Nadia and Ni ✨
@iloveyouxx
hi nadia beanie :o me knows we do talkie in the corner and here and there around forum-land 💜 and sometimes in rooms. but if you’re okie/comfy with it, would you like to be my pen pal? :P 💜 this is a little space where we can talkie if you’re comfy. 💜 it’s okay if you’re not ok/comfy with it too - i can get this forum space deleted in that case. 💜
for other hoomans coming across 💜 please don’t read posts here, or write anything here, this space is for nadia and me. thank you 💜
- ni friend.
mmm… *sits here and waits for u* 💕 *has huggle wuggles ready w me for when u come back* 💕
niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii🩷💞💖
I missed you. I’m really really really really sorry I’m really sorry
today I went through this whole forum💕some bits made me a little bit sad and some made me smile but over everything I realize now how bad I am at replying☠️in a timely manner or just replying at all like what😭I think we’re both bad at replying xD like I said so many times I have to go right now but I’ll reply as soon as I can and then I never did and then one of your replies was like I’ll reply to this as soon as my summer break starts in a couple of days and now the new school year started XDDD
bruh I’m worse tho. it’s finnee :>💜
ni!🩷I love the thing. the picture thing. it’s genuinely so perfect- did you write that happy birthday :0 and those lines how’re they so prefect too- did you write the nadia :0 and the handwriting😭did you do all that😭the cat is a picture probably but omg🥺if you still have it can you put it into a link so I could get it at the highest quality💞even if it’s not that big of a difference I love it so much ni like how but also thankyou thankyou so much it’s so cute and perfect I love it so much🩷🩷🩷
niniloaf do you remember this video🩷 : https://youtu.be/9FjGP4t2zKY?si=8GwLn5bzoOllmSXl I just saw a reply you made like what if we put the video in our bios and I never saw that but I just did it’s so cute💕Ill edit my bio later but I just put it alone right now
niniloaf do you still have my abomination :0 I made it on ibispaint and I got my account back (after my device got reseted) but for some reason everything from my gallery is gone
sorry I got random this is getting unnecessarily long- how’s the new school year for you💜you’re in grade 9/(year 10) right? I’m in year 9 and it’s so bad😭but then again- every school year was bad for me- but every years gotten worse its still worse than I expected it to be but- it’s finneee- :> 🩷 you seem so stressed out now🩷please don’t overwork yourself, what happened to procrastinating together *serious face* I’m sorry if schools been hard for you >:💕wish I could sleep through school I feel like I wouldn’t miss out on too much anyway :/
anywho enough yapping🩷I just wanted to say I love you and I’m sorry and thankyou I love you sm
i haven’t given you a hug in a while :0
💗
*comes and sits here quietly* i think i'm worse at replying on time. 😅 *sends hugs if okay* ❤️ i've been thinking of you a lot, and just, everyone here because i don’t talk to many people much anymore. and ik just saying i thought of you doesn’t mean anything, because it’s just words and thinking of people doesn’t quite do that much. tangibly.
school is taking up most of my time during the day, and so is my writing in the evenings. well… also sleeping, a lot. sleeping too much or too little. and tbh i just don’t find the mental energy most days to come on here and reply to people, which i know is an excuse, an excuse i have used for ages and ages and it hasn’t helped or changed anything. ❤️ i'll try to come back on here and reply to your post. i just want to let you know you are in my thoughts still and i haven't forgotten you or anything, if that’s something meanie thoughts have told you (and then again, i might be overthinking that, and maybe meanie thoughts didn’t say anything about that at all.)
when i first read the tag from you, i got really excited. lol. seriously. i was like dancing around the room, i'm not even kidding nadseyloaf. because i had been thinking about you a lot and wondering whether i'd done something again, but then you replied and just… the way you said things? your note, the warmth, kindness idk i’m sounding cliche and weird but it made me happy. so thank you for that. thank you.
and i was like “ill reply after school!” and it became “i need to reply in the evening asap” and that turned into “ill reply in the weekend as soon as im free” and it turned into this. i am a born procrastinator, even when i so want to do something, and seriously want to do it. its ridiculous. well… i don’t procrastinate much on school work anymore, because there is a threat/consequence looming over if i don’t complete something. lmao. ❤️
anyways, enough of me yapping. i don’t know why i decided to say all this. i dont quite know why i do anything anymore, i just do it. but i wanted to say something. *hugs if okay* ❤️ i love you friend, and i'm sorry i've not been a good friend and haven’t showed it enough.
lastly, can’t forget to tag you. @iloveyouxx ❤️
hi, can i talk to you about something…? @iloveyouxx
@LoveMyMoonflowers
of course 🩷
@LoveMyMoonflowers
yeah?
<3
@iloveyouxx hi…
@LoveMyMoonflowers
ni I *just* came on and I thought I was late to seeing this but it was a minute ago :0 the timing hehe🩷hey niniloaf <3 how’re you?💗
@iloveyouxx okay that's actually interesting :o *does not know what other adjective to use* i'm alright. how are you? /nfta
@LoveMyMoonflowers
no you don’t <3 I’m happy I’m getting to talk to you and you managed to come back
@iloveyouxx 💜💜💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
hehe it’s fate making sure we finally get to talk to each other when we’re both able to :> are you very really extra sure you’re alright? it’s okay if you’re not- cause I’m not either xD but really you don’t have to say you’re alright that’s for small talk with people you’re not that close with but you’re 🪷✨ni✨🪷 and I’m nadia so it’s okay🩷
@iloveyouxx “but you’re 🪷✨ni✨🪷 and I’m nadia so it’s okay” - nadia, 2024 ✨ hehe 🤭 where did them tulips come from tho o.0 anywho, yeah i'm alright, really. ❤️ *hugs for you if okay* is there anybody nadia friend needs me to yeet :') i'm sorry things aren't okay.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
xDD the tulips represent…*runs to google*
It's symbolic of happiness, love, joy, good luck, and well wishes
we’re just gonna say cause you’re so kind and yeah🩷and you’re beautiful like a tulip xD
okayy then❤️(okay but….are you really really really sure/lh) hugs <3 aww🥹💗hold on it’s in my chrismas wishlist…/j its okie we surviving🤍
@iloveyouxx i'm not but thanks friend 💜 and is the christmas present the yeeting :o okie who is it, who can i yeet :o 🥺 pwease
@LoveMyMoonflowers
ni!! don’t say that 🩷 you’re amazing and brilliant and I love you <3
ehehehehhe xDD too many meanies to yeet, you would run out of yeet power so fast >:
@iloveyouxx
Neverrr i could yeet mean people forever :') fr. ❤️
@LoveMyMoonflowers
awww
@iloveyouxx
the rainbow XD except it won't look be all rainbows when yeeting meanies off. it'll be all 🔥🔥🔥 😭
@LoveMyMoonflowers
yuss you’re so tough🔥🔥🔥xD
and-
@iloveyouxx oh god 💀 what did that lil duckie do to deserve that though 😭
i'm supposed to be writing right now. 😔 but i'm procrastinating. 😁
don't get me wrong, writing is fun, it’s just not that fun when idk how to write the next scene/part in the story.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
no I get it :0 procrastinating is more fun xD
@iloveyouxx Smh lmao. ❤️ I tried to work on it but broooo my lazy mood is literally translating onto the doc like smh! what! my character's sitting there like “baaaahhhhrrraaahhh I have sm work to do but i'd rather procrastinate” but i’m like huh that’s not my character talking, thats me 😭
that didn’t make sense
Well anyways i wrote down some rough outline stuff and brain stormed for another project. It’s fine ✨✨✨ although i’m wondering whether it will take forever to finish my main wip at this point…
*realises i’m ranting* oop im sorry 😭
@LoveMyMoonflowers
no somehow it did and real😭xD❤️
exactly- that’s the mindset we’re looking for- it’s always just fine✨✨✨✨
aww I believe in you ni😭💕🩷
nooOOoOooOo don’t be I love talking to you and if what you have to say is rant then id love to hear it🩷/srs
anywho
@iloveyouxx
hugsssss ❤️ And yes that’s how it goes at the end of the day: 😭
@LoveMyMoonflowers
lol😭the cat felt like it
yayy to procrastinating 😁🎉
@iloveyouxx oh god 😭😭😭 These kitties. smh 😭😭😭
@LoveMyMoonflowers
xD look at this cat yeeting itself
it’s in their nature😭🩷
@iloveyouxx
😭😭😭 this is too much 😭😭😭 They’re so silly and sweet and… 😭😭😭
Is it just me… or… the lines towards the right and the “load more” buttons that don’t work. It’s kind of getting on my nerves? 😭 aaagggghhhhhh…. @iloveyouxx
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i know right they don’t even move or do anything😭i keep clicking on them expecting something
@iloveyouxx i’m crying inside :( What has happened to our forum land…. ☹️
i feel like ranting about it forever 😭 The ✨ lines ✨ look so disturbing 😭😭😭
@LoveMyMoonflowers
help 😭😭
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i know I don’t like it ): I don’t think you were there when posts kept getting permanently collapsed
@iloveyouxx What?! when was that? Was it before the crazy update? :') 😭
@LoveMyMoonflowers
oh you weren’t there :’) it was really sad so many people were gonna leave and people started talking li.ke th.is wi.th a do.t bet.ween ev.ery wor.d because they were scared of their post going too
@iloveyouxx Oh. wait i think i saw that, Soul friend was doing it… :(
@LoveMyMoonflowers
oh right soul was on the verge of leaving :’)
do you remember i made a post asking about adrien when she disappeared… they deleted that after a while, after i posted it. :/ I was just asking about my friend. ik she got banned but it would have been nicer if they responded to me instead of deleting the post all of a sudden.
Idk sometimes it feels like they want to hide us current members' stuff from the new members…. so the whole place looks really nice and like your always gonna be heard and seen and listened to but in reality there’s lots of censorship….
:( sorry for ranting…
@LoveMyMoonflowers
what the flip ): that’s messed up but yeah those couple of days everything got censored and it was just like what’s the point of being on here if you cant even say anything without already knowing it would be gone in a couple of minutes so that’s why a lot of people were leaving but I don’t get why they deleted your post about adrien, it does feel like that. I wish they’d just actually let us be heard and seen and listened to instead of censoring all the stuff they don’t like I don’t get it
don’t apologize!!🩷🩷
@LoveMyMoonflowers
oh wait ni :o what did you wanna talk to me about🩷
@iloveyouxx Oh yeah. that. :') i kind of thought something you wrote in your diary space was about me, cause it sounded alot like me and idk. I'm sorry
@LoveMyMoonflowers
what was it ): you okie <3 ? hugs niniloaf💜
@iloveyouxx uhhhh… page 321
@LoveMyMoonflowers
this? if they did come back tho I would definitely start *** at them so hard like I wasn’t just falling apart again the day I couldn’t talk to them anymore like *** you you got me attached just to leave this *** so predictable but why them i get attached too easily but they made me feel cared about and I haven’t really had a proper like..connection with anyone cups or not in a while. yeah I have friends. but recently on cups it’s just been either we used to be really close but you haven’t been on cups for months you were just gone one random saturday or smth, you’re still on cups we just slowly started growing further apart and it’s been months since we last talked, we used to be close but stuff happens and now it’s just kind of sad this is the saddest to me, we used to be close but I got hurt over and over and over again and I don’t know how to talk to you anymore because you’re acting like nothing happened, you’re the “I’m sorry that you’re feeling this way” friend which is okay but sometimes they’re a little too- idk. the way they talk in general I’m not trying to be mean but sometimes it feels forced or ai generated or smth it doesn’t feel like I’m talking to the genuine you, you’re a good person probably I just dont think you like me fsr its obvious but not at the same time, youre nice probably its just every time we talk which is barely it feels forced or like you feel bad or idk, i got hurt a lot and talking to you felt like a relapse and now that youre gone i wish youd come back, you show up when you feel like it and by then i just cant, you keep convincing me youre leaving forever and coming back the next day which like idk its just how often it happens now even if you make a longg post tagging everyone youve ever met i still know youre coming back in max a week not even a week honestly, i stopped talking to you because i know you dont like talking to me, im the one that poofed because i cant talk to you after everything
@LoveMyMoonflowers
which bit did you think was about you ):
@iloveyouxx yeah
@LoveMyMoonflowers
which bit did you think was about you ): /nfta if you don’t wanna talk about it ♡
@iloveyouxx i don’t know i was kind of wondering who it was bc they sound mean but than i realised it sounded alot like me
@LoveMyMoonflowers
oh wait do you mean the first person? the listener :0 or do you mean a lot of them sounded like you?
@iloveyouxx it was a listener? dang i thought it was me 💀
@LoveMyMoonflowers
XDDDDDD ni! XDDDDDD
@iloveyouxx
this was the post written right before it
I checked the listeners profile again, for a second I thought it was completely gone but then I found it and it still says
Item Removed
The content you're attempting to access has been removed
@iloveyouxx oh i’m sorry 😭 I really thought it was me tho 💀 when i read “if you make a longg post tagging everyone youve ever met i still know youre coming back in max a week” bc that sounds like me 😅
@LoveMyMoonflowers
they were all about different people😭but ni xD don’t apologize this was so funny XDD🩷💜🩷
@iloveyouxx Okay 😭😭😭 now my brain is going to overthink and wonder if i was one of those people 💀 lol it is funny now
@LoveMyMoonflowers
I upvoted that without reading it 😭
@iloveyouxx bro i didn’t pay attention to that im sorry 😭
@LoveMyMoonflowers
XDDDD
@iloveyouxx i’m supposed to be doing math so ill probably disappear soon…
@LoveMyMoonflowers
sorryyy i was gone then ): ew maths, good luck, happy I got to talk to you today🩷you’re the best niniloaf
and btw
@iloveyouxx
Love you too 💜 and nooo you got me but….
XD these gifs are so funny.. <3
@LoveMyMoonflowers
XDD niiiii
@iloveyouxx
ni🥺that random tag made me so happy💗awwww💕
@iloveyouxx 😛💜
is it just me or like where do our posts keep going :’) do you see it too?
@iloveyouxx yeah it’s weird and annoying 😕 😭
I hope this isn’t random or weird (but its probably both) but nadseyloaf your actually quite good at rhyming. :0 about your poetry i mean 💜 I read the ones you posted (yesterday actually, i just didn’t say anything) 😅 also *huggles* because you deserve them 💜
I love this part (in the “it’s getting better, oh wait - not anymore” poem) and the other stanzas too, but this part reminded me of something i was thinking about/reflecting on earlier… so it resonated w me.
A step ahead, two steps behind,
A cycle etched into my mind.
Hope, it flickers, then it fades,
Like fleeting warmth on colder days.
:') 💜
oh and this… (in the other poem)
Perhaps the calm they spoke about,
Was never meant for those who doubt.
And though the storm has passed me by,
No rainbow ever filled the sky.
🥺
girl… keep writing thooo. fr, it always makes me happy when i read something a friend on here wrote. I think in one of the comments you said your scared you got worse but i think your alr pretty good and if you keep writing you'll hone your voice and your skills will improve over time. 💜
help I was abt to come say smth here but I js realized we didn’t even end on smth weird or it wasn’t u that stopped talking ;-;
help. why’d I randomly stop replying 😭 I don’t even remember
anyways
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ni
i missed u <3
a lot 🩷
happy new year 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼
hru <3💞
@LoveMyMoonflowers
@iloveyouxx nadia
nadia
nadia
nadia fudihddjdhjdjdjdnjdndnddnndndndnd nadiiiiiiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i missed u sm what 😭😭😭 hold up i need to reply to this and dw i wont take 5 centuries like usual 💀
@iloveyouxx wait really bc i think it ended on something weird… it ended on me saying something so completely random 💀 and cringe 💀 which is why i didn’t poke this space again bc… yk 💀 i thought i said something cringey and ruined idk what 😅 (i can’t even bear to look back at that post again bc i don’t remember what it’s about but i know i cringed a few days after i sent it) 😭🤪 Not your fault though it’s okay ❤️
it’s okay. ❤️ it happens. ain’t just saying that though. Sometimes we reply in our heads but then we don’t realise we didn’t reply with our physical fingers, or life happens and it’s okay not to reply at times because it also takes a lot of mental energy T-T
happy new year to you too friend ❤️ I missed you lots too. im sorry ive been quiet.
i won’t lie i was really happy to log on and see this notif 😅 ahh maybe that sounds weird 💀 but it was kind of a new year present lol. It’s been foreverrrr. T-T
im… same old. 🤪✨ Currently drowning in schoolwork. How’s you nadialoaf? ❤️ (No pressure)