Reconnecting
Hi @helgyafy @tinywhisper11 @mytwistedsoul
I hope you don’t mind me creating this thread. I’m sorry, I haven’t been online lately and I couldn’t find where we’ve chatted before. I think of you all often and the kindness you’ve shown me, and I wonder how you’re doing. I really hope you’ve been well. I’m sending you prayers. Please pray for or think of me too when you have a moment. Please let me know how you’ve been.
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@mytwistedsoul Hey how you doing? :)
@BlueDarkAurora I'm fine, thank you for asking! ❤️ How are you?
@mytwistedsoul aw thank you<3 I'm okay ^-^ glad to know you're well<3
@BlueDarkAurora 😊 You're welcome. I know the rules are different with listeners and support but maybe it can be our little secret here should you ever need anything 😅 Please know we care about you and wish you all the best that life has to offer! ❤️
@mytwistedsoul Thank you so much for saying that<3 It's comforting like having a torch on a stormy night, even when the power's still on.
@BlueDarkAurora There's always a light on here for you and anyone else that might need one ❤️
@mytwistedsoul
@BlueDarkAurora
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@Tinywhisper11 😂 I love it! A very chill and stylish doggo! ❤️
@mytwistedsoul
@BlueDarkAurora 😂😂😂😂😂😂
@BlueDarkAurora Hey those would work for when it rains! 😀 😂 You might get some strange looks tho
@mytwistedsoul yeah *-* looks begging me to tell them where I got my glasses from 8_8
@BlueDarkAurora ooo! Hearts😋 nom nom nom 😋
@Tinywhisper11 hhaah wait sending more
@BlueDarkAurora yaaay nom nom nom
@Tinywhisper11 are you feeling better now?<3
@BlueDarkAurora Very cute doggo! 😊
@mytwistedsoul I have more :3
@BlueDarkAurora Omgosh they're so adorable! ❤️😊
@mytwistedsoul I'm resisting the urge to send you all the cute gifs @_@
@BlueDarkAurora It looks like it's taking a lot of effort! 😂😂
@mytwistedsoul awwwwwwww
@BlueDarkAurora yeah I'm ok, but I still have no voice 🙁
@Tinywhisper11 :O I did find it no?
I'll look again *-*
@BlueDarkAurora I found it😁😁😁😁😁
@Tinywhisper11 yay :D I helped :3
@BlueDarkAurora 😂😂😂 thankyou💖💖💖
@WorkingitThrough2<3 Hope you're doing alright<3
@BlueDarkAurora
They had to rush my husband to the ER from rehab, and he is having trouble breathing, and his heart rate keeps dropping. I have been at the hospital since 3 am. I have to go to the doctor today and would like everyone to keep us in their prayers. Oh, yesterday when I came home some body busted a big hole in my fence from the outer side of my pool. Hate crimes continue, but I refuse to move from my home, and there seems to be no justice for what they do. Why can't people treat each other right?. I live in a very secluded area, but it is only two black families out here, and they keep doing things to get us to move. God blessed us with this home, and I promised Him I would be a good steward over it, so I'm not trying to let the devil run me away.
@WorkingitThrough2 Oh no 😞 I'm so sorry to hear all this. Definitely keeping you in our thoughts and sending you strength ❤️❤️
And on top of it you're being harassed by your neighbors? 😕 Be safe. Be gentle with yourself and try to rest when you can. I wish there was more we could do to help. (Sending big hugs and lots of love ❤️)
@WorkingitThrough2 😥 keeps you in my prayers 💖 God bless you I really really hope he's gonna be ok 💖 please get some rest when you can, hugs you tightly 💗💗 I love you 💗
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas 
@WorkingitThrough2 aww<3 You're in our prayers, know that you're not alone<3
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas so true and I so agree<3 Very beautifully said<3
@BlueDarkAurora
For the whole Gang of us
@WorkingitThrough2 gooooodmorning sunshine💖
@WorkingitThrough2 hahah Good morning<3 Or Good evening? *-*<3
@WorkingitThrough2 Good morning ❤️
@mytwistedsoul
@Tinywhisper11 xD hahahah
@WorkingitThrough2 A very good morning it is! 😂
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas
my daughter, I, and the doctor sang Happy Birthday to him, and I bought a large cupcake and put 77 on it, and we lit the candles and sang. No one else showed up. I bought him pj and a stuffed dog. I brought treats for the whole staff.
@WorkingitThrough2 I know it hurts when people don’t show up<3 But sometimes even one person showing up makes all the difference, and right now you are that person<3 And honestly you've always been that person<3 You’ve been there, holding things together, quietly carrying so much for everyone. I know it’s exhausting and maybe it feels like no one notices but we see you. God knows as well<3 Your care, your strength, the way you keep giving your heart even when it’s so hard<3 it’s truly inspiring. Your family is lucky to have you<3 And I'm so grateful to know you<3
@BlueDarkAurora I swear I'm not stalking you 😬😅 we're both haunting the same corridors at the same time 👻
@mytwistedsoul hahah I love that xD Ghostly friends.. friendly ghosts ^0^
@BlueDarkAurora Raising spirits along the way 😊
@mytwistedsoul
@BlueDarkAurora I started crying reading this. So well put. ❤️ @WorkingItThrough2 I agree with Aurora. You are a beautiful lady.
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas It’s just as true for you, you know<3 :)
@WorkingitThrough2 Sounds perfect to me! The people that matter most were there to celebrate with him ❤️
@WorkingitThrough2 awww that's so sweet 💗 I'm glad your daughter was there 💖 I bet that made him so happy, happy birthday to your husband 🎈🎈🎈 please look after yourself 💖 I love you 💗
@Tinywhisper11
love u too 
This is your reminder to exhale. You’re allowed to do that :) Sometimes life feels like we’re holding our breath and when it’s been going on for too long, we forget how to let go and breathe again.
@BlueDarkAurora This is so true! Thank you for the reminder 😊
@BlueDarkAurora breathing with you 💗
In anddd out
In andddd out
In... Out
In...out
And shake it all about
@Tinywhisper11
@mytwistedsoul
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@BlueDarkAurora don't mind soul, he's a bit doo lally
@Tinywhisper11
@BlueDarkAurora I don't mind either, let's all embrace the craziness
@Tinywhisper11 yessss
@Tinywhisper11
Please keep my husband in your prayers. He is not doing well, and they are getting ready to move him to the ICU. They have him on a breathing machine.
@WorkingitThrough2 Oh 😞 I am so sorry to hear this (offers safe hugs) I'll light a candle and will definitely keep him in my thoughts ❤️❤️ While we can't be with you physically, we are with you in heart and spirit ❤️
@WorkingitThrough2 hugs you tightly 💖 I'm praying for him and you too 💗 this must all be so scary for you🙁 have faith that God knows what he's doing💖 and keep hope alive in your heart 💖 I'm right here for you 💗
@Tinywhisper11
They put him in Intensive care yesterday. He is not breathing well, and his afib is out of control; his heart rate is all over the place. They have specific hours that I can go now, so he is by himself and afraid, and feels like he will not make it out.
As hard as this is being, I can not help but feel love and compassion for him. I feel helpless because all I can do is be there for him. I question my motives if I am real or fake, but despite how he has treated me, I believe I am true to who I am as a person in this regard. But they say my right thinking is messed up, so maybe they were right, I don't know.
@WorkingitThrough2 Oh I can’t imagine how scary for you both. 😞 I am praying right now.
@WorkingitThrough2 You and he have been together a long time. You are very real ❤️ I know he has done things that have upset you in the past. I know he has treated you badly and you have stood by him through it all and you're standing with him now. That is realness ❤️
@WorkingitThrough2 you've been with him for a long time, even if it wasn't good you've been through alot together so of course you love him, that's not you being fake, that's very real💖 and watching him go through this is gonna bring up alot of emotions and feelings🙁 I can't imagine how heartbreaking this whole thing must be for you. And your not helpless even if you think you are, you've been by his side you've put his health and wellbeing above yours, you've prayed and cried, you have been his rock and that's more than anyone could ever possibly do 💖 your the reason he's still fighting💖 hugs you tightly 💗 we are all here for you 💗
@WorkingitThrough2 I am praying that healing light surrounds him<3 I am praying that love holds you both gently<3 Sending you all the positive vibes<3 We are with you<3
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas @WorkingitThrough2
Hi how are you?? How are things going? I love you 💗 your in my thoughts and prayers 💖
@WorkingitThrough2
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas good mornnninggg everyone 💗💗 just wanted you to know, I love you 💗
@Tinywhisper11
@BlueDarkAurora
@Tinywhisper11 I love you too 🥰
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖
@Tinywhisper11 How are things going with you, dear one?
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas I'm fantastically awesomely great😁😁💖
@Tinywhisper11 Hey that’s awesomely awesome! Made me smile 😁
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas 💖😁😁💖
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas some people are like old tv sets, you gotta hit them a few times before they get the picture😂😂
@Tinywhisper11 don't try this u_u The tv hits back lol
@BlueDarkAurora 😂😂😂😂😂😂 oh that poor boy😂😂😂😂
@mytwistedsoul
Hi Twist. Been wondering how you’ve been lately. I don’t think I’ve seen many posts from you anywhere. How are things?
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas Thank you for checking in. I'm not sure how to answer that question because I don't really know. Mostly I'm fine. I debate too much of what I want to say and by the time I win the debate, I've used up most of the energy and words I had. Hopefully that makes some sense.
How are things in your world?
@mytwistedsoul I think soul needs a hug
@Tinywhisper11 Thank you Tiny! 😊❤️
@mytwistedsoul Oh yes I definitely understand this. I was just writing something along the same lines a couple days ago. It’s like our thoughts are going in so many different directions past present and future that we don’t even know where we begin trying to express it. Then I finally write and it feels like it bounces around so much no one could possibly follow. The backlog is frustrating and tiring.
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas I'm sorry that you also have this problem. The only consolation is that after some time my brain erases all thoughts and I wind up feeling empty. It is frustrating and tiring at times but also offers some peace.
@mytwistedsoul I understand what you mean. I hope that doesn’t mean you’re repressing more things though? 😞 I think that’s happened for me sometimes. I’ll know that something was upsetting me, but I can’t seem to remember what. That scares me when I know it was something significant that wasn’t very long ago. Please be good to yourself Twist. We care and are here to listen anytime you want to talk, here or in another thread. Your thoughts matter.
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas Our brains are trying to protect us. The problem is, it makes it hard to work through. Thank you, you've all been extremely kind. I hope you'll be kind and patient with yourself too. ❤️
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas
@mytwistedsoul
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas hugs for you
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas @BlueDarkAurora hugs for you 💗
@Tinywhisper11 aww you sweet sweet pretty princess<3 Thank you<3
