Reconnecting
Hi @helgyafy @tinywhisper11 @mytwistedsoul
I hope you don’t mind me creating this thread. I’m sorry, I haven’t been online lately and I couldn’t find where we’ve chatted before. I think of you all often and the kindness you’ve shown me, and I wonder how you’re doing. I really hope you’ve been well. I’m sending you prayers. Please pray for or think of me too when you have a moment. Please let me know how you’ve been.
❤️
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas
@Tinywhisper11 how are you doing? 💕 What's the weather like for you?
@BlueDarkAurora the weather is cooling down quite a bit😁 I'm still struggling quite a bit 🙁 and today is not a great day🙁
But how are things on your side of the world?
@Tinywhisper11 it's almost hallo-xmas lol
I'm here, do you want another gif attack *-* or maybe just talk? I'll kick today away to the mars!! We'll have a new today and it'll be better :) 💗
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas @BlueDarkAurora @mytwistedsoul did one of you 2 flag those posts and got them deleted?? If you did thankyou💖💖
@Tinywhisper11 I thought about it but I wasn't sure what it was. I'm sorry I should have flagged them before 💗 I could see them so I flagged it now.
Is it someone messing with you?
@BlueDarkAurora I have no idea😕 I think they must have had a different account before and I don't know they seem to know me and demanding attention, but I have no clue who it is🙁 I feel kinda bad for them, but I'm not in the headspace lately to be dealing with trying to constantly support someone else
@Tinywhisper11 it's alright. You have to look after yourself first 💗 please don't feel bad, you're only human. There's no need to overspend yourself. You already help so many people here, somedays you get to just feel the love and support from all those people too 💗
@BlueDarkAurora yeah thanks angel 💖💖
@Tinywhisper11💕
@Tinywhisper11 No I didn't. Similar to Aurora I almost did but I was unsure if I should or not. ❤️
@Tinywhisper11
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas & @WorkingitThrough2
@BlueDarkAurora @PiecesOfWhoeverIWas Pieces has been MIA for a couple of weeks now. I hope everything is alright with her and her family. ❤️
@mytwistedsoul me too 💗
I hope tiny's alright too 💗💗 Working too...
I hope all of us be able to make it to a safer place, where it feels better or at least okay, okay to just be for a while.
@BlueDarkAurora I hope so too!
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas @mytwistedsoul @BlueDarkAurora
Hiii hope your both ok?
@Tinywhisper11 Hey! ❤️ Yep doing ok here and you? How are you Tiny? Honestly?
Happy to see you of course 😊 ❤️
@mytwistedsoul honestly, I feel like a tampon.. In the right place just at the wrong time
Glad you're ok 💖I love you 💗
@Tinywhisper11 😳 I have absolutely no idea what to say! 😅 Being in the right place is half the battle though ❤️ I Love you too ❤️
@mytwistedsoul 😂😂😂😂
@Tinywhisper11 😁😂😂
@Tinywhisper11
@BlueDarkAurora what!?!???😂😂😂
@Tinywhisper11 ohhhhh! Right place wrong time😁 yep! That should fix it 💖
@Tinywhisper11 yep :D
@Tinywhisper11 how are you? 💖💖 I'm okay :(
Lol :)*
@BlueDarkAurora
@Tinywhisper11
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas @BlueDarkAurora honestly I feel like a paper bag blowing in the wind... Light and free, but capable of choking someone at any moment💖
@Tinywhisper11 are you feeling angry?
I like light and free :) 💖
@BlueDarkAurora more confused than anything
@Tinywhisper11 do you want to name what's confusing you?
@BlueDarkAurora what happened? Why it happened? Why aren't I glad to have survived?? But I am happy I have a great life now but still..... What for?? Why can't I help others get out?? Why can't I stop what I know the world is hiding from the public eye?? What was Joshuas purpose in life?? He wasn't allowed a life, he wasn't allowed to live😥 what would life be like if he was still here? What would life be like with parents and a real family? Should I feel shame?? Should I be embarrassed?? Should I feel like it's my fault?? And if not then why do I feel theese things?
@Tinywhisper11 Two things can be true, we can be grateful for life, for the good things we have, for the love we get to share.. and still feel resentful or angry about all that we should have had, all that was taken away from us, and all the pain that never seemed fair.
Both truths deserve space and many others too 💗 Life is never just black and white.
Sometimes the light in us can't illuminate the darkness around us. But what it can be is Hope, hope for someone to run towards, hope that they can make it through too.
You are hope 💗 and hope is a strong thing.
I don't know why we lose people. I still struggle with those same questions. Maybe somewhere in another timeline.. it is better. Maybe in another world we are all still together. It's fictional but it's still a peaceful thought 💕
You've got us as your family :) I know it's not the same but it's still something 💖
Nothing that happened was your fault. Not even a little. But maybe in that moment of helplessness, your brain tried to regain control and the only person it had was you. So all the blame shifted inwards.
I do it too. I give myself a thousand reasons as to why the loss I faced was something I could have prevented. Maybe it's our way of making sense of what happened.. of trying to feel in control of something that never was 💖
But we grow, and we learn to forgive ourselves even if it wasn't our fault. It takes time, and that's alright. We keep trying. No matter how insignificant you feel in front of all that is wrong in the world, you still are a light for the souls trying to find their path.
@BlueDarkAurora 🥲🥲 I love you💖
@Tinywhisper11
@Tinywhisper11
Nothing was your fault; you were a victim of circumstances. I do resonate with your mindset and the thoughts that you are experiencing. You know I deal with some of the same thoughts from my incest to my rape and to the pregnancy that came from the SA then he got killed and I still have to convince myself that this was not my fault but some days I struggle just as you are but Sis, We have to work extra hard to not allow the abusers mentality be thrust upon us. Mine started at age 4 and continued. I get what you are feeling and how our brain has issues separating fact from the emotions that torment us. As old as I am, the struggle is real, but we got you, and we will hold tight to each other. I love you and am here for you.💕
@WorkingitThrough2 I love you 💗
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas I hope everything's alright 💕 You'll always have us here.
@BlueDarkAurora
Hello, I am sorry that I have not been around very much. But I have popped in and out, not saying a word, because I have been struggling so. I did not want to dump my crap on any of you. I have been trying to wait until I was in a better headspace, but it is taking longer than I thought.
I just want to say I love you all💕
@WorkingitThrough2 I want you to know that we're not here just for the greetings and positivity. We are here for each other, especially when things get tough.
You deserve all the love and support we can give 💖 The words we share with you will always be filled with so much care and love 💖
It breaks my heart that you were around but couldn't share that you were struggling. I hope things start to get a little easier 💗 Always here for you 💗
@BlueDarkAurora
Thank you so very much. Your words meant so very much to me in my state of mind right now. I love you so much.
@WorkingitThrough2 I'm always sending you positive vibes and so much love 💕
@WorkingitThrough2 hugs you tightly 💖 I'm so sorry all this has to happen for you😥 but we are here for you through the good, bad, happy and sad. We love you, I love you💖 but thanks for checking in, just hearing from you helps a lot💖 wipes away your tears and hugs you tightly 💖 I love you sis 💖
@Tinywhisper11 I love how you said "We love you, I love you" - that's so sweet 💖 :')
@BlueDarkAurora not as sweet as you💖 licks your arm😋 yep! Your definitely the sweetest
@Tinywhisper11 the gifs won't load T-T
*Pretend this is a chocolate man gif*
@BlueDarkAurora chocolate man gif😍😍😍😍😍 we'll share, I'll start eating from the head, you start at the bottom 😋😋
@Tinywhisper11 whaaa xD
@BlueDarkAurora 😂😂😂😂😂
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas @Tinywhisper11 @WorkingitThrough2 @mytwistedsoul
Wherever you are in life, whatever you face, this space is here always 💕 I'm sending a wish to the universe ^-^ May we all be held in love 💓
@BlueDarkAurora
@BlueDarkAurora
Thank you so very much. I really needed that. One reason you are so special sis❤️😊
@WorkingitThrough2 aww🥹💗
@BlueDarkAurora
across the universe ❤️
@mytwistedsoul Good to see you :) 💜
@BlueDarkAurora It's good to see you too! 💜 How are things in Aurora's world?
@mytwistedsoul Hmmm it's all good :D How are you? You disappeared 0_0! But I'm glad you're back 💖
@BlueDarkAurora I needed to recharge my batteries and fill my cup. I missed everyone while I was gone though 💜
@mytwistedsoul oh kinda proud of you for that ^-^ 💕
@BlueDarkAurora Thank you! Tbh I'm kind of proud of myself too 😊
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas did you all know that babies cry in different accents!?!?😮😮 and did you know that going around foreign countries making babies cry is severely frowned upon!?!?😮😮 I'm now banned from 12 countries so far🙁
@Tinywhisper11 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
@Tinywhisper11 hahahaha you're laughing too xD
@BlueDarkAurora 😂😂😂
@Tinywhisper11
How are you doing? Any new art for Halloween? I remember your wolf +_+ scary but so amazing! 💖
@BlueDarkAurora I have not done any Halloween art yet🤔🤔 I'm gonna need to get started😁💖
@Tinywhisper11 yay 💖
