A space for kyler and vikity
@VictoriaLove7
litterally nothing i can do...
@kylersartpace
Kyler 😟🫂 they are meanie, it must be hard going to school everyday.
The bully is a coward, they might want to be like you, but they cannot.
But you are better, stronger than them don't let them control you, & don't let them make you drop out of school. 🫂
@VictoriaLove7
its the whole class...but mainly 1 person more than another...
@kylersartpace
😟 Kyler, 🫂 ,me remember when me in school 🏫 there was a kid that most other students made fun of. It was hard on him, but he tried to survive high school.
You can do it too, Kyler, try to focus on your study, get better grades than the bully.
@VictoriaLove7
i finish in may...well end of may...and all...but yeah...its so hard...idk how to keep going with it...
@kylersartpace
you can keep going, Kyler! ☺ 🫂
@VictoriaLove7
yeah...idk though...its so hard...i struggle so much in school...and at home...to the point im dragging myself out of bed daily...like really not able to do it...and then when i get home i just fall asleep....
@kylersartpace
Kyler 😟 hugs hugs 🫂 is there a way to get counseling, but if not, it is okie, me is thinking of some motivational stuffs in utube that might be helpful to encourage you to keep going. Or perhaps think this way, once you graduate from high school, you will go to college, you won't have to deal with the bullies anymore. Every day you go through, you are getting there
@VictoriaLove7
no way to get counsiling...
@kylersartpace
It is okie to not get counseling, Kyler 🫂 We can talk here & me be your sounding board, tho me often not know the right word to say or slow, but me here 😟🫂
@VictoriaLove7
idk what u mean by sounding board...
@kylersartpace
Sounding board is like someone with whom you talk about something & will get an opinion or suggestions ☺🫂
@VictoriaLove7
ok...
@VictoriaLove7
really love when i get home to be breaking down crying thanks to my dad making everything worse...
@kylersartpace
Kyler 😟 hugs hugs 🫂 father can be difficult to live with. Is there a way to visit your Nan once in a while? It seems your Nan is nice
@VictoriaLove7
nope not really
@kylersartpace
Is there any relatives of you that are nice, Kyler? 😟🫂
If you father said not nice stuffs, do not listen to him. 🫂
@VictoriaLove7
no..not really...
@kylersartpace
Kyler 😟 hugs hugs 🫂 One day when you graduate from high school, then college, then work, you can get your own place to live in. So you won't have to deal with them 🫂
@VictoriaLove7
i rn just want the pain to stop...
@kylersartpace
Kyler 😟 hugs hugs 🫂 try taking a slow breath, things will be okay, have you eaten some meals?
@VictoriaLove7
just ate...feel sick from it...
@kylersartpace
Maybe drink some water to reduce the sickness feeling, Kyler? 😟🫂
@VictoriaLove7
i dont like water...
@kylersartpace
Water is good for your health tho, Kyler 😟🫂
@VictoriaLove7
ive never liked it...
@kylersartpace
Try a bit to drink water 💧 Kyler 😟 , just a sip 🫂
@VictoriaLove7
but...
@kylersartpace
Try just a sip of water💧 Kyler 😟 it is important to drink water 🫂
After that maybe then you can play game 🎮 or get some rest 🫂
(Ps. Me might rest soon but will on tomorrow 🫂 )
@VictoriaLove7
i only did because i needed something for pain...
@kylersartpace
me have just on again, Kyler 😟 I hope you are able to get some rest & not in pain anymore 🫂
@VictoriaLove7
sorry was asleep..still in pain...
@kylersartpace
Is it physical pain like headache, Kyler? 😟🫂
@VictoriaLove7
yeah....its my stomach....and i g mental pain aswell...
@kylersartpace
Kyler 😟🫂 have you taken some pain reliever for stomach pain? Or apply some warm cream?
The mental pain must be hard too, 😟🫂 me read that meditation 🧘♂️ might help with quieting our mind, to feel peace
@VictoriaLove7
i took a pain killer yeah...and have 1 for lunch...if i can get some sort of a drink...and i cant do meditation...along with...dont think my brain will ever have peace....
@kylersartpace
Me hope your stomach pain is less now after taking the pain reliever medicine 💊 😟🫂
Here is a music to quiet our brain 🧠 , Kyler 🫂 It is not for a meditation 🧘♂️ but just for listening 🎧
https://youtu.be/4M7SggaZNW4?feature=shared
@VictoriaLove7
my brains never gonna slow down....especially not with whats going on atm...
@kylersartpace
What is it, Kyler? 😟🫂
(me might need to do some chores soon, but will on again later 🫂)
@VictoriaLove7
possibly lost the love of my life because of stupid suicide...and may be loosing my other friend for the same reason...
@kylersartpace
Kyler 😟🫂 it is really tough having to deal with losing the love of your life & your friend.
Perhaps allow yourself to grieve, so that it will not be a suppressed feeling of grief hugs hugs 😟🫂
@VictoriaLove7
idk if they have...the friend talked today...but the person i love...not since yesterday,,,,
@kylersartpace
Have you tried to call or text them, Kyler? 😟🫂
If they haven't replied yet, they might just need alone time or prolly busy, try to not worry 🫂
@VictoriaLove7
hey...
@kylersartpace
Hi Kyler ☺ how's you? 🫂
@VictoriaLove7
not good...u?
@kylersartpace
Why not good, Kyler 😟🫂
Me survive ☺
@VictoriaLove7
having a really hard time...
@kylersartpace
Why Kyler, do you wanna talk about it? 😟🫂
@VictoriaLove7
well...TW/sh....
last night i relapsed again...and now im just after getting word that i have 1 of my college interviews this day next week...so im trynna contact my guidance counselor to help me...but no reply...
@kylersartpace
It is okie, Kyler 😟🫂 it's because you were nervous about the interview, perhaps try to call the counselor again tomorrow? Now when you have time, after resting, eating, try to prepare a bit for the college interview 🫂
@VictoriaLove7
the guidance counselor is in school...ive emailed...to try meet up with her to talk about the interview...
@kylersartpace
That is good, ☺ me sure the counselor will help you to prepare for the interview & you will do well, Kyler ^_^ 🫂
@VictoriaLove7
i havent had any word back from her yet....and im starting to have a panic attack...
@kylersartpace
It might take time for her because it's weekend, Kyler 😟🫂 If you haven't heard till Monday, then you can look for her at school in her office 🫂