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Anddddd now i have a migraine -_-
@jesusredeemedme2425 🙁🙁🙁
Want hehe
Although it’d make my migraine worse. Maybe after it’s gone? Lol
The exhaustion is making me feel sad :(
I hope your migraine is passing and you got some rest? I woke up with an actual sore throat. I slept a few more hours and it's gone, but I still feel kinda ***
Something seems to be going around my work a bit too.
Still got a bit of a migraine, woke up several times in the middle of the night too. Didn’t wanna get up this morning lol
Dappyyyyyyy
What's always funny is when a bunch of guys in a room forget that I'm in the room XD
I think that means you're fun to be around. 😂
@Torean agreed😁😁
Well when they start talking about whether they prefer different kinds of women… lol
@jesusredeemedme2425
When it starts hurting to poop and won’t come out lol
The amount of cheese they put on pizza by default. 𤮠I don't pick toppings off, I pick off excess cheese lol
@Torean you waste cheese😮😮😮😂😂😂
No no, pizza cheese is a different cheese ;)
Exactly.! Pizza cheese becomes evil when there's too much of it. Unless it's deep dish; that's when you sign up for the evil for the tastiness of deep dish.
But the cheese inside the crust of stuffed crust? That's cheese that's previously been rejected from several other cheeses and people. Probably raccoons too. If the raccoons won't touch it, the only thing they can do is put it in crust
@jesusredeemedme2425 😂😂😂 fair enough
@jesusredeemedme2425 I can't stand my neighbours, so I'm just gonna eat the potatoes and veg instead😋
I’m having a moment. :(
@jesusredeemedme2425 yeah I just read your post😥 I'm sorry sweetie, we are here for you 💗
So many emotions. Idk what to do with all of them.
I hide so much from my friends. They all think I’m normal…
@jesusredeemedme2425 well don't worry you don't have to hide your true feelings here, we already all know your not normal💖😁💖 I know what you need to do to release some of those pent up emotions, go outside and goal at the moon💖 and really really howl as loud as you can, let it all out 💖
@jesusredeemedme2425
You ok there, Sparky? Hehe
@jesusredeemedme2425 I'm gooood💖
How’s my girl REALLY doing? <3
@jesusredeemedme2425 struggling, but trying so very very hard🙂💖
Deets <3 bigggggg hugs <3
@jesusredeemedme2425 I'm afraid to go to sleep. I wake up exactly 2 hours after falling asleep, so scared it makes me often cry🙁 therapy is pretty intense right now. And I'm just so sleep deprived concentrating is hard
Oh man… I’ve had times like that. Especially as a kid. For some reason, going to bed, and darkness, and everything, was terrifying… Idk why. Maybe trauma. Maybe just kid fear. Idk. But I’m still scared sometimes…
What’s causing it?
Why is therapy intense?
*hugs* <3
@jesusredeemedme2425 yeah I think I'm having nightmares but most of the time I can't remember what it was about. Therapy just seems to be digging deeper and deeper into the past and my emotions and it is causing more flashbacks and I just want to hide
hugs is that therapy doing you any good?
I think getting a break from the intense side is a reasonable request either way. You might be able to sleep better if it's kept light and/or fun for at least a little bit.
I Can see it both ways… Keeping it more intense makes it so she basically cleans out the wound… But alternating lighter and heavier would keep her more calm… idk. Maybe talk to your psychiatrist about it?
@jesusredeemedme2425 @Torean I don't know if it's helping taking a break might be best I really just don't know
If you're at that point, I think probably so. I think it would be good to bring it up. When you can't sleep, the effects of it are definitely getting intrusive. I want way better for you than that. ❤️
Ditto. <3
@jesusredeemedme2425 @Torean I'm taking a break 💖
That's good. ❤️ I was a little worried they'd try to insist. Is it getting better with your sleep or anything?
@Torean not yet but it feels like a huge amount of stress is gone, I'm not scared right now 💖
Yay! I’m so glad <3
Super glad to hear that. ❤️ That side of the therapy should always be when you want to get through it, and only then.
I binged again.
Me too. 😅 On a dessert no less
I binged on orange chicken.
@jesusredeemedme2425 a orange chicken😮😮 there are orange chickens!?!?😮😮
Heheh, you should get them to let you try orange chicken. Its kinda fried with this orange sauce. Sometimes it's got a little bit of spiciness, but usually not.
Don’t get the spicy kind. Lol
@jesusredeemedme2425 @Torean orange flavoured chicken doesn't sound very nice😕 orange isn't spicy though!?🤔🤔
It doesn’t taste like what you’re picturing lol. It doesn’t taste like an actual orange. Like, the fruit. Lol
Some of them add a bit of spice. Not all tho. I don’t like spice, or at least my tummy doesn’t lol
@jesusredeemedme2425 ohhh! It doesn't taste like a orange🤔🤔🤔
No lol. It’s like… Chicken? With sauce? That’s a bit sweet, but amazing <3
@jesusredeemedme2425 ohhhh! Ok I understand now 💖 I have never had that, and I'm not great with spicy food either💖
Don’t get spicy foods <3
Have you only tried a small variety of foods then?
@jesusredeemedme2425 yes most goo food looks wierd, I have very basic meals and don't like to explore foods
Why not try the tiniest taste of new foods? Whatever your carers have for lunch, ask them for a tiny bite. It’s in your username, after all hehe! Then you can explore but not be committed to the food, yk? <3
@jesusredeemedme2425 but I don't like eating. I only eat because I have to
How come?
@jesusredeemedme2425 I think it's a trauma thing, not being able to eat human food for 18years makes it hard to adjust to proper food. I hated eating growing up. And now I have all theese different real foods and for some reason I still don't want to eat
Maybe that should be part of your self-therapy? Not something the therapists do. Something you choose to do <3
@jesusredeemedme2425 maybe oneday, when I'm braver💖
Just ideas, feel free to ignore <3
@jesusredeemedme2425 it sucks how we both have ED's but their the exact opposite from each other🙁
Wanna trade??
@jesusredeemedme2425 yes please if we trade we could both get to the perfect weight😁
Lol right???
You’d get to explore all manner of amazing foods <3 I’d get to live on ice cream hehe
@jesusredeemedme2425 also we should eat torean just for fun😋
Wish I could make you feel the joy that I do in trying new things. I get super enthused.
What’s your latest fave?
I think Tiny should at least try a new ice cream flavor hehe
Heh, agrees.
Latest fave? I'm gonna have to say the diner we tried yesterday. Bruh... Their pancakes were above S tier. Like, I've tasted bad, ok, and occasionally even good pancakes. These were above perfection and went straight up into the legendary category. Aaaand... The runner up to those was a Thai fried chicken with sticky rice dish.
How are pancakes amazing? They’re kinda eh. Lol
What’s S tier???? Am I old now and don’t know slang lol
I don't know! Lol. They were kinda thick, and the different kinds had so much blueberry or chocolate flavor inside, and a little bit of buttery taste too. They were insanely good.
Lol, S tier is from people our age I think. Think of grades in school... A,B,C,D,F... Except, just add S. S is the highest one.
S is like A, with extra credit