Konjam Pesalama? 😊💞
@Ailuraphilelove8tears9 to @enthusiasticHouse3272, @bistoni, @curiousSloth
All Tamil people are welcome to this penpal chat thread 💌✨
Hi my sweeties 👋
Sorryyy… lately I’ve been struggling a bit with heavy thoughts, so penpal thread create panna late aagiduchu 😅
So ippo ella Tamil people-kum open-aa indha thread create panniruken.
Feel free to tag other Tamil people too 😊
GUY'S ESPECIALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Inga oru rule illa 🌱 Reply panna hesitate panna vendam, udane reply pannanum nu pressure-um illa, time eduthukkonga 😊
Jolly-aa irundhaal adha share pannunga, kastam irundhaal adhayum sollunga, illa na sinna happy moments , fav food sapten, iniku productive-aa irundhen, movie paathen…
whatever it is — just share 💬✨
House! Edhaavudhu puriyala na, in feel free to ask me, okay? 😊
@bistoni @enthusiasticHouse3272 @curiousSloth
Hey Y'all my Sweetie's 🤗
We r not Active lately, Hope u doing great ur way...
How Y'all doing??
I'm here to listen for y'all...
Please share u daily life of journey?
How it's going for u?
Y'all know r8? I'm alway's here for u. 😊✨
Love u my soul's...!!🤗💜
@enthusiasticHouse3272
Hey love:)
I thought out check-in on u, but caught with something constantly dear. 🙃
How my dear nethu doing? 🤗
How is ur studies going??
Lemme know...
@Ailuraphilelove8tear9
Hii ailura, good morning!❤️
im really happy to hear from you😃
nothing much is going on here- im acc trying to be more productive these days. studies are draining me😭 but i still want to do good in those stuff. yk what i mean?
nvm. tell me about youu!! how's life running these days? anything new? or fun? i'd love to hear! also, how about ur studies?
Hugs🩵🫂
@enthusiasticHouse3272
Hey love ❤️
Good morning 🍀 I hope your day turns out gentle and amazing.
I’m really sorry you’re dealing with so much right now. That’s a heavy load, and I genuinely hope things ease up for you soon 💞
I get it, studying doesn’t always go our way. Trying to be productive feels like running uphill, and it gets exhausting.
Sometimes academics drag us down and make us feel stuck like we’re sinking under pressure, fear of consistency, and the pain of starting over.
Thanks for checking on me. I’ve been drifting here and there lately.
Things in my life are chaotic too, and struggles feel like they’re woven into my days. I’m trying to face them with courage. Not gonna sugarcoat it. I trip a lot, and I’m still learning.
But I’ve realized my tears don’t value any. n also They’re not a measure of my worth.
I’m focusing on becoming stronger and better for myself, trying new things, and seeing what unfolds next 😊
Thanks again for reaching out 🤍
@Ailuraphilelove8tear9
you were absolutely right about productivity.
and hey, thank you for this- it really meant a lot to read, and your words really stayed with me❤️
it sounds heavy, but im still proud of u for choosing to move forward and learn, even when it’s chaos.
ofc your tears never define u and u are showing real strength here. im glad u shared this and i hope today treats you gently too💛
sending lots of love and positive beams🫶🫂
@Ailuraphilelove8tear9 @bistoni @enthusiasticHouse3272
Hey guys ! pah evalo naal avuthu namma pesi
Aparum how you doing guys 😊💖 i hope you all are doing great 😊
namma chat romba nalla thungitu irukku
So edhavadhu pananum .so, can we play something like truth or lie wait I will explain.
Everyone says 3 statements about themselves: 2 true, 1 lie.
Others guess which one is the lie.
How about this guys ok let me go first
1.I’ve been on an elephant ride.
2. I am a young adult
3. I am tall
Guess guys 😉 and spill your's here .
Byeeee 👋🏻 😁
@curiousSloth
Hii sloth!!! Missed you so much🤗
Im doing ok. How about you?
Andd interesting game here👀😮
i think 1 and 2 are correct but 3 is wrong (lol just guessing)
tell me.. did i get that right?😛
hmm... and i'll have to think of some statements about me and will update them here tomorrow.
until then goodnight!!!
💖🌙
Hii nethu also me missed you buddy 😊
I am doing okay here I am glad that you are ok
Ok no rush, think your statements slowly
And you are wrong 😅 first one is lie
Goodnight 😴 💖 sleep well
@curiousSloth
Im happy that you are doing ok😃
Darn it! i thought you've somehow been on an elephant😂🐘
Ok buckle up! Here are mine😛
1. I've been to India
2. I can play guitar
3. I watch cricket
Okayy lets see who can guess and win a double-door refrigerator ''television'' !!! 😂✌️
@enthusiasticHouse3272
Oh ð¤£ð¤£ð¤£I see
Ok
Hmm i think 1 is lie
Am I right?
@curiousSloth
Oops no🥲
I've been to India when i was so small, with my parents😃
Ps and idek how to hold the guitar properly😭
and guess what? i once went to watch a cricket match between Ind-SL😛 btw do u watch cricket?👀
@enthusiasticHouse3272
Oh no iam wrong🥲
Oh ok i thought you know to play guitar. 😅
Oh that's great 😃.But I don't know how to play the cricket so i don't watch it .
1.
@curiousSloth
lol its fine😛✌️
i wonder where the others are👀
@enthusiasticHouse3272
Yeah also me thinking the same
Where are others 👀
@enthusiasticHouse3272
@curiousSloth
So, I'm lurking all this time...........(≧▽≦)...........😌
N bistoni is busy with her Bf already...yayy...😘!!
How r u 2 doing BTW??
hey sloth....!! haven't you stolen the game Idea from SkyeBenfield ???? 🤣🤣🤣?
N hey Nethu !! i have noticed u around group chat? is that ur active there lately r just today? usually I had be active on depression support n loneliness support room around mid night's tho...!!
@Ailuraphilelove8tear9
Hihi
And wow im soo happyy for bistoni😮❤️
Im ok ailura, how are u🤗
And yess i've been active in the group chats lately, im sorry but i didnt see u there👀
@enthusiasticHouse3272
Hiya Sweetie....🤗....!
I'm glad to know that you doing okay atleast 🍀
I'm still struggling TBH, kinda lot od Stuffs 🙄😅 but yeah... all aside, trying overcome 😣
So yeah, I've been around group lately.... like you can't find all the time but occasionally through the day i mean 🤗. but recently I'm active, tho i haven't seen you there 😵. our time differs i guess 🤧.
So, To Where i can find u there, which room i mean?
u can mostly find me around depression n loneliness support n mem community room 🤗.
@Ailuraphilelove8tear9
What 😲 are you for real about bistoni?
Hey no 🙄I didn't stole it from him but I did from chat gpt 🤣 😂😂
@enthusiasticHouse3272
Oh you missed me.. thats so sweet 😭🥰
@Ailuraphilelove8tear9 sure pesalaam. Super excited ennaku!
@v475ha
Hiyaaa....(つ≧▽≦)つ...💗
Yayyyy.....!!!! you just made my day 🤗.
Welcome innnn....💜
Btw, tell me about yourself 😊
Enga irudhu variga..??😮
Na then @curiousSloth, @bistoni from India.... me n curious is in TAMILNADU n bistoni is from ANDHRA..!!! we all are girlieeee's 😘
N @ethusiasticHouse3272 from SRI-LANKA!!! 🤗 n he is male i guess 😭 I'm unaware.
I'm so excited..... I'm more excited to know abt ya 😊
@Ailuraphilelove8tear9
Ailuraaaaa when did u swap my gender🙎♀️😂
Im a girl!!!!
@enthusiasticHouse3272 Just playing around XD......Did i hust got you...😆😆.
@Ailuraphilelove8tear9
u got me😂😭
@enthusiasticHouse3272
Isn't that more fun to be as a ' sequential hermaphrodites ' anyways ??😅🤧
@v475ha
Hi also we are exited to see you here🤗
Vaanga nalla pesi palagalaam ☺️ 🥰
Hope you will have a truly wonderful time here 💓
Welcome ya🥳🥳🥳 🤗
Welcome in....!!!!!! @v475ha 🤗
Hi y'all beautiful soul's 😊
( @enthusiasticHouse3272 @curiousSloth @bistoni ) 🌈
We got a new friend here @v475ha 🤗 welcome u my girlieeee 😇
Hey sweeties.......(＾3＾♪........Welcome her....!!! n let them know about you Sweetie's 💗 introduce oneself with eachother....(/^-^(^ ^*)/....🌼😇
n @v475ha what can we find u tho? unga username-eh vechi ungala kanddipa kupida mudiyadhu lol... so suggest pannuga 🤧.
So, myself AILURA 🌈...! I'm active àround forum's all the way 💝. na adult-dhan but teen's koodayum nalla connect aagu-ven....!! n more abt me... you can find it on my BIO...😘... ( I'm way bad at Tamil typing 😭 )
na rombaa happyyyy, neega join agirikiga.... like ungaluku anxious ah irudhuchi reply panna, it's completely fine sweetie okay!!! you dont have rush anymore....( ˘ ³˘)♥....💗 seriya..!
Naaga romba easy peacy friends... romba-la complicate pannika vendam seriya 🍀......
Sending lots of love and happy Vibes ur way 💞
Hugs....🤗...(つ≧▽≦)つ....😘
@Ailuraphilelove8tear9
@v475ha Hellooo!!! Welcome to our fun, chaotic forum😛🫶
Im really glad to have u here! and also would like to know some stuff about u👀🤗
Lemme say some stuff about me.
Im a girl (even tho ailura said i was a male😂😭) from Sri Lanka. i usually struggle with studies lol, its like a part of my life! i enjoy random chats, i might joke around but ngl im into deeper thoughts as well (like overthinking at 2am- that's me!) other than that, i like reading, writing, and movies and music as well
waiting to hear from youu😃💛
@enthusiasticHouse3272
Aww <3 lovely introo....😘..( ˘ ³˘)♥....🌈
Love ittt.....!!! 🌸
@Ailuraphilelove8tear9
Thanksiess🤗❤️
@enthusiasticHouse3272 🤗💐
@enthusiasticHouse3272
Hey NGL 😂 😅 nanum neenga boyunu than nenachen
Ehhh this penpal is full of girlies.
Let's vibe girliess🔥💖
@curiousSloth
ayyoo🤦♀️
Yayy girliesss🫶
@enthusiasticHouse3272
Yayyy..!!
@Ailuraphilelove8tear9
Yayyyyyy best coincendence ever🔥🔥🔥
@enthusiasticHouse3272
😅🥲 My mistake 🤭 😅
@curiousSloth
it's okay😛🫂
@enthusiasticHouse3272
☺️Kind of you 😜
@curiousSloth
Poor nethu 😭😭 <3
@Ailuraphilelove8tear9
Yeah 😭😭😭
@Ailuraphilelove8tear9
Hi.
Yk I always hesitate to speak up about me to someone...its really hard for me to convey my thoughts/emotions...I even tried to get friends but guess what whether they left me out or I'll left them..I was a lonely kid, all the time and still...i always been honest and good with people...but somehow I felt people hate me..and they don't wanna me...that make me feel bad and I'll leave them ik we should not hop on someone but why ?
Why me ?
I'm having too many physcology issues like anxiety,depression and a mild conduct and schizophrenia disorder. I cant explain someone about this, but I'll try if someone listen to me.
Maybe the only person who wants me is de@d...rn my world is filled with darkness and my hallucination friends..a ray is left out...im not sure...I might "thar kollai" in a short period yet. Can't cope with this anymore.
Im at a stage where you cant help me out...so dont help me :)
@bistoni
Tw: self harm, deep emotional harass, loneliness, schizophrenia, paranoia, depression, GAD, anxiety, hallucination.
Hey love...!!
Thank you for listening to me n reached out to me here. i truly appreciate it.
I'm so glad to know u atleast opened a bit, i can able get u more what u actually going through:) ik how it feels to convey our chaos, n ended up misunderstood, questioned, blamed, judged, regret etc. i feel u sweetie!
Thank god I'm so proud of u, you atleast shared it now, ik how courage it might taken.. I applaud!!
Sweetie, yk what?? I can really see u dear! i completely mean it. i feel u to my every bones. ur heard n seen rn. u truly do… even u feel ur not.
I see u what u said u left them or they do… ik how painful n confusing that feels dear. im sry to hear that sounds so stuck rn.
I feel u dear, you're too deep into loneliness n lack of self esteem. sometimes it feels like we’re always the odd one, misunderstood, trying so hard n still ending up alone. that kind of loneliness hurts in a very silent way.
Yeah sweetie, i feel u…!! even when we try to connect, something always feels missing. we want a true connection, but somehow it slips away. it makes u feel unwanted n tired inside.
Yeah sweetie, i feel u...!! uk I've heavy $uicid@l thoughts too:( yeah till now, even rn!! self harm issues..! no parents support, Emotional abuse, GAD ( generalizing anxiety disorder ) , Social anxiety, depression, chronic pain, like yeah almost plenty of physical n mental health issues.. I'm struggling, suffering, saffocating tho..
I'm sharing this with u cus i want u to know that ur not strange, ur not broken, n ur not alone in feeling this way. many ppl silently walk through similar storms but never say it out loud like u just did.
i want you to know that im here to listen to u,
i want to make u feel seen , heard.
i want you to know that someone here is caring for u.
I want u to be feel rest.
i want your healing.
i want you to be happy.
Dear, i totally see ur pain, see ur struggling, the suffocation.. i feel how hard it is for u to even say all this.
Sweetie listen to me now… ur not alone. ik it’s hard to tolerate but yeah… ill repeat it as many times as needed — ur not alone here. u can talk freely. no judgment.
u can also take me u sis, friend, ur call. but lemme be someone who listens n understands what ur going through.
Hope u understand me atleast…
@Ailuraphilelove8tear9
I understand.
You're right but once a glass shattered it cant be fixed anymore unless it reshaped or used as we@pon...im like the shattered glass and been a problem to people just annoying. Im a motivated and always a funny one...but that ain't my original...it was never seen by people...im just wearing a mask for every scenario. I might be clingy but at the same Im not...just holding my breath for my parents. I wanna to payback them for their goodness and kindness.Once I done dont expect me to be @live.
I wrote this in my notes why idk this is my exposure on how hard I need dE@th
A death people dont wish
A death i wish
A death where life end
A death where mind get freedom
A death where you get free from people
A death come fast
A death get me with you
A death youre the one who truly needed in my life
A death thank you if you get me with you.
~hope doesnt exit
@bistoni ( everything i mentioned here is completely comes from pure concentrate for ya, i just want them get some insight's to lead ahead there life. 💝 )
( @enthusiasticHouse3272 , @curiousSloth ) I've mentioned some part for u guys tho, so i kindly request u to read this completely n get some life insights ❤️.
I'm sry, i couldn't respond u yesterday as I'm drowning myself deeper, but you stayed in my heart as always:)
I'm so glad u understood, yk what sweetie? yk exactly sound like me... when i was in ur age, i exactly sound like this. u resonate so much in me.
n guess what?? I'm way grateful for u... u brought to my past. but back then i almost died alone without letting anyone know what actually going through, which is worstest things / the betrayal i had did myself, I'm thanking u a lot for reaching out to me atleast. When I'm talking to u, i felt i talk to my past-self which is dying up alive when everyone thought I'm happy leading my life. i thank u for letting me help myself. 🍀
Inga paru challam... please listen to me. ur in ur hard phase rn, going through ur immensive emotion storm... which is deep n devasrating. so... no matter how much i try to console u doesn't count anymore ik. cus... I've been in ur shoes n the i walked similar path.
So, let's do something... alright? it may help if I'm right. tho u sound like my past self, i can absolutely be ur future self.
Wait, lemme explain,
So... from right here, i want u to picture me as ur future self, like completely...!!! while I'll be here i reply my past self ( you ) with all my warmth, love n care. no selfishness here. only love, empathethy, compassion, care, self love, especially on one comes between us. only YOU n ME. it may sound weird rn but trust me love... it might definitely works.
n i want u to let me help u... ik it's never going be easy anymore. but u don't have to do it for urself, atleast for the sake of mine, dear. I'm pleading u.
So, abt the shattered glass... ik where it going n where its actually coming from n how intense you emotion rn is n how painful n how despaired your rn.
Have u ever heard of KINTSUGI ?? if no.. please focus on what im going to share... ik your not in the mindset of listening n to heal anymore but please sweetie i want you to listen this n let me help u. i pleading to my past self 🥀.
( @enthusiasticHouse3272 n @curiousSloth ) i want u both to know this n take it with ur heart n lead ur meantime 💕. ( a kind request from u genuinely n heartfully care abt u y'all ).
so, Kintsug or "golden joinery," is a traditional Japanese art form that repairs broken pottery by joining fragments with lacquer mixed with powdered gold, silver, or platinum. Rather than HIDING THE CRACK, this technique highlights them, treating breakage and repair as part of the object's history and beauty, closely tied to the wabi-sabi philosophy of embracing imperfections.
So, wabi sabi... what's it?? you know... how beautiful the object after repairing the broken peace with kitsugi method?? the more u get scar, the more u get powerful n beautiful dear... not by hiding it or ignoring it but accept it n fight for it, yk what... lemme be real for some min, it may hit hard but so REAL.
The HEALING never ease up ur pain or vanish ur scar. but the true healing comes when find ur better visions, gain true strength n courage to take u problems n dissolve it oneself. untill u hit this point in life. you'll never going to feel at ease, i swear... you'll NEVER. but that doesn't mean ur weak now, healing take's huge part of ur life.... n eaten up ur inner-self. coming day's you all had to sacrifice everything in ur life.. especially when u close to ur adultary. u fail, u lose friends, family, bond, self esteem, the beloved person's, the stuffs u never imagined that it'll hurt this hard... there's lot coming up. between the age ( 15 to 19 ) i swear... you'll die more than thousands time n i also assure u that you'll get through this. the chapter is hard n ik your strong when ur here in the better place already. ☘️
So, i hope u take this part with u bistoni. en kooda iri, seri..!! na irrukenu sollrenla.. believe me when i said that, I'm here for u. n i want u to there for me. yare pathiyum yosikadha.. seriya!! u don't have to... na irukenla. na ingadhane irruken?? unakagadhana pesitu irruken.... apo sollu? haven't i care for u? love u? is that im pretending? no sweetie... i want u to know how deeply i care for u. n how much love i held for u... i want to shower h with them all. will u let me??
ngl anymore..!! bit yhe way u wrote abt death, truly Hits hard... to be more honest i love it n it shows how deep emotional n thinker u r. so.. write as long as u can, sometimes writing stuffs heal u the aay u never expected. trust me when i said that.
Focus on other stuffs for now... seriya!! can u tell me what u do when ur depressed or emotionally weak? what's ur hobbies, what's u do at ur free time? n do u workout or any kinda physical activities?? ( please ans all my questions 🙏 ) let me care n love u, lemme help ma.
You're not alone in this... im walking besides u, helding ur hand's. we got this together right here. ❤️
My love n embrace alway's last for u, you can alway's count on me, share what u going through. it's okay to constantly fall apart n come here n seek help. no matter how long n how deep it was... I'm here for u n ( hey, nethu, habibti for you both too )
Hugs 💝 
@Ailuraphilelove8tear9
Felt warm...can i be still fixed like kitsugi ?.. or whatever. Your Insight made my thoughts dive deeper. Sometimes I think getting help isnt good idea...but yeah you're with me...im not gonna swear you about being alive idk. But I will be.
I play games,I love solving puzzles(like suduko and chess)and im obsessed with horrifying cRimal stories. And usually i talk with myself. I do wanna distracted by some good but its dragging me back to the dark everytime. Just a dark world with random creatures.
Btw how are you ? Dont cry over about the past you're more valuable than you think.
Thank you.
@Ailuraphilelove8tear9
Thank u so so much for taking the time to write all this and for tagging me too. i could feel the care and honesty behind each n every word of urs. it seriously means so much that u thought of me while sharing something so personal n meaningful as well.
Also ur thoughts on healing and Kintsugi really stuck with me. like, everything u said felt so relatable, and it gave me a lot to think about. Ailuraa i really appreciate the love n empathy u put into this!
And @bistoni, i really hope u find moments of peace n relief from all the pain u are carrying. You deserve care, warmth and better days ahead dear...
Ailura, once again i wanna thank u for being so kind and thoughtful. im really grateful for those beautiful words and for the space u create for honesty and healing dear
Sending y'all love and positive rays🫂❤️
@Ailuraphilelove8tear9 @bistoni @curiousSloth
Hi girlsss!!!! Good morning to all of youu💖
How are yall doing?
I could talk to Ailura in the forums and chatrooms but couldnt catch up with Sloth and Bistoni😭
how's life been treating yall and what's new? and are yall fasting for Ramadan?
i've never fasted other than for a surgery i had to go through😛
sending hugs to all ma beauties🤗❤️
@enthusiasticHouse3272
Aww 😊 that's so kind of u sweetie..!❤️
I'm so sry hear that u been go through surgery..!! :( what is it abt, sweetie??
@Ailuraphilelove8tear9
hehe thankss :))
ah that surgery was an old one lol. i burnt myself when i was 7 and they had a surgery n did something to my burnt skin, i dont even remember now hehe
anything new on your side? 👀
@enthusiasticHouse3272
Oh 😭 thank godd.. some where in chat rooms you mentioned that you too struggling with physical health 😭 so, i assume myself 😭 silly me 😅
Glad to hear thatttt u doing doing fine now 😊💞
Hugs 🤗
@Ailuraphilelove8tear9
lol that was my respiratory issues😛
hugsiess 🤗💖
@bistoni
Hi bistoni..!! 😞
How are you doing dear..!! ❤️ it's been so long i hear from u, sweetie :( i miss i soo much more than u know ❤️
Hope u doing somehow better now, any tiny progress can be my heart full of pleasure ❤️
Lemme hear from u, dear..!! let me what's going on, sweetie ❤️
I love you so much ❤️
Hugs u closer to my heart n soul. sending my warmth to u soul 💗
@Ailuraphilelove8tear9
Hey ailapura...it been a long day :(
How are you doing !?
Sorry I couldn't replied to any of the threads,coz I felt I'm just tripping over here and I don't want to trouble you anymore.
~have a good day:)
@bistoni
Oh no my bad sweetie...!! sry for the delay in response, i don't have any idea why i didn't notified :(
i'm so worried abt u honestly, just know that you ain't troubling anyone here, we are here to support one n other, we fine pleasure through it lovie, you don't have to go through anything alone, we are here...!! n i feel really bad for no noticing ur post :( but do let me know how have u been sweetie!! i wanted to apologize if u felt left alone by me not responding, know that i would never do something like that, not my intend, i genuinely care abt u :)
yeah, recently i am having trouble managing my life situations n other, but will be alright soon, thank you for asking 🥰.
*tight hugs*
Hi
@billu1228
Hi welcome hereee
@billu1228
Hiya billu... welcome in 🥰 we are so happy that u find ur way here !!! how's u?? o(*^▽^*)┛
@enthusiasticHouse3272
@AiluraTheCat
Guyss we have someone new here
@curiousSloth 
@curiousSloth
@billu1228 Welcomeee🤗
glad that you're here!
@ebthusiasticHouse3272
Yayyyyy !!!!💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻
@curiousSloth
hey thanks pa, yenne tag pannethuku... idk why i'm not notified by this thread :( love u sweetie 🥰
@AiluraTheCat
Ohh apudiyaa.. nalladhu 😊😝 . Love you too dear 😘