Nadia and Ni ✨
@iloveyouxx
hi nadia beanie :o me knows we do talkie in the corner and here and there around forum-land 💜 and sometimes in rooms. but if you’re okie/comfy with it, would you like to be my pen pal? :P 💜 this is a little space where we can talkie if you’re comfy. 💜 it’s okay if you’re not ok/comfy with it too - i can get this forum space deleted in that case. 💜
for other hoomans coming across 💜 please don’t read posts here, or write anything here, this space is for nadia and me. thank you 💜
- ni friend.
omg that’s so true :')💖it’s just so sad. it really does hurt my heart. I feel like I’m such a negative persun but (tw-) literally while I was typing this reply sumone sumwhere died of suici.de. It takes so much to drive sumone to the option ni :')💜it doesn’t matter if there’s me at this point. everyone knows it’s only gonna get worse from here. (tw) suic.ide death rates have only ever gotten higher. over 90% of people in my country have been (tw) abused and less than like 16% reported it. more than that have gotten (tw) raped. my country is honestly just disgusting :') but I’m not gonna rant about that. honestly🩷I really don’t care about me :'P🩷if me being hurt could stop sumones hurting I’m so okay with that :')💜everyone’s here acting like the world is this beautiful place. maybe it is. but because of us it’s just so. grey. idk. I feel bad becos I know talking to me probably hits yu with this huge wave of sadness xD🖤I’m sorry. I guess just reading and watching that whole story- I just summarized it but it’s so so disgusting ni :')🩷I’ve never like invalidated sumones situation but in this story the sad homelife is literally nothing compared to what the persun did to that kid. and then where they found him and he :') 🩷.
ou and btw yu don’t have to use too many tws hehe :P I don’t have any triggers🐛🐛🐛🐛💖
hehehe I think yu would like her💕she’s vvv nice and caring💜I still remember when this one girl in my French class(she switched leads becos of a ton of incidents and behavior stuff :P🤍)would always come late or not at all mostly and would just not even think about it and make up sumthing on spot :')🩷I mean that’s what everyone does. su one day that teacher got mad at her becos she lied each time and the teacher was always so nice to her but the girl and sum others made our lead class the worst out of like 13 classes in our year group- 7a-7m. anddd long story short she basically started dramatically fake crying and got the teacher to feel bad and apologize to her :P? then I was walking out of that class at the end of it and she stopped me with the widest smile😭and said "(my name) did you like my play🤣😍😜" and yus those emojis are realistic- I’ll spare the details but she just went around telling everyone about it and idk >: it’s kinda sad…🩷
her teeniekids are soooooo cuttteeee🥺🥺🥺😭😭💖they’re so tiny omggeee😭😭😭😭💗💗and and ni😭💕they’re raised so well😭😭😭🥺🥺🥺💜💜they’re so sweet and kind and whackswbwaiusjbs😭😭🥺💖they hold the door for everyone and they say thankyou and you’re welcome and please and ofcourse and😭😭😭🥺😭😭I mean that’s me but when they do it it’s so cute😭😭😭😭🥺🩷🩷and I remember my classmate saw one of her teeniekids and couldn’t find the teacher su she asked him to tell his mom this tw. "(L) wants to ki.ll (L*)" and he said "L wants to kil.l L okay!" there was a lot of drama at the time but it wasn’t true. but bro he’s so like😭😭😭😭😭idek if he knows what that meant😭😭😭😭and yk one day I stayed after school for a little and I saw the teacher and her 2kids and the way they talk is so cutttteee😭🥺🥺💗I think the daughter like didn’t eat her food or sumthing then they were talking about what they were gonna do when they get home like tell me that’s not the cutest thing ever😭😭🥺🥺🥺💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖😭
awwwe🩷it is hard💕I don’t really hate myself I think :P. I mean. I feel like that’s kinda unfair :')💜becos I know this might sound egotistic or whatever😭but I really can’t think of sumthing that I could genuinely hate myself for. I wouldn’t hate anyone else for anything I can think of :P💜I’m just kinda living :3🤍I don’t love or even like myself- I’m just :3🤍there :3🩷I don’t think there’s any reasun for anyone to not like nibean💖I know I can’t💗(i keep making everything about myself I’m so sorry-)(I swear it’s not on purpose I’m so sorry-)
ou look yu just posted another reply :0✨while I was typing :3💜but I missed out sum things I’ll go reply to su this’ll be posted later I think :0💖💓
okyoky su lemme try pasting those bits together to make it easier :0
@iloveyouxx
ouh! these are replies to the onesies in your diary forum, right? :o (i’m sorry friend, me promise me will respond to these when me can <3 i’m very sorry)
@LoveMyMoonflowers
mhmhm on page 63 :0💕don’t apologize💓I just posted these hehe.💗
@iloveyouxx
ouh okay 💜 yeah i read a little and figured it was for the one on page 63
nope…maybe it’s becos it’s too much writing or sumthing and that’d explain that when I separate them into smaller bits they post- but- the other stuff like a simple "I’m sorry I have to go tcc" don’t make sense that way :’)💗
gushinioysggohwououuwbouygwouubwi hate this error >:💜
i knuw I’ve been saying it a lot xD🩷but I love you🩷
im sorry it’s su much harder now for yu >:💜im about to reply to the other one💖
@iloveyouxx
i love you too 💜 and it’s okie i’m just a bit confuzzled 😅 i’ll figure it out 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
nu it’s okie it’s confuzzling.💜basically :D cups wouldn’t let me post my reply becos of this error no one could figure out :P💕but I noticed when I separate the reply into little bits it works but at the same time sum errors were just becos of like a 5 word post-🤍? su idk why but it’s the only thing I can think of until we figure it out I guess :P💜I don’t really understand much anyway so I get yu not understand it T^T🩷im sorry <3
@iloveyouxx
aww you don’t have to be sorry nadsies, tbh the errors are super silly anyways :/ i’m sorry… 💜
don’t comment(you don’t have to) https://www.7cups.com/forum/penpals/General_2656/lastpost_329129/
>: I have to go becos I’m on a device im not meant to be on and getting screenshots deleted is hard- I got notified before but I wanted to get the chance to screenshot it- and I’m gonna bring it to this trusted mod fren🩷I feel so bad tho- becos I know even if I said I was gonna cross the notifications out anytime I get them and I wouldn’t lurk or anything it’s still hard to believe💜? and would feel much more uncomfy😞💕i’ve seen this forum before :0🩷and yu know how every like 24 hours- su for example if a post is at one upvote and I’d upvote it- it’s glow in blue and the number would go up :0🩷but for me after 24 hours it resets🤍? and basically it’d still be at 2 but it would be white again so that I can upvote it a bunch of times xD💖and I did do that becos this forum was in the recents a lot hehe💕yu two are so cute💗I didn’t get any tags or anything >:🤍I just saw what eva wrote becos it did that thing where the post you get notified to turns grey for like a couple of seconds and it had nothing to do with me🤍? and I scrolled to the main post and I remembered it- I pm’d the mod and the screenshot and I’m waiting on a reply💓I wish I could’ve kept this a safe space for yu >:💜since I wasn’t gonna lurk either way but I still knuw it’s hard to believe- but I haven’t been on cups at all Idk if yu noticed💕su this was one of the only notifications I’ve gotten other than from the corner and evabeanie’s other forum🩷also nvm I can stay longer :3 my dad never came back hehe. I checked the “subscribe to this thread” button and it’s not clicked and I’m not sure what other reasun I’d be notified- and now that I think about it posting here is pretty insanely and manically dumb☠️becos now ofcourse I’m gonna get tagged here💜??? gosh☠️I’ll post this sumwhere else :0💗💓
/nfta💖
I’m gonna go for now💖bybye ninibeanie💓
@iloveyouxx
naaaaaaaddddiiiiiiaaaaaaaaa
i missed you :( i been away friend, me been travelling a lot and meeting people and going to different events :') *hugs if okay* you been in my thoughts though <3 (ill reply to your post when i can im like in and out rn i’m sorry 😭)
@LoveMyMoonflowers
nnniiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii👹💖💖💖💖>:3
I missed yu too💕it’s okaayyy :0 I saw🩷in yur diary forum💓🐢meeting people :0💜? eeeeeee people D: /lh💗events D:> *hides with my 97% introvert self and my severe anxiety*💗🛌:3 isolating=safe :3🌈💓lol which one there’re literally so many😭and that’s 101% my fault😭becos I’m literally so talkative🩷it’s okayyyy to actually have a life :0💜I have too much free time :>✨I’ve been so talkative too like why am I so happy😭there’s nothing to be happy about😭actually- like- you’d say "awwe I’m glad you’re happy tho💜.(it sounds like a v ninibeanie thing to say💕💗)" but nuu cos I feel like yu know how :3 when yur on yur breaking point :3🤍like very very very very breaking point :3🤍yu get randomly happy when the worst things happen. idk. but- actually- I’m getting talkative again T^T and that give yu even more to reply to smh🩷if yu still want to reply yu can reply to..the ✨emoji :3 or less🩷
smhhhh I missed yu so much😭I love you.💜take care ninibeanie :p💗💓
niniloaf :0💗jumps on top of yu :p💕hehe.💓squeezies yu tight.💗guess what💜? it’s almost 5am :3🤍and basically I had this forum on before I fell asleep and I wanted to leave a message but I never got to >:💜and then I went on my forum and looked through the pages to find my nicknames again hehehe💕and guess what D:🤍. …😭 cos😭- this whole time I still remembered that convo but I never thought you replied😭I just thought it was okay and idk I wrote a long essay :p💜I didn’t think anything of it🩷but anywho I’m gonna reply right now :3 right now :3!💖and also I came on here to say we don’t have to wait and put that pressure on ninibeanie to reply and hold off new convos :0💜I missed yu.💕how’s nifren today💗?
@LoveMyMoonflowers
