Reconnecting
Hi @helgyafy @tinywhisper11 @mytwistedsoul
I hope you don’t mind me creating this thread. I’m sorry, I haven’t been online lately and I couldn’t find where we’ve chatted before. I think of you all often and the kindness you’ve shown me, and I wonder how you’re doing. I really hope you’ve been well. I’m sending you prayers. Please pray for or think of me too when you have a moment. Please let me know how you’ve been.
❤️
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas sneaks in to hug my family 💗 I love all of you 💖 extra hugs for my special soul💖 🙂💖
@Tinywhisper11
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas I woke up this morning I knew within minutes something was wrong, I felt really mentally messed up🙁 after a while I understood that depression has taken over my head today. I want to bang my head against the wall till I pass out. Or take a year's worth of meds😥 but so far I've been using my blanket as a tent and just crying and hiding😭😭😭
@Tinywhisper11 I'm so sorry Tiny<3 All your progress, all your happy moments, all your friends here and our love for you is and will always be with you. We're all with you in this darkness<3 It'll pass, you'll be okay till then it's okay to cry and hide but please know that you're so so precious to all of us<3
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas ok time to vent, major trigger warning... Just gonna get some of my crying thoughts out. I have a broken spine, missing limbs and burns and whip marks and well I'm a freak😓 bad people made me disabled made me a freak. They killed my son, I gave birth to Joshua when I was 11 years old, they ruined my life. I get flashbacks and still hear the haunting screams😭😭 and then God have me a second chance at life, and did I do with it.. Nothing🙁 I'm not exactly in a position to do anything and I'm to afraid to even try😓
@Tinywhisper11 They're the ones who are the freaks with hearts so mangled and ugly.
You're the sweetest soul who never deserved any of it<3 You survived those monsters, you made it out alive and despite all the pain they subjected you to, you were able to keep your heart so beautiful and pure. You keep being a friend to every stranger who is struggling. You're a light to so many people, that's an achievement not many are capable of achieving<3
@Tinywhisper11 You are not a freak. If I could take away all your pain and bad memories I would in a heartbeat. You have done more with your second chance than you give yourself credit for. You have touched the lives of so many people. My own included. As Aurora said you are a light to so many. You have no idea how bright you shine ❤️
The bad people who did these things will pay. Their days of hiding behind their titles and money are coming to an end. I believe that with all my heart
@Tinywhisper11
My Sister, my sister. As I read this post, tears began to stream down my face. I am so sorry that you had to endure such tremendous pain and suffering. I can not even fathom words to describe what you must be experiencing. All of us are here for you. Cry, scream, do whatever it takes to help you get through this time of depression.
Whether you realize it or not, you have made such an impact on the lives of so many of us here at 7Cups. Your jolly spirit and playful wisdom are two of the things that help me when I feel low. I know that no one here has anything bad to say about you. Your Second Chance at Life has been so unbelievably inspiring to a lot of hurting, misunderstood people here. Great impact, just because of you. I understand how hard this is, but you do better at handling your trauma than most of us.
I am coming to get under that blanket with you, so I can hold you in my arms and comfort you and whisper how loved and appreciated you are.
@WorkingitThrough2 @BlueDarkAurora @mytwistedsoul hugs you all tightly 💗 thank you all for being so kind to me, I love you all💖 I eventually cried myself to sleep and this morning I'm not crying (so far) somedays depression gets the best of me, I'm sure it does with all of us. Thank you for letting this be a safe place for me💖💖
@Tinywhisper11 Sometimes the weight of all we carry does get the best of us. It's ok to cry ❤️ You can rant and rave or scream to the heavens. We're here for you through the good times and the bad ❤️ (hugs you tight)
@mytwistedsoul thanks soul 💗 I love you 💗
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas thanks everyone for being so kind to me yesterday 💖 today has been a little better, I only cried on and off, I've been trying to keep busy to keep me distracted. It's worked well but I can't seem to get rid of the sad thoughts, but today was better hopefully tommorow will be even better🙂💖 I'm gonna call it a day now, so goodnight, I love you all 💖 and remember bigger people are harder to kidnap, so stay safe everyone... Eat cake😁😁
@Tinywhisper11 I'm sending you beautiful dreams so you wake up with a smile<3
@BlueDarkAurora 😂 someone was definitely enjoying that cake!
@mytwistedsoul don't you wish to do the same ;-; without guilt xD
@BlueDarkAurora maybe just a little 😁
@mytwistedsoul @BlueDarkAurora yaaaaay cake😍😍😍 joins in on the noming😋 nom nom
@Tinywhisper11 We need ice cream to go with this cake!
@mytwistedsoul 😍😍😍😍 it's mine, it's all mine😍😍
@Tinywhisper11 🤭 I knew you'd like the ice cream! 😁 ❤️
@mytwistedsoul 😁😁😁😁😁😁 how are you doing soul??
@Tinywhisper11 Rest well Tiny ❤️ (sending you calm peaceful vibes) I hope tomorrow is amazing for you 😊
@mytwistedsoul good morning angel 💗 hugs you tightly 💗
@Tinywhisper11 Well good morning Sunshine! (hugs you tight) ❤️ Did you sleep well? All bright eyed and bushy tailed? Ready to tackle the day? Whatcha got planned for the day?
@mytwistedsoul I'm making a fairy garden 😁 so I want to finish making the pond and bridge😁💖
@Tinywhisper11 That sounds really cool! Is it like a real pond or are you just going to paint it to look like one? I hope you share pictures when it's done! 😊
@mytwistedsoul paint it to look real😁 I'm making it in a long plantpot, I'm gonna make a few different ones, and attach them to a wooden trellis outside so it'll be like a layered fairy village😁😁😁
@Tinywhisper11 That's going to look really nice! You're going to have all kinds of fairies visiting you! I hope they bring you lots of luck and happiness ❤️
@mytwistedsoul 😁😁😁😁
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas You've been rather quiet my friend. I hope you're doing okay. ❤️
@mytwistedsoul Thank you Twist. I’m doing ok. I hope tomorrow brings as much light to you as you bring to others.
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas Thank you! I hope you have a good day too!
@Tinywhisper11 Lola I’m sorry I missed your messages the last few days. I’m so glad you wrote here with everyone. How have you been doing?
There is no single way a person must use their life, their second chance, for good. I can’t imagine how much more good a person could do than the time and love you give people here. People of all kinds find themselves here, the sad, the angry, the worried, the lonely, those struggling with addiction. You do not discriminate where you offer your words. Some times I wander to a random page, searching a random question, and I click to read someone’s story and see your sweet self already leaving your trail of goodness. It warms my heart every time. I hate thinking of everything you’ve been through. But if I’ve ever seen an example of someone turning their scars into good, it is you.
As it happens, I feel the same about everyone on our page here. A kinder group of souls I don’t think I’ll ever meet. ❤️😭
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas 💖💖💖💖 I love you all 💖
@Tinywhisper11 how are you doing today<3?
@BlueDarkAurora I'm doing so much better thankyou💖 I'm drinking coffee 😋 my piggies are out playing and I'm ready for the day 😁 depression has passed over quickly this time 💖 how are you beautiful lady??
@Tinywhisper11 That is so nice to hear<3 I hope your mornings are always so refreshing and full of life :D
And aww hehe I'm doing okay <3
@BlueDarkAurora
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas
I second those emotions😊. Tiny is a true gift to everyone she meets❤️
@WorkingitThrough2
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas Estar loco como una cabra😁😁
@Tinywhisper11 xD does this mean crazy goat?
@BlueDarkAurora yes it does😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas helppppp! My grapes are purple😮😮😮 breath grapes!!!! Breath damn! You😮😮😮😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 only choking 😂😂😂😂😂
Good morning everyone 💗 I hope you are all ok? I love you all 💖
@Tinywhisper11 Good morning to you and good night to me. May your day be full of wonderful and pleasant surprises 💜
@mytwistedsoul ooo! A flower😁 nom nom nom 😋 thanks soul 💗 good night my precious one 💖 hugs you tightly 💗 I love you 💗
@Tinywhisper11 Does that count as a vegetable? 😂
@mytwistedsoul 😂😂😂😂😂 yes it does💖😁😁😁
@Tinywhisper11 That's good! You've got to eat your vegetables 😂
@mytwistedsoul 😂😂😂
@Tinywhisper11
@mytwistedsoul 😂😂😂😂 what is that😂😂😂😂😂😂
@Tinywhisper11 I think it's a donut eating pizza while pretending to eat veggies 😅 but I'm not really sure lol
@mytwistedsoul 😂😂😂😂😂 that's a very naughty doughnut😂😂😂😂😂 I'm sleepy now, so I'm gonna go to bed 💖 when you get this message, please come and check for monsters under my bed💖 thank you, love you, goodnight angel 💗
@Tinywhisper11 (tucks you in) I checked and used some of my patented anti monster spray. Under your bed is monster free! Rest well and sweet dreams! Lots of love to you! ❤️❤️
@mytwistedsoul thankyou angel 💗💗
Good morning😁 I mean night for you 💗 hugs you tightly 💗 don't worry I checked under your bed too, no monsters... Just some zombie frogs😁 keep your toes under the blanket😁😁😁😁😁
@Tinywhisper11 You're welcome (hugs you tight) ❤️ Yep it is almost that time to get some rest. Zombie frogs! 😮 If they're under the bed they're gonna have big problems. There's dust bunny's the size of small ponies under there and I know they're hungry too because I already lost 3 socks and a pair of slippers 😁😂
@mytwistedsoul 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 your so special💖💖 needs😁💖💖
@Tinywhisper11 I'll have you know I tied my own shoes today. They were on the wrong feet but I tied them 🤪 😂
@mytwistedsoul 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 I just know that was your exact smile when you typed that😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 I love you sooo much
@Tinywhisper11 😂😂😂 Love you too Tiny ❤️❤️
All my U.S. friends please stay safe in the storm this weekend. It’s all over the map, it’s a little scary. I’m thinking about you all. 🙏❤️
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas oh no, this is the first I've heard of it😕 please stay safe everyone 💗 @WorkingitThrough2 are you gonna be safe!?!??
@Tinywhisper11
I am trying to prepare for this , this time around.......Praying
@WorkingitThrough2 are you ok???
@Tinywhisper11
I am ok, Just have a lot going on here at home. My internet was out all day, some type of power outage. The weather is changing and I have 2 archers of land to keep up. Along with family and home upkeep.
Makes less time for me to come online. Thanks for asking😂. My body is old and this work is hard but I do my best to keep our home beautiful, inside and out. I just have to not overdo myself😊
@WorkingitThrough2 oh that's alot of work for you🙁 I don't know how you manage to find time for everything. Hugs you tightly 💗 I'm glad your ok though 💖💖
@WorkingitThrough2 You do so much<3 you're like super woman*-* <3 But yep please let yourself rest and take breaks whenever you need<3
@BlueDarkAurora
Thanks, I needed that
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas Stay safe everyone<3
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas I'm waiting for fairies and a swan from Amazon, and adjust the books at the back of the planter to straighten it all out, then the top layer is done😁
@Tinywhisper11 Hey that looks really nice Tiny! 😊❤️
@mytwistedsoul thanks soul💖 the only things I didn't make myself was the base and the flowers😁
@Tinywhisper11 You're welcome 😊 You did a really good job! The fairies are going to love it too! She's waiting for you to finish!
@mytwistedsoul 😁😁😁💖💖💖💖
@Tinywhisper11 it's so pretty and colourful<3 You're a talented artist and also the most beautiful art :) <3
@BlueDarkAurora 💖😁 thankyou💖
