For two broken hearts to try and mend

Yes work on your surprise face lol

Sitting in my office having a Chamomile Tea.
Boss will arrive just in time for my department meeting. 😒

Yea, can't talk with food in my mouth.   LOL

I'll end up choosing one of the following off the menu
I prefer fish over pasta 😁

Mmmm sounds delicious

My mouth is watering at the options ð¤¤

Lunch took a whole 3 hours, BUT I Survived the ordeal 😊 A lot of idol chit chat that others were more engaged in, I sat back and listened more than yapped. 😁

The Arctic Char was Excellent 👍 👌

My colleague and I were over dressed, that's what I hated. The Sr. VP had faded jeans, too bad I did not see him until we were walking out the door or I would have gone to my office and got into my jeans. 😁 

Mmmm glad you enjoyed the luncheon. Well deserved. Again I'm so proud of you. What a huge milestone you've accomplished. 👏👏👏👏👏

Whattttttt, they wore jeans after all that 😳

Lol 😂

At least you got a few new pairs of slacks out of it. I'm sure you looked nice either way

Thank you again. 😊(blushing here)

New slacks to collect cat hair in my closet  😁 LOL

So, when do you officially start your new job?
Hope that window is south facing and you get sunlight all day long. (no emoji for sun) 

I digress, I miss my south facing window ☹️

That darn cat hair lol 😸

I start Monday!!! Waiting for the background check to be completed

It's more of a North facing window.

But hey a Windows a window. I'll take it. Plenty of trees & sky on that side of the building. Looks very serene

I love trees so for me it's perfect ☺️

When it's windy I can watch them dance from my window

Good morning,

well you have a few days to gather your thoughts and pick out your attire.

 Vent time for me 🥺

I have been up since 4AM, pondering the fact that I’m all alone with no true friend to physically speak to and confide in. Times like this is where my heart misses “C” and I feel so empty. I’m working from home today and that does not help, less here to occupy my mind.

You know what they say “idol hands/minds are the devil’s workshop”  The negative thoughts and self-sabotage just don’t stop.

sorry to dump on you, but I thought by getting this out i would somehow feel better??? 

I think as the day gets closer to submit my notice of retirement, I am getting more anxious because then I really will be up the creek without a paddle and drowning.

Awwww 🥺

I totally get it. It's ok to unload I don't mind.

Ik what you mean, having that 1-1 irl is all the more meaningful. I feel like that at times when I'm missing "M" though surprisingly not as much

Well for now at least, let's check back in a day or two lol 🤣

Have you thought about maybe joining like a social club/hobby after retirement?

Ik socializing isn't your thing really, but I think maybe trying to find a like minded friend might ease up some of what your feeling. I do believe not only will it occupy your mind but it'll help fill that void of having someone irl to talk to.

My only suggestion is to let it be a guy. If it's another woman feelings could potentially develop. We both know how that goes lol back to square 1 🙄

For this reason I mainly try to keep my close circle irl as women, if it's a man ik one of us is bound to feel something uk