Nadia and Ni ✨
@iloveyouxx
hi nadia beanie :o me knows we do talkie in the corner and here and there around forum-land 💜 and sometimes in rooms. but if you’re okie/comfy with it, would you like to be my pen pal? :P 💜 this is a little space where we can talkie if you’re comfy. 💜 it’s okay if you’re not ok/comfy with it too - i can get this forum space deleted in that case. 💜
for other hoomans coming across 💜 please don’t read posts here, or write anything here, this space is for nadia and me. thank you 💜
- ni friend.
I know I still really suck but I made this
@iloveyouxx
what 🥺 i don’t know what to say, that’s so sweet. how 🥺 why did you do that you really didn’t have to, that’s so sweet. idk what to say. i’m trying to save it but i can’t i-…. 🥺
@LoveMyMoonflowers
I just saw this I’m sorry🩷oh I think it’s really ugly ;-; I mean I know it is, you’re just nice💕💜I’m very…untalented :p💙thankyou for being so nice about it still🩷can you save it :0? I remember for some reason it wouldn’t let me save that to over the end of the month it went on for a long time and the website was being weird. if you can’t save it in your photos can you see if…wait let me test it again :p
I don’t know if it’s a new rule but it keeps saying date and time should be within the next 30 days >:
@LoveMyMoonflowers
@iloveyouxx
hi nadia…
<3 :')
@LoveMyMoonflowers
hey friend <3 what’s wrong.. ):🩷
@iloveyouxx
nothing i’m just. yeah.
i'm sorry
@LoveMyMoonflowers
did something happen? ni have you sent a request or not yet?🩷
@iloveyouxx
i did… but i have mixed feelings about it.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
you actually did? :’) I wish I knew a way you could go back with that but the one I did was the "report an issue" then "Please choose your issue below" and you’d pick the delete my account and fill these stuff in and I don’t know if you could undo it. do you think you’re going to make another account😞is there something on your mind that’s bothering you..🩷/nfta but here for you I’m trying to stay on as best as I could
@iloveyouxx
i know it’s not always safe over there :( i appreciate you being here but please be careful 💙 ni friend wouldn’t want you to get in trouble or something happen because of replying to me friend
yeah, i’m not sure you can go back with it. i mean you could send an email to them asking not to delete it, any time before it gets deleted. so like i sent the request for it maybe about it an hour or two ago? idk takes about a day i think
idk…
i'm sorry :')
@LoveMyMoonflowers
mhm it’s not but I’d genuinely get in trouble if it was for you <3
what do you think you want right now🩷
don’t apologize💜it’s okay. it’s okay if you have too much going on right now and it’s okay if you can’t talk about it and it’s okay to just not know💜
nfta but what time is it there friend? do you have anything that could distract you💙how do you feel now🩷/nfta
@iloveyouxx
idk what i wanna do right now but i sent them another email asking not to do it yet/any time soon… i think i should jus take a break, im sorry.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
oh
@iloveyouxx
I’m sorry I had to go >:🩷you don’t have anything to apologize for💜
@iloveyouxx
im sorry friend something happened at the time I had to go but I’m back😞🩷I’m releived it was only a break tho💜i might have to go for a couple of minutes🩷always here for you💜
@iloveyouxx
u don’t have anything to apologise for either <3
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*squeezes so tight if okay* im so glad you’re okay🩷🩷I’m still here
@LoveMyMoonflowers
im not leaving you friend
@iloveyouxx
<3
hey lovely🩷I just wanted to say that I get that you’re hurting right now and we don’t have to talk but
*oh wait you replied- pauses post*
@iloveyouxx
<3
I’m sorry friend I have to go >: smh talk to you tomorrow, love you niniloaf💜
@iloveyouxx
wuv you, one last huuuuuugg before you go 🥺
huggie attack if okie? 💙 ni friend mmm maybe kinda sorta saw nadsey loaf online now/recently 💙 maybe im the only person who thinks/feels like this but i been awake the entire night and day 😭 so it feels like it been awhile even though i talkied to you 12 hours ago? bruh im so weird. 🤔 @iloveyouxx
@LoveMyMoonflowers
aww I was gonna be confused but this morning I came on and then saw notifications and had to go >: /gen oof same :’) could you not sleep🥺🩷time feels so weird that way. I’m sorry friend hugs tight💜how’re you now💜💜?
@iloveyouxx it's okie 💙 i understand. wait same? 🥺 didn't nadia friend get even a little bit of rest? :( ik nighttime can be so… mmm. :( hard to sleep honestly, for a number of reasons 😔
i did get a bit of rest but it was like in the afternoon lmao. like 4 hours of rest which is fine 🤷🏻♀️ my sleep schedule, is all over the place at this point. your right though time does feel really weird that way 💙 being awake all the time/most of the time without much sleep, one single day can feel like two days or more. or maybe that’s just with me lol :')
*hugs tight, but not too tight* eh i'm okie now i guess. what about nadsey loaf? 🥺💙 (no pressure)
@LoveMyMoonflowers
nope hehe it’s okie tho
oof my brother sleeps in the afternoon xD awwww tho that’s sad ):🩷in pshe day we had a whole like day on sleep😛apparently we need 10 hours around this age group. what’s a sleep schedule?🤪I think about things that happened today and try and figure out how that wasn’t last week. nope not just you💜and most of the time school days feel so long and then so many things happen it messes everything up I seriously think things that happened this school year happened the last so often or things that happened this term happened the last idk
that didn’t sound confident but glad you’re okie🩷here for you friend💜
@iloveyouxx
lol 😭 i'm pretty weird in different ways tbh 😅 it's okay 💙
wait - um. i'm kind of silly/clueless sometimes, i'm so sorry 😭 what's pshe day? /gen this is what happens when your homeschooled. often times there are just so much in-person school stuff you don’t understand. :') oh well. that’s a good question - what *is* a sleep schedule? my answer?
a sleep schedule is some other alien invention used to track the strange alien concept of sleep. 😭 lol that sounds so stupid but that’s what i came up with 🤷🏻♀️
i think i kinda get what you mean… i deal with that kind of thing too sometimes, my memory is terrible though and not understanding time very well all the time doesn’t help. but i do know what you mean by some events getting mixed up, mixing up/not remembering timelines in some parts of our lives 💙 ni friend is sorry you struggle with it too nadsey loaf… :c *hugs if okie*
lol i don’t know about confidence but im okay generally. 💙 just… eh, okay. thank you 💙
*sends some cat love to you too* 🐾 i like that little gif hehe.
it feels good to talkie to you nadsey loaf. 💙 /gen
(no pressure to answer this part… if it makes you uncomfortable or anything it’s okie to ignore it. ni friend noticed you kinda avoided the question hru… 🥺 i understand though… 💙 it's ok to not talk about something if you aren’t comfy. <3 or sometimes we may not know how we doing, or life is just.. hard to the point we don’t know how to explain it or perhaps our brainie believes we not worth it.. 😔 idk there can be a number of reasons. Ni friend just sending you big hugs 💙 there’s probably not much i can do tbh but if you need me i'm a tag away okie…
i just realised this all sounds kind of clingy of me and weird and hypocritical of me when i literally just said no pressure. i'm sorry…)
💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers
you’re not weird, you’re-✨different✨no but either way I don’t think you’re weird, unless it’s a good weird🩷
It’s okaaayyyyy I don’t know a lot of words :0✨personal, social, health and economic education. mainly we just take about wellbeing and physical education etc. awe it’s okay💜school stuff are stupid anyway :p💜💜
I know right like "sleep schedule" come on🙄be so fr I’m good with my severe sleep deprivation thankyou very much🕳️🚶🏻♀️how do people actually like ;-; sleep at specific times, get sleepy at specific times for a number of nights as a pattern to what they’re used to ;-;
*hugs* it’s okie💜
🩷🩷*saves my very happiness that you’re okay for when youre confident* I’m glad you’re okay tho. eh is- such a mood :p glad you’re atleast okay tho💜
It does? really?….actually…..? :0
(me just doesn’t want to bother you anymore lovely🩷I…clearly did a lot of that :p or not bother but dump on you and all that. I swore I wouldn’t again🩷atleast not that bad. you don’t sound clingy or weird or hypocritical at all, you sound sweet and considerate and thoughtful💕don’t apologize🩷thankyou🩷🩷)
hey friend💜💕/nfta
@iloveyouxx hi loaf 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
yeeeeeyyy :0🩷🩷tight hugs if okayy🩷🩷how’re you niniloaf/nfta💕
nvm sorry gotta go
@iloveyouxx ☹️ I hope things aren’t too bad over there…. Sending protective hugs 🥺
@LoveMyMoonflowers
honestly at the time I didn’t actually had to go, I just very suddenly, weirdly, unusually, unpredictably, strangely, oddly, very randomly started feeling horrible🤪😛💙but it’s okay! and then I did have to go for a while >:💕accepts hugs💕
@iloveyouxx
awww. ☹️ I hope i didn't trigger that friend… it does happen sometimes, just feeling horrible like that. :') *hugs*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
@iloveyouxx
Hugs. ❤️
@iloveyouxx that gif is precious lol. 💙 so cute. Eh today has been kind of a rollercoaster 🤪 i'm… same old. Hru? how was nadsey loafs day? 💙 /nfta *Tight hugs* 🥺💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers
awwww *rolls in taco blanket and keeps in safe place* im sorry🩷come to think about it I don’t know my safe place🧐maybe the bathroom. are you feeling okay? you. outside of everything and external things thatve been happening. are you okay🩷*squeezes with love hehe*<3
@iloveyouxx
taco blanket 🥺
i understand that tbh. the bathroom being a safe space… :') i guess my room is my safe space whenever i'm alone. kinda…. 💙 and idk… i'm kind of the usual, nadsies. It's okay. right now i'm most worried about my friends…. (including you… 🥺)
@LoveMyMoonflowers
hehe yus<3*squeezies tight*
awe :')💜aw no are your friends okie niniloaf..😞💕it’s been a lot this week on cups
(you don’t have to worry about mee friend💕I’m not worth it anyway hehe.💕loves friend)
I’m really sorry ni I keep idk. I managed to come on right now🩷thought about you before anyone else🩷how’re you ninibear💜missed you lovely
*uses the strong power of friendship to sense that ninibeanie could use a hug*?🩷/nf if lovely wants to you can ignore everything else right now(or this too if you don’t feel like it)how’re you tho🩷
@iloveyouxx 🥺 I'm sorry idk what to say… Ik your leaving soon, right… :')
@LoveMyMoonflowers
aw it’s oki💜🥺as in leaving poofing or leaving cups?
@iloveyouxx 🥺
@LoveMyMoonflowers
(im so sorry ni im back now ): 💜💜)
@iloveyouxx no need to be sorry <3 huggies
*is half here but is ready to do anything for niniloaf💖* me will try to be and stay here lovely
@iloveyouxx i might be slow ❤️ it's ok you don't have to stay long friend… be careful :(
@LoveMyMoonflowers
its okay dw❤️and it’s okay I can be risky :p I’ve never managed with that but I can do it/j
@iloveyouxx ❤️❤️❤️ you choose the best gifs hehe. wuv you ❤️❤️❤️
@LoveMyMoonflowers
howre you friend💜?