Reconnecting
Hi @helgyafy @tinywhisper11 @mytwistedsoul
I hope you don’t mind me creating this thread. I’m sorry, I haven’t been online lately and I couldn’t find where we’ve chatted before. I think of you all often and the kindness you’ve shown me, and I wonder how you’re doing. I really hope you’ve been well. I’m sending you prayers. Please pray for or think of me too when you have a moment. Please let me know how you’ve been.
❤️
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas if you start remembering something does that mean you'll start remembering other things???
@Tinywhisper11 It can. If you start remembering one thing, it can often trigger a chain reaction, leading to the recall of other related memories. Are you alright?
@mytwistedsoul oh no 🙁 yeah I'm ok I think💖
@Tinywhisper11 do you have parts of your life you don't remember?
@Tinywhisper11 Yeah I do. There's a lot I don't remember. I'm sorry you have to deal with this. It can take time for things to come forward and make their presence known
@Tinywhisper11 I’m sorry I missed this. How have you been feeling?
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas um... Different
@Tinywhisper11 Different in a good or bad way? Would you like to talk about it? Like Twist, I have had memories resurface as well. It isn’t fun. There are things that can help, like reminding yourself where you are now. We are here for you. ❤️ We love you.
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas in just trying to ignore and forget again🙁 it's caused me a lot of crying myself to sleep I don't want to remember 😥
@Tinywhisper11 I understand. ❤️ I’m sorry. 😢 Do something nice for yourself today ok?
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas ok 💖 I'm gonna go watch the sunrise this morning 😁 I have no idea what to get my son for his 14th birthday so I'm hopefully gonna get some ideas while I talk to him💖
@Tinywhisper11 That sounds like a wonderful idea! ❤️❤️
@Tinywhisper11 Does he have a 3D pen? ❤️
@mytwistedsoul a 3d pen?? I've never heard of that before. Someone just suggested to get a star named after him😁💖 that might be nice
@Tinywhisper11 It's an art thing. But seriously do the star! That sounds so amazing! I had read about those after father passed. That would be so HUGE! I wonder if you could share the location here then? I can also understand that you might not want to because it would so special ❤️
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas @BlueDarkAurora where are you?? I hope your ok 💖💖 sending love and hugs 💖
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas How are things in your world?
@BlueDarkAurora I hope you're doing alright ❤️
@mytwistedsoul we are missing 2 family members😥 I really hope their ok
@Tinywhisper11 3 actually @WorkingitThrough2 hasn't checked in for a little while either. I'm concerned about her too
I hope everyone is alright ❤️
@mytwistedsoul that's what I meant I hope their all ok, people seem to be getting sick a lot recently on this site😕 and workingitthrough2 probably just needs some time 😥 I really hope she's ok 💖
@Tinywhisper11
I am ok just had to put my dog Max down. It feels as though my world is crumbling😢 down
@WorkingitThrough2 Oh Working I am so sorry to hear about Max 😞
@WorkingitThrough2 I’m so sorry. 😞 I’m glad you came here to talk about it. Everyone has been thinking of you. ❤️
@WorkingitThrough2 😥 oh no I'm so sorry about your fur baby😥 I'm right here for you 💗 we all are 💖
@Tinywhisper11 
@WorkingitThrough2 you don't need to run or hide, not here 💖 because I really care about you and I love you sis 💗 I know everyone else does too 💖 sending giant tiny hugs your way and lots and lots of love💖
@Tinywhisper11 @mytwistedsoul
@WorkingitThrough2 We're blessed to have you in our lives too ❤️
@mytwistedsoul I’m doing ok Twist, thank you. ❤️ How are you?
I hope everyone is alright too. ❤️
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas I'm glad you're doing ok ❤️
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas
Thank you, I love you. Hope you are ok❤️
@WorkingitThrough2 This message made me cry. Thank you. ❤️ I love you too!
@BlueDarkAurora Joining everyone in sending our warmest thoughts to you. ❤️
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas @BlueDarkAurora I'm starting to get really really really worried about you🙁 I really hope your doing ok 💖
@Tinywhisper11
@TinyWhisper11 How are you doing Lola?
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas going through some mental challenges, but handling it a bit better I think💖 and right now it's our first heat wave of the year it's 11:30 pm and 25 degrees 😳 so trying to keep cool 💖 how are you sweetie??
@BlueDarkAurora We love you. ❤️❤️
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas @mytwistedsoul @Tinywhisper11 Thank you so much 💙 It's a sweet feeling knowing that such beautiful wishes were being sent to me. The love reached me safely 💙
@BlueDarkAurora It's wonderful to see you! Are you alright? Is there anything we can help you with? 💜
@mytwistedsoul I planned on saying "I'm okay, thank you" and that is what I will say. But I need to add something, because leaving it out would take away something important, something your heart absolutely deserves to know.
And that something is that, you asking me this felt like a cool breeze 💙 It touched me, not just because you were kind enough to ask but because I know that if I chose to share, you'd actually be here to listen. And that knowing, that kindness is something that reached me in a moment where the world felt like it's on one side and I'm on the other... not in opposition, just in isolation.
It means more than what I can make these words say.
Thank you, and this goes for all of you 💙 I'm okay ^-^
@BlueDarkAurora
@Tinywhisper11 I hope each day brings a little more brightness to your life, I hope you're okay 💖 Just wanted to let you know that I'm so thankful to be here with you.
@BlueDarkAurora I'm so happy I get to call you my friend 💖 I love you girl 💖
@Tinywhisper11 💙💖💙💖💙💖
@BlueDarkAurora I'm glad you're okay. 💜 I have been trying for hours to find the words to say what I want. I've come to the conclusion that they must not exist.
@mytwistedsoul
@WorkingitThrough2 💙💙💙
@BlueDarkAurora @WorkingitThrough2 love you girl 💖 hope your doing ok 💖
This made me think of you all today.
We may have never met. We may have no idea what the others look like, but we have seen things in each other that transcend the physical realm. Speaking for myself, you all have seen a side of me that few to any in my life ever have. I have seen you based on what you share and do, and I think you’re the most beautiful group of people I’ve ever met. It means so much as I go about my day battling the world, to know there’s a place I can go where people like me. I don’t have to pretend to be different or hide myself. I may have my own issues about being vulnerable and may not always be ready to talk, but still I know among you all I can be safe. I hope you understand what a huge thing this can be. Even more, I hope I can be part of that for you too.
Wherever you find yourselves in this moment, maybe you’re doing ok, maybe you’re hanging in there, maybe your heart is being ripped in pieces. Somewhere in the battle, know this space is here for you. Assure your heart that there are people out there who care. I feel like when we write, our friends here just get i what we’re trying to explain. We might feel like we had to communicate in a certain way in the past, but here people just understand. This can be our anchor when we need.
You guys are a very special group of people. So many talents and unique character. I feel so blessed to know you. Whatever’s going on for you today, I love you.
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas you are so sweet💖💖💖 I love you too 💖 I love you all 💖 having a safe place is so important and I'm glad I get to share it with you all 💖💖
@Tinywhisper11
@Tinywhisper11 you're someone I'll remember forever 💖 you don't realise how brightly you shine or the space you've created in my heart.
You'll always be my friend, someone I adore so much 💖 You're just there for everyone and oh my god I can't imagine the size of your heart holding so much love.
I hope you realise how sweet and pure you are. I hope you're always wrapped in love and kindness. The world hasn't been kind to you 💖 but you never held a grudge.
Instead you chose to give the love it never gave you 💖
You make the world beautiful 💖
@Tinywhisper11 *-* can't escape my love hehe
@BlueDarkAurora awww I didn't see this 💖 thanks sweetie, your one of the most amazing people on earth, I love you so much 💖💖 and yes all ladies hearts are beautiful.... Because they are surrounded by bewbs😁 I think @mytwistedsoul would agree with that😂😂😂😂
@Tinywhisper11
@Tinywhisper11 yay 💖💖💖💖
Also
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas I've seen the side of you that feels safe, the one with radiant energy that wraps everything in golden light. It's a unique glow. I've seen the side of you that puts everyone else first because of love... Isn't that beautiful? I've seen a side of you that doesn't give in to what's been but fights for your dreams, your aspirations and all that could be. I've seen the side of you that's gentle and wise. I've seen you as someone who is wounded, hurting, healing and hurting again but still somehow manage to hold space for everyone. I've seen you as someone who gives up but then picks yourself back up.
I know you as a beautiful friend, a loving parent, a kind person and more than anything, I see your strength. It's beautiful 💙
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas In still quiet spaces, tucked among the pages, we find a place where we belong.
@mytwistedsoul
@BlueDarkAurora
@mytwistedsoul
I don’t know a lot about everyone’s living situations. I know we do struggle with some of the same things. Do any of you feel pain related to loneliness? How do you deal with it?
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas I do at times. I've been told numerous times to embrace the loneliness. So I try to do that.
@mytwistedsoul ❤️
@mytwistedsoul I know how to cure the lonely times, you need to get a pet ... A tiny pet named Lola 😁 I'd be great company😁😁😁
@Tinywhisper11 I'm not sure what one feeds a Lola 🤔 😂
@mytwistedsoul @TinyWhisper11 I have a few ideas!
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas 😋😋😋😋😋 yep all three of them😋😋
@mytwistedsoul
@BlueDarkAurora nope 😁😁😁😁😁
@Tinywhisper11 I meant that about loneliness ^^ You sure are the greatest company of all time 💙💙
@BlueDarkAurora I'm going to agree with @Tinywhisper11 Nope
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas when I get really depressed and stuff I tend to shut off from others, mostly because I don't know how to ask for help or what help I need at the time, then I do feel really lonely. And sitting outside alone or in my room alone yeah I get lonely that's why I try to keep busy and have routine, also try to stay mindful💖 are you ok?
@Tinywhisper11 I do the same shutting off from people when it gets really bad. But then I guess when I can’t take that anymore after a while I write like I did the other day. It helped a lot. You all helped a lot. The lonely feeling isn’t gone of course, and I’m stop dealing with some feelings, but the day looks a little brighter. I have new ideas. And your post just now reminded me that I need to get into a better routine. They really do help.
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas I'm glad your feeling a bit better 💖 I'm ok'ish💖
@Tinywhisper11 Ok-ish? Would you like to talk about it? How can we best help?