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jesusredeemedme2425 May 30th, 2025

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cyanessence June 5th, 2025

@jesusredeemedme2425

@Torean

Hello friends! Hope you are both well.

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Torean June 5th, 2025

Hope you are too! Doing ok, sleep deprived beyond reasonability, but otherwise alright.

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jesusredeemedme2425 OP June 5th, 2025

Sooooo tired too…

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Torean June 5th, 2025

Dude, why won't my body sleep at night? I just lay there and think about things that make me laugh. I curl up in my blankets and pretend that they're Magitek Armor. I try to shut off my brain... Nothing works. I even usually go see the guinea girls right before going to bed, watch some Strong Bad with them or something.

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cyanessence June 5th, 2025

@Torean

@jesusredeemedme2425

I was asleep, now it's the middle of the night and I'm wide awake! Ready for the next day.

Magitek Armor looks amazing. And I've heard good things about Strong Bad but can't quite remember...

I dreamt of someone telling me how to perform a heist of old-timey trains carrying tobacco. I quit smoking, but the enterprise seemed tantalising (in the dream). It mainly involved stringing together aluminium cans that could be used to reach through windows and unlock doors.

Then I was carrying a cat, and it was fine for a time but soon wanted freedom. What did it do with said freedom? Fought another cat!

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Torean June 5th, 2025

Oooh, you should look up the Strong Bad Emails at some point. That was his main show, and he's really well-liked across the board.

Bwahaha, I don't know what to say about your dream but I love how you explain it. 😂 Sounds like something I'd dream.

My memories of my past few dreams have been fuzzy, but there's like some big corporate building near the ocean with no other civilization near it, and I've been exploring it. There was a part where I was Vaan from Final Fantasy 12 for some reason. Otherwise, I've been going up and down the floors. I think one floor had a bake sale. There hasn't been much fighting in these past few... Maybe an excessive amount of flirting or something though.

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cyanessence June 5th, 2025

@Torean

I will add Strong Bad emails to the list of things I'd like to do!

That sounds like a fun dream. I'd like to explore that building! Maybe at the end of the universe all there is is a bake sale :P

I once dreamed of going to the supermarket with Super Saiyan Trunks. He was so quick at finding items, so focused. That's how I'd like to be in a supermarket...!

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Torean June 5th, 2025

Heh, a part of me wouldn't be surprised if a bake sale was at the end. It's a big building, it's taken me 3 dreams so far. I wonder what's next.

😂 I love the Trunks dream. That's hilarious! I had a similar dream once. I dunno if you've played any Wild Arms games, but I dreamed that I went grocery shopping with the evil armored council dudes from Wild Arms 4. If you don't know them, just imagine a bunch of evil dudes sitting a table in armor discussing evil plans. They were acting all old and bitter, pushing the cart really slowly, and finding a complaint about humanity with everything they saw or put in the cart.

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cyanessence June 5th, 2025

@Torean

Oh so recurring dream? I love those.

I was thinking of Small Arms. That is a very funny dream lol. It really must be fun living in your head.

You spoke of fighting in your dreams correct? I remember a dream where I was endlessly fighting demons, and it was getting progressively darker. There was no real resolution...

I also remember one as a kid where I was Santa delivering presents.

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Torean June 5th, 2025

Lol, my dreams definitely stay interesting. I like yours too, I've definitely never had a Santa dream, that sounds fun.

Fighting demons I have done in my dreams. Those dreams get messed up. in one, it was writing on the ceiling. In another one, there was a wall of crucifixes blocking a demon in as it pounded on the door... A couple of them fell. Just when I thought more would fall off, the pounding died down... And it was quiet for a long few seconds, until suddenly all the crucifixes fell at once and the door burst open... And I had to fight a demon in the form of my ex. 😂

The other one I had was creepy. I'm going to talk about this one with a TW. If you're easily creeped out, I won't be upset if you don't read this one.

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I dreamed that I saw a ghostly woman with red eyes, who looked like she was burning, and her dress was burnt, floating down the stairs, and she pointed at me, and in a booming voice started chanting in Latin at me. She was saying "FATA MORTUUM IGNIS DOMINE" over and over. And I had taken basic Latin in college, but I only knew the middle two words of that. It basically translates to "Fate of the dead master of fire.". So yeah. No explanation for that. That one still gives me the chills.

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TW over, hope you liked the story if you read it. 😅

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jesusredeemedme2425 OP June 5th, 2025

Maybe God is giving you warnings…

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Torean June 5th, 2025

If it was a warning, I'd say it was a pretty cool one. I mean, busting out the Latin, now that's about as hardcore and old school as you can get.

But, logically, I'd think the crucifix dream is more symbolic. And as for the ghost woman, I'm pretty sure God it's been said that the red eyes indicate something unholy. As it turns out, I kinda had a sequel to that dream. The woman was floating and pointing at me, staring, but she was floating backwards down a corridor and around a bend. I started chasing her, saying "Wait, I want to talk to you!" And as soon as I followed her to some bedroom, she looked weirded out. Though she didn't talk this time, her expression indicated something like, "Weren't you supposed to be scared of me?' and then she just vanished.

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cyanessence June 6th, 2025

@Torean

@jesusredeemedme2425

I do admit, some things creep me out sometimes! I still occasionally get scared of the dark and hide under the covers. But I was super curious what Torean dreams so I went ahead and read.

The fact you heard Latin that you didn't know is intriguing. It's not quite the same, but I remember recently I had a dream where I was analysing a poem of mine, and someone commented on it picking it apart. It was super detailed criticism that I didn't fully understand, but they came up with an alternative poem that was much better. I cannot for the life of me remember what it was but it was a little spooky how the dream mind seems to be able to generate information.

"Fate of the dead, master of fire." I'm not sure I know what that means. It seems to be out of context? That's stumped me. I don't tend to read *too* much into dreams, I just find them highly curious. They remind me a bit of a glitching computer, but I do believe there is a reason for everything. It's just kind of like digging through spaghetti code, deciphering dreams.

I admire your courage in chasing that woman. You really strike me as fearless. I get scared in a lot of my dreams, especially when I feel utterly lost in the universe and don't know how to get back home. And I just have to... sit with it until I wake.

I don't get a lot of recurrence. Kind of jealous because there's a lot of dreams that ended too soon!

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jesusredeemedme2425 OP June 6th, 2025

I’m scared of the dark too lol

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Torean June 6th, 2025

Heh, that's a good explanation of dreams. I can't believe I chased that woman in my dream either, but I remembered her, and I really want to know what her chanting meant. 😅 It does seem out of context.

I dunno that I'm fearless, but I react to fear differently than most.

I used to be scared of the dark... I've kinda made it my element, but it's still kind of hard to deal with in the wrong state of mind

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jesusredeemedme2425 OP June 6th, 2025

I’m curious how you guys would interpret my singing elephants dream I had recently XD

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cyanessence June 6th, 2025

@jesusredeemedme2425

I'm admittedly not very good at interpreting dreams, they're a bit too random for me. But singing elephants is very curious! I thought I'd ask ChatGPT and learn more.

It's a combination of two unusual elements. Elephants represent strength, memory, wisdom and emotional weight. Singing represents expression, harmony, or inner voice. There are a few interpretations... two stick out to me.

Elephants typically represent gravity, responsibility, or long-standing issues. Having them sing might point to finding levity, creativity, or unexpected beauty in a previously burdensome part of life.

Another interpretation speaks to the combination of something heavy (elephants) with something light (singing). This might reflect an integration of contrasting internal elements, such as logic with emotion or duty with desire.

I'm not a huge fan of taking so many words from AI. I gave mine specific instructions to never write for me, but I really lack the ability of dream interpretation. I also don't know just how much they might mean. I think there's a reason for everything, but dreams may just be contrast from reality so as to show us what is real, what to focus on.

I would love to experience singing elephants! I've had musical dreams before and they are magical.

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jesusredeemedme2425 OP June 6th, 2025

Pink elephants on parade

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cyanessence June 6th, 2025

@jesusredeemedme2425

It sounds like such a beautiful dream! Thanks for sharing.

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jesusredeemedme2425 OP June 6th, 2025

You have no idea what I’m referring to, do you XD

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cyanessence June 6th, 2025

@jesusredeemedme2425

I don't think I do, I thought you were just elaborating on your dream!

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jesusredeemedme2425 OP June 6th, 2025

Google it and watch the video lol :)

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cyanessence June 6th, 2025

@jesusredeemedme2425

I vaguely recall this from childhood... it's like some kind of fever dream! But still beautiful in its own right.

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jesusredeemedme2425 OP June 6th, 2025

Also Heffalumps and Woozles hehe

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jesusredeemedme2425 OP June 9th, 2025

Y’all still alive? Lol

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Torean June 9th, 2025

I've been mostly mouth-breathing and listening to stuff on YouTube with my eyes closed and covered for the past few days. Being sick is not fun.

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jesusredeemedme2425 OP June 9th, 2025

I’m so sorry :(

What have you been listening to?

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Torean June 9th, 2025

Heh, random stuff. Some cooking related stuff, some ranking stuff, Joe Santagato, some true scary stories. Maybe some let's plays today. I'm still not better. 😫

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jesusredeemedme2425 OP June 9th, 2025

I have no idea what half that stuff is XD

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Torean June 9th, 2025

Joe Santagato is funny. He basically reacts to confessions and AITA posts that people make on the internet.

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jesusredeemedme2425 OP June 10th, 2025

Idk how y’all did it, but you both got me sick from across the internet XD Thanks guys lollllll

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Torean June 10th, 2025

Lol, no way. Anyway, I saw your other post about your day off since this. You're not actually sick are you? Work is sending me to the doctor today... About to find out what's happening.

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jesusredeemedme2425 OP June 10th, 2025

Yeah way. Lol

No, i get days off you know ;)

Are you that sick?

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Torean June 10th, 2025

No bueno, I hope you get better soon.

I mean, yeah, I'm still pretty sick. I could've gone in if they hadn't told me to go to the doctor instead. I feel a bit better after my first dose of antibiotic.

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cyanessence June 10th, 2025

@Torean

@jesusredeemedme2425

Get well soon people.

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jesusredeemedme2425 OP June 10th, 2025

You too buddy! How you feeling? <3

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Torean June 10th, 2025

Thank ya! Hopefully by tomorrow... I'm expected at work tomorrow. 😅

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jesusredeemedme2425 OP June 14th, 2025

What’s my next move? I did some hygiene self care and I was thinking about creating a playlist, since mine disappeared once I deleted a music app. What else? <3

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Torean June 14th, 2025

Should've weighed in on this on this thread and not the other, durn it.

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cyanessence June 14th, 2025

@Torean

@jesusredeemedme2425

I definitely recommend rediscovering music! Out of all the things I suggested, music is the thing I keep going back to. It seems I hear songs differently each time I listen to them. You could make a post asking for songs to listen to, they're usually pretty popular. You'll get variety! You could also ask for specific genres or list some songs you like to give people an idea of the things you're after.

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jesusredeemedme2425 OP June 15th, 2025

Yeah… I could do that <3

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jesusredeemedme2425 OP June 15th, 2025

Please weigh in hehe

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Torean June 15th, 2025

Who, me? I totally did on the other thread. 😜 I recommend though... Find an aloe drink. It has natural energy in it, not caffeine. I feel awesome drinking this right now. It tastes good too. At least to me it does.

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jesusredeemedme2425 OP June 15th, 2025

Isn’t aloe slimy lol

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Torean June 15th, 2025

Lol yeah, but the drink isnt

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jesusredeemedme2425 OP June 15th, 2025

How’s Cy doin? :)

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jesusredeemedme2425 OP June 16th, 2025

I’ve unsubscribed from so many posts… It’s freeing, and yet… Sad. It’s really quiet… Too quiet. Zero notifications, zero people to talk to…

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cyanessence June 16th, 2025

@jesusredeemedme2425

I'm alright ^^ I'm not keeping up with notifications. It's a bit much honestly... I still feel a kind of burnout. I've been taking my own advice and just listening to music. Not writing, trying not to think. But I am alright ^^

I think it's good you unsubscribed from some things. It might take some getting used to the quiet, but I think it'll be good for you.

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Torean June 16th, 2025

Agreed, I think it's good for both of you trying to quiet down the overwhelmance and burnout.

I've giving myself more rest too. Especially from new music. Listening to stuff that I know that I like more often, at least for now.

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cyanessence June 17th, 2025

@Torean

As much as I like finding new music, it's comforting listening to familiar tunes.

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Torean June 17th, 2025

True that. And there's no point in collecting music along the way if I don't stop and actually enjoy it at certain points.

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jesusredeemedme2425 OP June 17th, 2025

Basti wants my music recs hehe

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jesusredeemedme2425 OP June 17th, 2025

ITS PEANUT BUTTER JELLY TIME!!!!!!

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Torean June 17th, 2025

Dancing banana

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jesusredeemedme2425 OP June 17th, 2025

You’re so enthusiastic today. It’s crazy. ;)

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Torean June 17th, 2025

Lol, what can I say?

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jesusredeemedme2425 OP June 17th, 2025

Still sicky?

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Torean June 17th, 2025

Sorta. I'm mostly ok. Ish.

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jesusredeemedme2425 OP June 17th, 2025

Ish?

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Torean June 17th, 2025

Yeah... Really sleepy. I got plenty of sleep...

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jesusredeemedme2425 OP June 17th, 2025

Sleep more. You’re sick. No excuses. <3

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Torean June 17th, 2025

I can't, but I wish. I went to bed early. My body wouldn't let me sleep.

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jesusredeemedme2425 OP June 17th, 2025

Then rest! Are you off today?

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Torean June 17th, 2025

Nope, working. Hour and a half more

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jesusredeemedme2425 OP June 17th, 2025

That was posted an hour ago so… yay! Only half an hour now <3

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Torean June 17th, 2025

Pretty much. I can't wait. I've been messing with spam callers calling my work phone. Last time, the telemarketer introduced himself as Brian, and I said "Brian! My DAWG! Can I call you Bri?" And he hung up. 😂

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jesusredeemedme2425 OP June 17th, 2025

Bahahaha you're AWESOME XD

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Torean June 17th, 2025

Hehehe thanks 😁😁😁

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jesusredeemedme2425 OP June 17th, 2025

I showed my mom what you wrote, and she literally LOLed :P

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Torean June 18th, 2025

Bwahaha, I'm glad to hear that 😁😂

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jesusredeemedme2425 OP June 17th, 2025

I have a challenge for you two today ;)

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Torean June 17th, 2025

Oh?

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jesusredeemedme2425 OP June 17th, 2025

Unsubscribe from 5 emails, and delete 10 more :)

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Torean June 17th, 2025

I don't really have the unsubscribes or emails to do that. 😅 Except for my ***... I... Think I'ma just clear that whole thing out. Years worth.

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jesusredeemedme2425 OP June 17th, 2025

Your wha?

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Torean June 17th, 2025

Lol. My G. Mail. The one I technically use as a professional email.

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jesusredeemedme2425 OP June 17th, 2025

Clean it lol

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Torean June 17th, 2025

Lol sure I s'pose

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jesusredeemedme2425 OP June 17th, 2025

Do ittttt

You gave me inspo to clean out some other digital clutter, thank you! <3

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Torean June 17th, 2025

That's good. 😊

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jesusredeemedme2425 OP June 17th, 2025

Knocking out a bunch of emails today. I’m so glad :)

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Torean June 17th, 2025

I killed like thousands. I have no idea. I hate having that email. Start applying for jobs and you start getting spam. Years and years after, still.

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jesusredeemedme2425 OP June 18th, 2025

Unsubscribe lol

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Torean June 18th, 2025

I do, they find ways

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