Nadia and Ni ✨
@iloveyouxx
hi nadia beanie :o me knows we do talkie in the corner and here and there around forum-land 💜 and sometimes in rooms. but if you’re okie/comfy with it, would you like to be my pen pal? :P 💜 this is a little space where we can talkie if you’re comfy. 💜 it’s okay if you’re not ok/comfy with it too - i can get this forum space deleted in that case. 💜
for other hoomans coming across 💜 please don’t read posts here, or write anything here, this space is for nadia and me. thank you 💜
- ni friend.
@iloveyouxx in case the tag poofing fairy nommed the tag 🥺
@LoveMyMoonflowers
omg nibuddy🩷. this might sound a bit psychotic xD. but me has been seeing how yous talks to other frendos and thought you was mad at me or well idek tbh :')💜 me doesn’t know why me thought that at all. :P but just remember being sure about it and like “just look at this it’s so obvious atp🤧”. :'3🤍 hehe brain can be confuzzling sometimes..💙 I’d loovveeee to be your penpal hehe :0💖 and I’m v comfy w this.💜 nu need to delete at all :0.💕
and happy yous not mad at me and still call be nadia beanie.🥺💜 I love that nickname so much hehe idk why.🌈💓
how’re you lovelyy💕?/nfta
and yus the first tag actually did get nommed by the tag poofing fairy.😛
I didn’t get it at all for some reasons :0. only got the second smhsmh./lh
@iloveyouxx
nadia bean what :o why would i be mad? 🥺 smh nadia friend’s brainie needs to learn to be kinder to nadia 🥺💕 awwe. :') you’re so freaking sweet i don’t think i would ever be mad at you friend 💜 but yeah you’re right brainie can be confusing. 😞 i’m so sorry ni friend made you feel left out or something 🥺 or like i was mad at you… 😞 i’m vvv sorry friend. :') 💜 ni friend loves you so much. 💜 *hugs you if okay*
lol i’m alive 😛 life is being lifey 💜 how are you, nadia beanie? and yes you’re a beaniiee, always and forever 💜 i can see all over forum-land that you’re a perfect example of a beaniiiee hooman. 🥺 i love that nickname too 💜 you have such adorable nicknames 🤭
me knows life is hard for nadia friend also. 😞 i hope you’re trying to be kind to you amidst it all friend. 💜 i know you’re going through *** 😞 you don’t deserve it :') you deserve hugs and kindness and safety. 💜 lots of love to you, nadia buddy.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
idkkkk :')💙 yus brainie can be unkind..💜smh :'3.🤍 awwwe yous the sweetiest lovely to ever lovely hehe.😛🩷xD. it’s true xD.💖 nunu not at all D:🤍 brain just saw how nibean talked to other hoomans and thought nibean had tone that indicated- brain shut off hold on lmao :')🤍 well now idk xD. just thought yous was bit different and didn’t think of mes anymore hehe- or was upset at somethings :P I even thought yous was talking about mes at some point T^T smhsmh :'3💙. nadiafrend loves you vvv much.🩷 more than nibeanie does heheh.😛🤗 *tight squeezies for yous*💖
v happy you are :0💕💕. hm life can be bit too lifey sometimes lmao :'3.🤍 awwwwe.🥺🩷*cries* :'3🤧💜. happy tears😭💖
hehe the ones I have for others ? :0 cos I put effort into those haha xD “floof”😁 “shelly”😁 “bobo”😁dedicationnnnn and big brains powerrrrrrr :PPP💞💞
aw nu you don’t gotta think of me smhhh.🥺 amidst is a funny word xD/lh I’m bad with words :P I love you friend.🩷 sending lots of love for youu tooo💜.
@iloveyouxx
awwe i’m sorry friend… 😞 earlier i thought nadia friend disliked me for some reason :') idk. 😭 i guess when we overthink mmm :') it’s not fun friend, brainie can overthink and say a lot of meanie things to self. 😞💜
me had to do a great deal of thinking before making this forum thread 😅 overthinking it all. 😭 what if i say that wrong? what if nadia friend thinks i’m weird? 😭 what if people come doing the lurky lurk even when i asked not to? 😭 ah so much… thinking. smh brainie! 🧠(indeed, my brain’s name is brainie. how creative :P) i thought that… we don’t really talkie much anymore in forum-land or in rooms :') and of course PMs isn’t an option since we’re both members 💜 i just wanted to be able to talk to you more often and make some memories and have some fun and just, mmm, talkiieee and grow our friendship. 💜 (does that sound weird? 😭 i’m overthinking this 😭)
nadia friend, me thinks we both need to teach our brainies to be kind to self. 🥺 it takes time but i think we have time. 💜 *hugs if okay* 💜 *cries happy tears with you* 🥺😭 why you legit so sweet lol you’re literally always melting every hooman beanie you come across 🥺💕
hehe, yes lovely 💜 those are such sweet and funny nicknames. 🤭 you’re so creative! 💜 i love ‘floof’ best 💜 reminds me of kitties 🐾🥺🥰 i actually meant your nicknames too - the nicknames your other buddies have given you 💕 i thought of some for you, friend :P nadsey/nadsies/nadsey beanie 💜 of course me don’t wanna call nadia anything nadia friend isn’t comfy with - let me know, okie? 💜
smh nadia beanie, how could i not? :') smh. me thinks one time i came across nadia friend’s - i think, a post about… mmmm… something not vvv, not at all good friend, that’s been happening to nadia. 🥺 it made me v sad but i didn’t reply because i wasn’t tagged there :') didn’t wanna intrude/invade the space or anything. but i’m sending you lots of hugs, if okay, nadia lovely 💜 :') i know life is damn hard. i know it’s cruel and mean. always… completely confuses and just bewilders me when i think of how cruel, and heartless, some people can be. 😞 how can someone take pleasure in hurting another? :') but this world is a broken thing… isn’t it…
but yk what else amazes me? whenever i think of people like nadia friend, and vvv many others here - people i’ve been able to meet, and i’ve been able to be their friend too. 🥺 it amazes me how you all have come so vv far, how you keep going. 💜 amazes me how strong and brave and resilient we can be. 💜 it’s beautiful, i think. it’s magical.
anyways, i’m blabbering 💜 in this talkie space you might find me blabbering a lot, lovely 😅 but me thinks you write pretty long posts as well friend :o 💜
i’m here for you if you need ok? 💜 i’m not pressuring you to talkie or anything - but if you need someone to listen, i’m just a tag away ok? 💜 i love you. 💜
amidst is a funny word, haha! :P and who said you’re bad with words? :’) *thinks for a moment* you did… :’) but mmmm, over the years, friend, i’ve learnt that we usually don’t have very accurate ideas of ourselves. we tend to focus so much on the flaws, i think we even imagine flaws that aren’t even there smh :/ overthinking again. :’) being hooman is so complicated. 💜
i’ve read nadia beanie’s poems around here, i’ve read how in the icebreaker forums, and in other forums, you’re always so vvv sweet and have a way with words, really, i think you do and i’m not the only person who thinks (*knows*) this. 💜 you’re free to disagree of course… :’) i understand… it’s hard to love ourselves and to appreciate ourselves. in the same way, i think, it’s hard - seems impossible - to appreciate our own writing/ work. 💜 but you have your buddies here friend, and we love you, and we appreciate you. and we see your work, and appreciate it too. 💜
i’m sending loads of love back, my sweet friend.
i wrote a really long essay. bruh… ni. 😭
@LoveMyMoonflowers
ahhhhh look ok- T^T I thought you meant that the essay being long thing was about when we were talking about how bald the 😛 emoji lowkey is :D so that’s why I was like- you call this long ? xD💜 I genuinely *just* saw this now T^T smh T^T🩷 because basically I saw the “I wrote a really long essay. bruh..ni.😭” thing and I thought you meant you wrote something really long and it all got deleted :P I didn’t even see this being there😭💜 sorrrryyyy.🩷 now I’ll ✨actually✨ reply heheh.💖🐛
awwe nu smh D: nadia would never dislike nibean.🥺💙 heh guess so :')💜 #NadiaAndNiBeaniesAreOverthinkers :DD/lh💕
ahhhhhhhhh stop overthinking😭you’re doing that thing I do😭all the time😭😭🩷 well- so you know :D you said nothing wrong- it was perfect and made nadiabeanie the happiest beanie to ever beanie lol!🥺💖nadia frend doesn’t think you’re weird at all D:🤍 it’s more like- the sweetiest loveliest lil special soul that should be protected at all costs.🌈💖✨🦕not weird nu :>💞ee people can do that >: you tell them to respect it and they literally just skip bothering to read it :')🤍 *yeets hoomans* :D problem solved🤭✨ *walks away happily knowing problems have been solved*✨✨brainie is a v creative name :P I knuww..💜 nadiabeanie got into dark place.💙and stopped talking to thy hoomans hehe.🤍 didn’t like it but couldn’t get out of it.💙 it’s oki..🩷 thankyou friend.🌈🥺 I love this.💖💖(nu it doesnt sound weirddd D:💞)
I think we do too.🥺🤧 haha I don’t xD💜./lh *cries some more*🥺🤧 sure I’m not leaving a dark cloud over their head lmao ? :')💙
🩷 creative ? xD me loves you but- nu not creative haha xD💜 awwwe🥺🐾💖🌈✨loves the way you think.💙 hehe I love those too.🤭💕 nadsey beanie🥺🤧💙 me loves nicknames friend :P vv comfy.🥺💖
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xD yous can blabber anytime xD💜 I blabber all the time :P.
hehe not really :')🩷idk.🤍can’t talk to anyone. :P🤍 it’s oki.🤍 I love you more.🥺💖🦕
..💙
*casually skips some parts in an attempt to stay (fake :D) positive :D* T^T💜 I think it’s too late for that hehe :P🩷 it’s okii. :'3💙 I loves you sosovv much nibuddybean.🌈💖✨🥺🐛🪄:33
sending loads of love and hugs*💕💕 and sorry again if you were worried about this being too long or me ignoring it :0 I genuinely just found it and spend like idk xD replying hehe.🩷 I love essays xD💞💞
@iloveyouxx
also me has an idea for something 😛 but me wanted to ask you first 💜 if you’re comfy.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
oooo what is it ? :0 the “😛” indicates it’s prolly smth good xD🤭💙 yus I’m comfy.💜
@iloveyouxx
awwe yep 😛 doesn’t the 😛 emoji look a bit strange though? 😅 idk lol - :P seems to look better. idk 🤷🏻♀️
@LoveMyMoonflowers
ikr :0
:P does look better to me tbh xD but when I use “😛” the tone is completely different than when I use “:P” yk xD
like the meanings they give off are different to me :0 are they not ? :0
this is gonna sound weird but ngl the “😛” emoji lowkey looks the baldest to me somehow T^T like look at these 😊😭🤗🥺😎 then this😛
it just looks like it has an extended hairline✨.. tho none of them have hairlines ;-;
no ?😭😭
@iloveyouxx
i have no idea lol 😅😭🤣 there’s a difference? i wanna know 🥺 we learn new things every day 😎 also yes that emoji is truly bald. 😛 i’m cracking up so much whilst typing this, my mom is going to ask me why i’m laughing i swear 😭
this emoji is so cute i think —> 🥺 it doesn’t look bald because it has eyebrows but it’s cute 🥺💕
extended hairlines? ✨ omg nadia 😭😭😭🤣🤣🤣 i love love love your sense of humour 😭🤣 i’m never looking at this emoji the same way now lol —> 😛 /lh (i’m sorry i didn’t mean that to be offensive or anything friend, if it sounded like that… me just being silly billy)
@LoveMyMoonflowers
yussss there issss- read these sentences with the different symbols !💜 “idk lol. :P” “idk lol.😛” :00 can you see the difference xDD tell your mom you saw a raccoon on a skateboard xD everyone laughs at those xD omg or that owl holding a baguette🥖ready to fight off thy teachor enemieess xD/lh/lh🩷xD
yus I think this is v cute too.🥺💜
o god is it just me or like :') look at this emoji- 🙂 shjisynsbiu😭 it’s like planning to do something to me I swear😭😭 like what’re you thinking about😭 what’s going on your brainn :'3 is it just me ? T^T🤍
xDD good now you see it’s true colors xD/j/j/j nuu not offensive at all hehe it’s oki :P I like being goofy :P that’s my distraction xD💙
@iloveyouxx
me was thinking we should have a talkie space with sunnie friend :o the three of us 😎✨
@LoveMyMoonflowers
with sunbeanie ?🥺 I love that idea :0💖 it’d be vv nice and funn heheh.🤭💜 we’d make a great team xD/lh/lh🤍
100% nadiabean approved :P👍💕
@iloveyouxx
yas :P *dance* 💃✨ (dude why is this emoji so funny to me 💃 it’s not bald though 🧐)
awwe yas nadia beanie approved ✅🥺💕 hmm we have to ask sunnie friend though 💜 should ni friend make the space or nadia friend? :o
@LoveMyMoonflowers
yayyyy *does lil dance*🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🪩✨ (lolll to me this one’s funny too xD🕺🕺)
mhmhm we dos🧃🐢💕 ooo me can make it :o idk. I like making forums xD used to be one of my biggest fears on cups xD🤍 sooo me knows yous and sunbeanie have space too :0 I can ask ? or yous :P doesn’t really matter hehe :P💜
@iloveyouxx
i love your choice of emojis 🥺 i think one time you said this one is so underrated lol 🐛🐛🐛 it’s so freaking cute though 🥺💕 awwe. 💜 for some reason this one 🕺 reminds me of a character from demon slayer 😅
yas you can friend! 💜🌈💃💕
also me just wanna ask was my essay too long…? 😭 the one a bit above in this thread
@LoveMyMoonflowers
yusss I did say that xD and it isss just look at it go🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛💖:P thankyou🥺💞
I haven’t watched demon slayer xD idek if it’s a show xD💙
yipppeeee :>🌈🪄🪄🦕🩷
onu D: just saw that rn :')💜 too long ? xD🤍 I write essays all the time xD like seriously ones theatre so long they’d get you to the next (forum) page xDD💕💕 lemme go reply to that now !💙
@iloveyouxx
i’m actually melting for some reason it’s so freaking adorable 🥺💕🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛 it’s like one of your signature emojis 🥺💕
hehe ni friend has been watching demon slayer with her brother and sister lately. my brother loves anime. (and my sister - she’s not my biological sister, she’s just a family friend but i call her my sister lol) mmm it’s kinda scary tbh it’s interesting but the demon scenes always leave me terrified :') although i love nezuko 💜 she’s adorable.
*yippees and dances with you* 💃✨
omg i’ve wrote those kinds of essays too lol 😅💜 it’s fun to write and write and write and then you suddenly realise, omg it’s so long lol :') some of us love essays though. 💜 i love it when others write essays :P so much to read and think about and write about 💜 although sometimes i write so much and cupsies decides it’s a good time to be naughty and mean ): so everything gets deleted and i’m too tired to write everything all over again… 😞
@iloveyouxx
it is hehehe.🥺🐛🐛🐛🩷
awwwe you consider them your sister that’s so cutu hehe.💜 oo I’ve been watching some horror movies lately- and I honestly never watch tv :P but I thought it’d distract me from the other scary reality and stuff so😭😭 it didn’t work- just made it worse T^T🤍
*dances togetherr*🐛🐛🐛🪩🪩✨🦕🪄💖xD
xD🧠⚡️🧠.💕
lmaooo that’s meee :')🤍 I love essays tho.💜 and when others write them.💙 *cough*ehemjsisunbeanieshoend./lh💞💞
awwe that’s happened way too many times to me :').💙 cupsies can be a real meanie sometimes ]:🤍it’s oki.💜 one time I kept rewriting the longest essay over and over again to the point where I just wanted to rip my hair out and break down T^T..🤍
nibuddy..?🥺 my caterpillar wanted to tell you that it love you.💖🥺vv much.🐛🐛💕 thinks yous is amazing :33🐛🐛🐛🐛🩷🩷
@iloveyouxx
mmmmm :') kinda, friend… when i was little we used to be really close but about two years ago and recently true i’ve just found it a bit hard to trust her. idk. :') it’s just different now… it’s changed, i guess. idk… i still call her my sister because i can’t call her anything else lol. 💜
i don’t think i’d be able to survive horror movies, honestly - understandable that it made things worse, nadia beanie. 😞 try to take care of you okie? :') 💜 we can try…? 💜
is there anything else that helps nadia beanie distract herself…? i’m so sorry so much happens at home… 😞 you don’t deserve to be hurt so much lovely. it makes me sad to know you’re being hurt and i just wish you were safe… 😞💜
awwe yes defo their essays are the best, always filled with so so so much kindness and empathy and wisdom. 💜 and some humour too 🤭💜 nadia beanie’s essays are vvv sweet to read and lovely to just look at too, they’re so colourful with all the emojis! 💜 /gen
i’m so sorry friend ): understandable though… 😞 i wish cupsies would be kinder in that aspect. smh glitches :') and then there’s the dreaded tag poofing fairy ✨ i remember yeeting her far far away for a time, but she came back… 😞
omg 🥺 *officially melts* little cattie pillar 🐛 (yas that’s the new name for it 🧐) i love you too 🥺💕 and i think nadia loves you too :P /lh
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*breathes* :')💙 okiii back from replying to everyone including yous.🩷time to reply to this :D.💜
onu >: trusting can be vv hard..🤍 it’s like you trust one more person- they break you’re trust- and you go back to trust issues but even worse than before.. :P🩷(I knuw not necessarily the case for yous💜) things change :')🤍 it’s hard to trust.🤍 when people can change- so quickly :')🤍 it’s oki.🩷
hehe it doesn’t really matter how hard me tries :')💜 it’s okie.🩷
*tw*hm well me likes to watch this one video :o🤍 it basically gives a bunch of reasons on why yous(me)shouldn’t be alive and that yous(I’m)worthless and why yous(I)should stop trying :'D🤍…. :') I suck at this lmao :').🤍
idk.🤍 when me shares a part of what I go through and hoomans emphasize and all cos it’s meant to be big but..idk.🤍 it’s only a part of- a lot :') yk..🤍 idk how but makes brain feel dumb T^T🤍but when I actually talk about something that affects me the most and is bigger- which I’ve only told 2 people ..
hold on lmao :D lemme just stop that paragraph right there :3 and shut up for a while :33💜 :')🩷
literally none of that made sense…💙:')
its okie lovely.💕 I’m always hurt :>🩷 so it’s oki :>🩷
I knuwww right ? :0💖 they’re the bestest💙 in the whole world.🩷🤧
xD I go over the top with emojis xD can show tone a lil more yk :3💜
like look at this with different emojis.. “hi😊” “hi😛” “hi🤭” “hi😭” “hi😂” “hi😃” “hi😏” “hi🥺” “hi😓” “hi😎” “hi🤗” “hi🩷” “hi✨” I could go on :0 but you get it xD💖
smhsmh *yeets to the north pole*🎄❄️☃️
cattie pillar🥺💖. loves that name.💜 nadia doesss :0💞 nadia loves yous a lot.🐛🐛🐛💕:P
@LoveMyMoonflowers
nibeannn💞💞 it’s been 16 whole hours lmao.🥺💙 misseddd youu.💖😛/lh/lh🤍how’re you nibuddy ?🌈🩷 is you doing okie ?🥺💜 *sending lots of love hugs and good luck*💕💕🐛🐛 *hopes you have an amazing day*💞💞🦕 I’m at school D:🤍in moral ed :')🤍 butttt it doesn’t count as cupsing in class :D becosss I already finished everything :D🤍 woohoo🎉🪄🐛🐛 also teacher forgot about the homework I didn’t do….muahahahahahaha😛🤭/j *walks out of class sneakily*😈🕶️✨/j/j anywho I’m survivin.🥺💜 how’re you lovely ?💖 again xD💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers
nibuddy :0.💕 I forgot to tell you xD🤍 yesterday I went to my aunts house- and saw louis again.🥺🐾💕 I was literally screaming- with my mouth closed :')🤍out of the floofiness and boba eyes🌈💖. I took a video of the lil thing hehe- while they were messing with the charger again xD🩷 me doesn’t know if me told yous, but louis is ✨obsessed✨with chargers xD the lil beanie gets so vv excited when they sees one- he’s such an adorable lil idiot🥺💖/lh he literally just spins around himself and ends up fighting himself it’s so silly and too cute to witness🤧💙. hes got on his back at some point :') I genuinely died of floofiness :')💜 my brother thinks there’s something wrong with me xD💜 cos I literally just die looking at them🤧💕
the lil idiot(/lh💖🐛🐛) kept doing the cutu-ist and silliest lil stuff.🥺💙 I spoilt him xD🩷😛 how can you nott while staring into those eyes🤧💜
he did try and fight ice again tho D:🤍 if me didn’t already tell you, ice is his sister💙 she’s older- a lot older.💛 and honestly kinda lonely :')💜 ice has trauma😞🩷 and gets triggered by anyone getting too close to them- so most of the attention is usually on louis..🤍 but honestly ice is genuinely so sad..it breaks my heart- into pieces- tiny pieces :')..💙
I grabbed the naughty lil thing before he could hurt her tho D:🤍 I love them both.💙 when I was four, ice scratched my knee really bad- so I had a terrible fear of kitties(not anymore :P💜) but looking back at it I was literally running right towards them- ofcourse they woulda reacted like that..🤍(I had to run front first to be able to get away cos I was scared too..💙)
speakin of louis😛 I basically stood infront of the mirror- held his lil paws🐾💕 and started making him dance xD I’m not cruel oki- but it was soo adorablllleeeeeknedihjdqwckbuhdeuh🤧💖
I forgot to say- ice has one green eye and one blue eye- it’s soo gorgeous irl.💖 I have a photo but it’s not that clear tho. :P💜
I could seriously talk about kitties all day xD🤍 I could xD🤭💜 but I’ll stop here.💙byebye lovely hooman🌈💕💕🐛🐛🐾✨ *caterpillar waves bye*🐛🐛🐛💞💞
@LoveMyMoonflowers
nibean I’ve made the post for the three of us but idk what to name it :0. it’s not that complicated but I like to assume it is T^T
also you oki frend ? :')🩷
@LoveMyMoonflowers
D:
@LoveMyMoonflowers
wait nvm(?) me saw your bio :')💜 thought you left D:💙 but just got a notification of an upvote hehe.💖 it’s oki if yous dont want to talk now tho.💜🧁:P
@LoveMyMoonflowers
awwwwe not you upvoting my posts :3.🌈💖
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i gotta go >: smh right when you come on too :')💙 love you loads frend.💖 if you can- please tell me yous oki.💞 take care please.💜