A space for kyler and vikity
@VictoriaLove7
thats the thing...if i sleep ill get in troube...
@kylersartpace
😟 try to take a slow long breath, Kyler , everything will be okie hugs hugs 🫂 😟
@VictoriaLove7
wish i could....its hard to breathe....and rn...im very tired....
@kylersartpace
Kyler 😟 try to go outside to get fresh air, take a slow breath. Is there anyone at home who can help you? 🫂
@VictoriaLove7
my mothers home....but she wont care....plus its cold out there...i was outside already....
@kylersartpace
Is there an emergency number that you can call, Kyler? 😟 hugs hugs🫂
@VictoriaLove7
no....
@kylersartpace
😟 take a slow long breath, inhale, it will be okie, you'll be okie, Kyler 🫂
@VictoriaLove7
im trying to...im so tired...i wanna sleep...
@kylersartpace
😟 take a breath, slowly, inhale, when you feel better, try to take a nap, & don't worry about anything, Kyler 🫂 you will be okie 🫂
@VictoriaLove7
i dont wanna be shouted at though...
@kylersartpace
me understand, Kyler 😟🫂 If your parents shouted at you, don't listen to them, (maybe close your room door, wear earphones, listen to music) 🫂
@VictoriaLove7
they always shout at me....nothing blocks them out....if i ignore them...then i get hit....
@kylersartpace
Kyler 😟🫂 hugs hugs that's cruel of them to hit you 😟 (maybe just let them shout but don't really listen to what they say, they prolly got some problems but take it out on you 😟🫂
@VictoriaLove7
my brother never gets shouted at....or punished....or anything....
@kylersartpace
They only shouted at you 😟 me don't know why parents would do such thing 😟 hugs hugs 🫂 Kyler
@VictoriaLove7
because they hate me....they especially hate that im trans....ive gotten in trouble for it before....
@kylersartpace
That's so cruel, 😟 hugs hugs 🫂 you are free to choose, it is your life. Being trans is okie. Hugs hugs Kyler 🫂😟
Hanging in there, Kyler 😟
(Ps Kyler, 😟 me is kinda tired, need to rest soon, but me will reply when me on 🫂 hugs hugs. Things will be okie, Kyler 😟🫂)
@VictoriaLove7
its ok...u go get some sleep...im gonna chill watch some stuff...and maybe fall asleep...i texted my mother saying i dont want food...so yeah...
@kylersartpace
Hugs hugs Kyler 🫂😟 I hope watching some stuff online will help to make you feel better (I often watch stuffs in utube too to make me feel better) & me hope you can rest too, soon
It will be okie, Kyler 🫂😟
@VictoriaLove7
tnx...
@kylersartpace
Kyler ☺ have you been able to rest between works yesterday?
(me will get ready for some local event, it'll be for a couple of hours)
@VictoriaLove7
i didnt do any work yesterday after school....even though ik i shouldve....but i started feeling sick and felt like i couldnt breathe at one point....woke up still feeling sick rn....
@kylersartpace
Kyler 😟 me have just on again. It is okie to not do school works, because you still felt unwell
@VictoriaLove7
my teacher made me freeze up and go non-verbal....she tried to get us to eat food....and i really dont do well with food.....
@kylersartpace
😟🫂 hugs hugs, your teacher should have been more understanding, how are you feeling now, Kyler?
@VictoriaLove7
still iffy....ready to curl in a ball...and like not wanna do anything for the night....
@kylersartpace
It is okie, Kyler 😟🫂 take some rest, & after resting you'll feel better 🫂
@VictoriaLove7
i dont think so...im like so drained and stuff....but have ti rey get work done....and im stressed for it...along with i have to record somethings if my brother will help me....
@kylersartpace
Maybe try to do something relaxing first, Kyler, like watching a series in Netflix or playing a game, 😟 Then try to ask your brother to help you with the recording 🫂
@VictoriaLove7
my brother has to go off....so he wont help me...and the netflix show im watching may trigger me but sure...
@kylersartpace
you will be able to finish your school works later, Kyler 😟 (even if your brother cannot help you) hugs hugs 🫂
(There are other shows in Netflix that you can choose that you feel safer 😟🫂)
@VictoriaLove7
my brain can only focus on 1 or 2 story based shows at a time and ive already started this 1...so cant watch something else...also sickness has come back again...not feeling good...
@kylersartpace
Kyler 😟 yes yes, 🫂 me understand about focusing on one story at a time.
Maybe try to sip some warm water (or tea 🍵), Kyler? 😟
@VictoriaLove7
cant...having dinner in like 45mins....have to eat then...and yeah...
@VictoriaLove7
when does the sickness stop....i hate it...and want it over....
@kylersartpace
Kyler 😟 hugs hugs 🫂 maybe you can try write your thoughts like journaling?
@VictoriaLove7
cant...thoughts to fast...wanna take a nap rn...but dinner done soon...
@kylersartpace
Maybe try to listen to some instrumental music for mindfulness, Kyler 😟 it might help to quiet our thoughts (there are some in Cups & in utube too)
Have your dinner first, Kyler, hugs hugs 🫂 Even if you eat only a bit, then after that, take a nap
@VictoriaLove7
dont think a naps gonna happen...its hurting to breathe...i went downstairs to get my dinner and now my back really hurts....even when breathing....
@kylersartpace
Kyler 😟 hugs hugs 🫂 is there a way to ask someone at home or call your Nan to take you to a physician?
@VictoriaLove7
nope no way to do it....
@kylersartpace
😟 me thinking, Kyler, hugs hugs 🫂, maybe try to take a slow long breath, inhale
@VictoriaLove7
idk....but i had passed out asleep...
@kylersartpace
It is okie, Kyler ☺🫂 it is good tho that you were able to sleep/got some rest
@VictoriaLove7
yeah...still feel sick and still in pain though...
@kylersartpace
Maybe try to eat, tho only a bit, then try to rest, Kyler 😟🫂
@VictoriaLove7
but i already ate...dont feel like eating again...just want sleep tbh....
@VictoriaLove7
idk how much longer ill be on cups for....feel like leaving again...
@kylersartpace
Kyler 😟🫂 me hopes you stay, if you need to take a break (not always on) it is okie, be here whenever you feel like it
@VictoriaLove7
idk what to do anymore...something annoyed me that happened...and then was ignored...and yeah...
@VictoriaLove7
i also still havent slept yet...and i have to be up in like 5hrs...but i managed to get to parts of the project done...even though its the middle of the night and i shouldnt be working on it rn...
@kylersartpace
Kyler 😟 hugs hugs 🫂 me hopes you will be able to fall asleep soon, maybe set alarm using your phone, to be awake in 5 hours.
It is great that you use the time & got parts of works done, tho, yayy!! ^_^ I browsed ways to fall asleep soon, it is suggested to try to read a book till sleepy, use weighted blanket (if you have it), listen to peaceful music, take a warm shower 🚿
@VictoriaLove7
ill be fine its what coffee was made for lol ill fall asleep at some point and dw i always have alarms set on my phone for school
@kylersartpace
^_^
