Making friends with @uknown333
Hi my friend,
Let's be friends.
How are you?
I'm well... managing. Feeling hurt. Im not happy with the cultures ive been a part of.
Im constantly othered. Im sick of it. I feel made fun of. Treated as different and lacking sense
I think i am okay. Im just not fitting in with the pace of the world.
My pace is not somehow same.
I dont know whats going on.
Im exhausted of trying.
Tell me abiut yourself ... looking forward to know you :)
Creamyyy
Hiii, sorry for the late response btw (also sorry for this yap 😢) basically I’ve just been extremely lonely since I migrated to USA 5 years ago, the 1st couple of years it was kinda ok, but also the years I became a teen, I started developing insecurities about myself specially with people pointing it out, my mom found a better job on another state so I had to move, I had to leave all my friends and start again, when I entered a new school, I was upset about everything that was happening + my insecurities, so all that just made me shy quiet and antisocial, I wear the same hoodie through all 8th grade to hide my imperfections and maybe hide myself, anyways after that I tried to be different for high school I wanted friends so I started being a lil more social but I’m still shy and insecure luckily I found some girls, at least I have some people to talk to and sit with during lunch, but that’s really it… they’re school friends if that’s a way to put it, outside of school I’m still alone with no one to go out with or talk to, and if I’m being honest I really want a male friend, because I wanna share like a brother ship type ***, but I feel like I can’t because I’m gay
@uknown333
Im sorry youre having difficulty making friends.
I think for me that's too lofty a goal ... but im making small efforts here to see if some connection can be felt with others. Its so important for survival.
Im 38 y old.. teenage is a tough spot to be in... the problems I had as a teenager no longer affect me today but different problems have replaced those....
Right now im really down. I cant focus too well. Im in pain. We will talk more later. 💛✨️
@uknown333
Hello creamy sorry for the late response and thanks for your kind words, I really wasn’t feeling like going through my phone at all, I’m sorry for all those problems you’re having and I hope you can get through all of it, rn I still feel lonely, my life is so pathetic rn I sometimes be feeling down, everything feels monotonous
How re you doing?
Sorry for being so late in replying.
Im doing better but still busy and managing stress of it.
@uknown333