Reconnecting
Hi @helgyafy @tinywhisper11 @mytwistedsoul
I hope you don’t mind me creating this thread. I’m sorry, I haven’t been online lately and I couldn’t find where we’ve chatted before. I think of you all often and the kindness you’ve shown me, and I wonder how you’re doing. I really hope you’ve been well. I’m sending you prayers. Please pray for or think of me too when you have a moment. Please let me know how you’ve been.
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Hi everyone. I’d like to ask if you wouldn’t mind sending some prayers for my son as well. He had a really bad seizure this morning. I got back from the hospital a little while ago. This is the 2nd thing he’s had happen in the last 6 months, and now he’s going to be under stricter monitoring for the next 6 months. I hope we can figure out what’s going on. Thank you. ❤️🙏
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas Hi<3 I will be keeping you and your son in my thoughts and prayers<3 I hope things get better soon<3
I'm here for you always<3
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas oh no bless him. I will keep you both in my prayers 💖 I hope you find out what's going on really soon. That must be so hard for you to see as his mother🙁 we are all here for you 💗
@Tinywhisper11 @BlueDarkAurora Thank you so much. He’s been resting a lot which is good. I wasn’t expecting him to still be so sluggish and speaking slowly. He is doing well and in good spirits though. His siblings witnessed it, so I’m staying aware to that too. His sister seemed to take it the hardest. Thanks for being with me you guys. ❤️🙏
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas I'm so sorry to hear about your son! I can't even imagine how scary that must have been for you and him. I hope everything is alright and they figure out what caused it. Prayers to you both! ❤️
@mytwistedsoul Thank you Twist. ❤️ It’s good to see you!
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas You're welcome! Thank you, it's good to see you too! ❤️
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas
Keeping your son and family in my prayers, I pray for God to heal your son of his condition and to give the doctors the wisdom to find and treat him. I pray for your strength and ability to do the things that you need done and the wisdom to guide your pathway and steps.
@WorkingitThrough2 Thank you my friend. ❤️🥲
I hope you guys don't mind me sharing some affirmations I've gathered for us. We are going through some really difficult time<3 But we're not giving up. We'll be holding each other in our hearts, and praying for strength and healing.
I hope you take a deep breath and allow yourself to believe<3
~ I am safe, I am protected.
~ Even in my darkest moments, I've the ability to find light.
~ I am recovering and regaining my energy.
~ I radiate love, compassion and kindness.
~ With peace, I move forward with a lighter heart.
~ I am surrounded by supportive and loving energy.
~ I am proud of how far I've come.
@BlueDarkAurora they are perfect 💖💖 thank you aurora 💖💖 I love you
@Tinywhisper11 Thanks<3
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas do you listen to positive affirmations?
@BlueDarkAurora Like meditations? I think I have listened to some that offered positive affirmations to oneself within a larger guided text. I remember having a strange reaction to some, like “That one must apply to other people.” I have had an awareness though over the years when giving positive words to my children, thinking that I also want to give that to myself.
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas Hi ^-^ Hope you're doing well 💙
Some affirmations feel a bit heavy and easier to pick apart than believe. I like the shorter ones, they are gentler on the heart and gives the conscious mind less time to resist.
@BlueDarkAurora These are wonderful. ❤️
@TinyWhisper11 How are you feeling? I hope your recovery is quick.
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas I'm not to bad💖 still uncomfortable but not so sore now, just taking things easy💖
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@WorkingItThrough2
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@BlueDarkAurora @WorkingitThrough2
@BlueDarkAurora
Thanks so much
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas
I am ok, thank you for asking. Lots of stuff to do
@WorkingitThrough2
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas
@Tinywhisper11 I definitely had something else in mind when I read going green. 😅
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas 😂😂😂😂
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@BlueDarkAurora awwwww
@mytwistedsoul Twist. I’m sorry I am pinging you again. I have just had this feeling on and off the last couple weeks. I have thought about writing you several times but really don’t want to put you on the spot or bother you. I saw you said you had a vacay! But today I just had a feeling to ask again. I don’t even know what to ask. How is your mind treating you friend?
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas You're never a bother! ❤️ I've had the same thought with you too. Wondering how your son is doing and how you are too of course.
Today was actually an alright day. I socialized in a chat here today and it helped a little. Although I must admit that lately though my mind is my worst enemy. I wish I could break loose of this depression. You would think that happiness wouldn't be so hard to attain.
Thank you, I appreciate you writing again. ❤️
@mytwistedsoul Hey! (Thanks for not minding me tagging you.) I’m glad you had a better day today and a good experience in chat! I have noticed that moments of connection like that make more of a difference than the huge breakthroughs I’m always hoping for. I hope you have more and more of those kinds of moments. ❤️
You and your brain deserve a break and some kindness. I had started to write about what we all love about you here. But I deleted it because really, you deserve it for no particular reason other than you just are you. You are human and leave a unique imprint on this world. You don’t have to do anything to earn that. I hope your heart finds what it most needs Twist. You are a very special person.
It’s very sweet of you to say, thank you. ❤️ My son is doing well. We’ve been taking it easy this week. He mostly has sore muscles, his tongue is better, just today he started not needing the heat pad and things. After talking with his primary care doctor, we are getting an MRI in a couple days. His dad learned about a history of several brain tumors on his side of the family that had started with seizures. I’m trying not to worry. But to follow up with a neurologist, there is a wait here until the end of the year, so we will have to travel to see someone hopefully sooner. He is in good spirits. He doesn’t like to talk about his feelings much, but I’ve observed him start to get emotional when talking about what happened. I think his memory going in and out scared him. So I try to check up on him here and there and he’s talked a little. I am naturally overprotective, so trying not to restrict his activities too much, but I notice he seems to know his limits naturally.
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas I think it's only natural for a good parent to be over protective. ❤️ Oh my goodness such a long wait to see a neurologist! I hope they see him sooner. It sounds like it was a pretty bad seizure. I'm so sorry he had to suffer something like that. It's good he's listening to his limits and not trying to tough it out or push himself. It's really good to hear that he's in good spirits. I hope you'll keep us posted on how he's doing and I pray it's nothing serious. I can only imagine how this must weigh on your mind. Remember we're all here for you too. You're very special to all of us here. ❤️
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas I just drew a picture 😁
@Tinywhisper11 soo cute :D amazing!! <3
@Tinywhisper11 That's so cute! You're a great artist! ❤️
@Tinywhisper11 😮 Wow! Lola this is amazing, you are so talented! I love all the detail and shadowing. There are so many depths to your beautiful self. ❤️
Pictures for anyone who would like to see them
@mytwistedsoul those are soooooo beautiful😍 did you take them on your vacation?
@Tinywhisper11 I did! ❤️ It was amazing. I'm glad I could share them with you! :)
@mytwistedsoul Oh my goodness, thank you for sharing! What a beautiful place you visited! I don’t think I’ve ever seen such big mountains. Some of those cave formations looked like a paused rainfall. I liked the one that looked like a mushroom. 😊
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas You're welcome! I'm so glad you enjoyed them. It was amazing to learn that many of the formations were millions of years old! The one mountain is the highest in the state at almost 5,000 feet. You could see what seemed like forever.
Sending a little light and love to everyone!
@mytwistedsoul thanks angel💖 passes the light to the next person💖💖
