with them lmao
@Macylou82
Your grandma lmao haha
@calmmoon2104 lmaoooo no literally tho
Is this the best villainous lou lou?
@calmmoon2104 I wish i had that money ngl lmao
@Macylou82
Same
So, since I literally have no idea what to talk about, heres a 💙.
Now, since I have got something to talk about, have you ever played Maganic Wars Survival?
@calmmoon2104 no i haven't lol. What is it like a adventure game?
@Macylou82 why am I putting a open pack of lifesavers in my backpack... they fs gonna melt and get all over. I am super smart lmao
@Macylou82
lmao your intelligence exceeds that of a homosapien. XD
@Macylou82
Not really lol, I am playing the beta version. It was first available on my old pc windows version now nowadays not anymore i guess. Now, after searching for some eons I found the game again on reddit (bless you detective redditor).
Not so much an adventure per se. A magical famtasy card fight game where you use magical cards to fight wizards. Theres even shop for four power ups.
Search the game up and open the wiki.
For real, really enjoyable and interesting but you may loose intereat after playing for sometime if not interested in retro games and ofc not revved up by sheer nostalgia, yet new players will like the gameplay for quite a bit of time if given a chance.
Want to try the game villainous lou? (It will suit your villainous attitude lol)
@calmmoon2104 lmao reddit can always find the answers ngl.
Oh cool sounds interesting ngl
I might just have to do that sometime if I don't forget lmao
it sounds cool fr ill try to remember to try it fr, i'd say now but its 1am and ive been in airports since 1pm lol, im a lil tired
@Macylou82
😂👍
Airport from 1pm? Ooh did you go somewhere or went pick up somebody?
@calmmoon2104 nah traveling bk to costa rica, hence why im still up acc no my sleep schedule was screwed in the states too lol
@Macylou82 and yea just smack me with a hammer so ill remember lmao
@Macylou82
@Macylou82
Aw sorry about your sleep schedule lou
Villainous lou doesnt need sleep, for she can rule the world on caffeine yay!
@calmmoon2104 lmaooo no that is so real tho fr I run on caffine. HAHA watch out everyone
@Macylou82
Ohh costa rica
Did you go for vacation in the US?
New thread lmao because the previous one is slimming away too much.
Must be the v diet lol / no offense
@calmmoon2104 lol ok then ill just respond to ur other comment here so u don't gotta hunt for it, and I don't wanna hunt for it either lol
I am orginally from the US my moms american. So I went back to take care of my grandma, bc she got sick when she came to visit us and my aunt who came with her had to get bk home and couldn't afford another ticket, so my grandma couldn't make her flight so I went bk with her bc she isn't well enough to travel alone anymore. And mom came to retrieve me (didn't want me flying alone and I didn't want to anyway even tho ik airports like most don't lol) and we stayed for the holidays bc we were there so why not so now we're back in this lovely tropical country until june when I go bk again lol. Complicated! Yep that is my life
@Macylou82 also ill js reply to myself so this doesn't get confusing
I tried to play ur game and it gave me a error, man it look cool. prob bc we in dif countrys or smth idrk anyway I remembered!
@Macylou82
I am sorry lou lou I couldnt reply back more sooner, I trued to but I was really busy and forgot about 7cups tbh.
I had my exams and the exams will be going on for the next week too. I will try to reply as soon as I can tho to your posts 🫂
@calmmoon2104 thats ok fr Ive had my account deactivated for the last week so we both not been here. gl on all ur exams, I thought exam season was over lol. Tyt to respond tho fr I dm
@Macylou82 Hii macy I am back sorry I couldn't reply to your posts for so many days. I was busy and am going through some mental chaos rn irl plus I am lazy to reply and put off replying to long posts.
How have you been? I see your pfp is pitch black, you ok? You can yourself keep on updating here so even if I cant reply soon I can at least know what you have on your mind.
@Macylou82
Aww I really wanted for you to play the game, you can try this link tho :
https://www.oyuncubey.com/en/games/MegaSavas.aspx
🪄💙
@calmmoon2104 I won! Hahah take that bot! its acc a cool game, its pretty easy to understand u have good taste best poet
@Macylou82
Ikr! The game can get kinda boring after sometime but its amazing and the rules and actions and defense and the merchandise store system is amazing ✨️
@Macylou82
Ohh wow that's quite a long story for vacation lol.
Is your grandma a bit healtheir now? I am surprised you flew with your sick grandma all alone and then your mom came back to retreive you. You are really responsible must say wow 💙✨️
How are you doing these days Lou lou?
@calmmoon2104 lol yep
No, grandma... idk she might not even get better, as ppl say 'she's slowly dying' but I think I helped alot while I was there getting her to go on walks and just being with her bc she's always alone and pretty depressed when we ain't there, but now she's prob bk to her normal routine but I hope the supplements she's taking now will help her. if not whelp. Well I've been going through airports since I was a baby but especially in the last few years so ik what to do, where to go, some airports I have memorized to a point lol.
I am existing in a black and white dream of life, Hru best poet?
Sorry btw I wrote alot lol
@Macylou82 also adorable emoji and fr I miss u too, like raw where have all my friends gone, exams have taken them away smh
@Macylou82
I miss you too best lou 💙🫂✨️🪼
@Macylou82
Really true..not many friends around anymore to talk to on 7cups
Niether irl
@calmmoon2104 I get u both ways. My friends irl are all in the states and most of my friends on cups are gone, think I can count on one finger how many I have left, not even acc
@Macylou82
Wwow thats just wow, you really are so independent and great, memorising teh airport ways is crazy.
I am alright rn..but I am not really that good I guess. Its confusing and distressing to even try to think and clear the thoughts and emotions and feelings and clarify them..
I relapsed no reason but I couldn't control the urge to and tbh I am falling in my own mind i guess..everything is ok but I feel nothing is ok with me..the world is troublesome and I am not clearly explaining but its like I have brain fog or I am only being dramatic I cant understand myself anymore tbh I cant understand myself rn..I couldn't really before either but now its worse..
Its like I cant stop and I dont even want to? But I want to stop but I feel like am getting addicted to harming myself ..theres not no reqson but I cant quote point to the reason clearly.
Reason for harming myself or oneself is quite complicated and I feel like I am only being too sensitive and dramatic to things around me and the intrusive thoughts and everything..
@calmmoon2104 lol what can i say, im just a airport pro i g
Ah I get that, why are thoughts so confusing and feelings so hard to identify?
Hey relapsing is a part of recovery, we don't always need a reason to relapse we just get the urges and do it. That must be hard fr. U think I explain stuff clearly? nah I get what ur saying tho
Sh is a tricky tricky thing tbh. Sometimes its hard to pinpoint things in the midst of our chaotic brains.
Nah we all sh for dif reasons, oh man i lost my keys lemme just yk? Any and all reasons are valid fr especially when we're suffering sometimes we just need a tiny push and bam. And intrusive thoughts are terrible dude I about lost my mind to them at one point/
@Macylou82
I sorry about your grandma it must be really difficult for you 🩵🫂
"I am existing in a black and white dream of life"
Real true..I get you really. I dont relate to you much but still I do understand you and relate in some ways 🖤
@calmmoon2104 I ain't a very relatable person I suppose lol
@Macylou82
Lol
@calmmoon2104 when do I ever give myself enough credit lol. I think that's just humans tbh unless u got a big ego but for most ppl
@Macylou82
Maybe true
@Macylou82 hey u ok? yk im here if u wanna talk yea? Im sorry about the fighting I get your side fr. Hugs if ok
@Macylou82 hey I saw your thing in sr, are u ok? yk u can talk to me right friend? I really hope your ok, and if your seriously considering you know what then just tell me here or tell someone, ok? Ik its hard rn but your so strong for being here rn, and I wanna help you get through time tough time, bc I've been that low and its no fun alone. Ly moon, hugs if ok
@Macylou82 really worried about you, hope ur ok
@Macylou82
Thank you Macy yes I will dw I didn't reoly nowhere not on 7cups not to a friend irl either I only started replying rn. I have been putting off socialising for sometimes I dont know I have lost interest in talking pr even replying I hate replying or even waiting for a reply these days I cant anymore its tiring but I reply to those who I want to have a connection with because I care about you too macy. I am stressed and frustrated with my mental health and irl. I know I shouldn't be but mental health issues yk ocd is amplifying my exhaustion. I am done I want a break for some days amd I got one for two days therefore i am replying today.
Domt worry but thank you for caring I am not doing anything rn that i said anyway..at least for now if I can stop myself from letting go and giving up. Ocd, depression anxieties, in all my mind to an extent yea all suck
@calmmoon2104 you dunno how happy I am to see your reply rn friend. I get losing interest, and taking breaks from ppl are good fr. Ik I get that, I really do. Aw im glad im one of those special ones then fr that means alot, and I think you got the gist that I really care about you too lol. Mental health is honestly so exhausting, it is the worst. In a way its worse then physical pain, bc its just as deadly, and painful if not more i g. Its ok to feel how you feel, and I get how you feel so hard and I hate that your suffering but its also ok to struggle, if someone else says otherwise then F them and ill fly over to where u are and punch them. Im glad you got a break tho fr
now idk if you know me, but I am a worrier. I worry and worry and worry about my friends, that's just me, sorry not sorry. Your stronger then you think fr, and yk im always here if those thoughts start getting a lil too controlling or dangerous or even if their just the norm, or heck maybe ur happy, im here for all of it. Mental health, honestly the worst, the worst. All of it sucks fr.
