A space for kyler and vikity
@kylersartpace
Hi Kyler! ☺ a bit of misspelling but I found our space hehe ^_^
Thank you for creating this space for our talks ^o^
@VictoriaLove7
dang it im so stupid
@kylersartpace
It is okie, just a misspelled, I often mispelled too, usually my phone fix it 🤭
@VictoriaLove7
im on laptop...hate typing on phone....
@kylersartpace
Typing on laptop is actually better, & we can type quicker. I put my phone on a table then use one finger to type on phone hehe ☺
@VictoriaLove7
yeah...so hru
@kylersartpace
I'm okie, just a bit sleepy 😴☺
Have you had the meal from Mcdonald? 😋
@VictoriaLove7
waiting for my brother to finish his food before we go there....
@kylersartpace
That's good, going out will refresh our mind, & eating at Mcdonald is fun & filling ^_^ I once bought the happy meal just because there was the bonus toy hehe 😄
@VictoriaLove7
yeah...i just...i dont feel like eating though....i have an ed....
@kylersartpace
😟 I hope you will still eat tho it is hard, because it is important to eat regularly, it can affect our mood too.
(Kyler, ☺ I will need to rest soon, but we will continue our talks soon ^_^ & I hope you will have a good relaxing time with your cousin later at your nan's house) ☺
@VictoriaLove7
Ill do my best to eat....and thats ok rest well
@kylersartpace
How's the game with your cousin at your nan's house? ☺
@VictoriaLove7
fine i guess....but i froze up....and was very non-verbal....
@kylersartpace
That is okie, Kyler, because you are unwell. I hope you will put first things first tho, like eat well, rest well. The other things such as works, can wait. ☺
@VictoriaLove7
idk about eating....
@VictoriaLove7
my mother was shouting at me again....all because i said a box wont fit under my bed....
@kylersartpace
😟 Kyler, me apologize for late reply. How's you now?
@VictoriaLove7
not good.....but about to try sleep....not that i can....
@kylersartpace
Hugs if okie, 😟 try to sleep, Kyler, perhaps put a white noise if you can, or before sleepy take a long breath, breathe in & breathe out. Everything will be okie 🫂
@VictoriaLove7
im gonna try....but feel icky...and stuff...and brain not shutting down....
@VictoriaLove7
im always in my room...still get shouted at....and my brother and dad are...but my mother never shouts at my brother...and stuff...hes never been punished....especially how i have been....(hes older than me...)
@kylersartpace
It must have been painful being the only one got shouted at, being punished by your mom 😟 . Is there a way to ask help from your father, or tell him how you feel?
@VictoriaLove7
he shouts at me aswell...plus thats even if hes here...because whenever hes not working hes nearly always at the pub....
@kylersartpace
😟 Kyler.. now I think of, is there a way you get out of your house & stay at a relative place, because it is an unhealthy atmosphere at home
@VictoriaLove7
no....i have nowhere i can go....
@kylersartpace
😟 Kyler.. I really hope that they will stop shouting at you. Is it possible to tell your mother & father how shouting affect you?
Hang in there, Kyler 😟
@VictoriaLove7
ive tried....but they dont care...and doing my best to....
@kylersartpace
I hope you will keep being strong, Kyler 😟 Know that one day, you will be able to get out of the situation at home, & even get a place for yourself, & do not let whatever your mom & father said affect you, because you have done the best you could, you are strong, & you will keep going 💪
@VictoriaLove7
2 late for it not to affect me....
@kylersartpace
Hugs if okie, Kyler 🫂😟
(you will be able to heal from it, slowly.) 😟
@kylersartpace
(*ps: I need to eat some meal soon, but will reply when I'm on, hugs 🫂😟 )
@VictoriaLove7
I really do hope i can get out of here soon.....and its ok enjoy your food
@kylersartpace
Kyler, you will be able get out of your house 💪
(Thank you, we can continue tomorrow if okie ☺)
@VictoriaLove7
ok...if im not curled in a ball crying all day from the fireworks....
@kylersartpace
😟 hugs hugs 🫂 Kyler
@VictoriaLove7
tnx...
@VictoriaLove7
i just got woken up by a really sad dream...
@kylersartpace
It is okie, Kyler, 😟 it is just a dream, don't worry about it 🫂😟
@VictoriaLove7
it was about the person who walked out of my life yesterday....
@kylersartpace
😟 It must have been because it was still fresh, it is still on your mind, then you dreamed about it. Hugs if okie 🫂😟 Have you had meals, Kyler?
@VictoriaLove7
havent eaten yet....still half asleep....
@kylersartpace
Maybe try to sip some water (to refresh, because we usually thirsty after sleeping) then 😟 go back to sleep 💤 so that you can get more rest. I hope you will sleep well without any sad dreams soon 🫂
@VictoriaLove7
cant sleep anymore...ill get in trouble....but i have monster....not water....
@kylersartpace
😟 Kyler.. hugs hugs 🫂 (what is that monster 👻?)
@VictoriaLove7
an energy drink...and tnx...also i joined the rooms...
@kylersartpace
Oo monster 👻 energy drink ☺ It will give you the great energy! yayy! you joined rooms, how was it, Kyler?
@VictoriaLove7
overwhelming.....and yeah its meant to give me energy but it dont do much with me having adhd....
@kylersartpace
It is understandable because it can be crowded or people keep talking, but I hope you will try again some time, of course at your pace ^_^
Is there a way to kind of distract your mind, perhaps by playing some games in phone? 😟
@VictoriaLove7
idk...i feel alone rn...
@kylersartpace
😟 Kyler, I'm with you, though my responses are slow, because I'm multitasking
@VictoriaLove7
i might go make coffee....might wake me up more....plus im really cold...and i dont want my brain to be trynna process yesterday....
@kylersartpace
That is a good idea, Kyler, coffee ☕ will wake us up & keeps us warm ^_^
( though maybe not too much coffee in it, because you had monster 👻 drink earlier, but it's just my thoughts.. 🫂☺ )
@VictoriaLove7
meh idc much about how much caffeine i take in a day
@kylersartpace
Okie, then ^_^ Kyler
@VictoriaLove7
i made my coffee now i either have to work on school stuff or i could do more diamond art
@kylersartpace
Maybe school works first, then the art, Kyler ^_^
@VictoriaLove7
Idk...not feeling good...
@kylersartpace
😟 maybe rest first, relaxing, then do arts.. 🫂😟
@VictoriaLove7
Yeah....doesnt help with sad...
@kylersartpace
Is it possible that sometimes we have low level of serotonin, so that might affect too 😟
(What about watching some funny stuffs in utube? , I often watch utube too to distract my mind, or to feel sleepy.)
@VictoriaLove7
Idk what seritonin thingy is....and idk...trynna play a game to distract....not helping...
@kylersartpace
(It is something in our body that helps us to feel happy. )
😟 hugs 🫂 Kyler..
@VictoriaLove7
im sorry...i struggle a lot...ik...
@kylersartpace
It is okie, Kyler 😟 do not be sorry for struggling. Hugs hugs 🫂 😟
@VictoriaLove7
its daily that somethings wrong for me though....
@kylersartpace
It must have been tough to feel like something is wrong every day. 😟
(me here with you, me often not know the right words to say, or reply late, but I'm here, Kyler 🫂😟)
Even if it feels like something wrong every day, know that it is not your fault, Kyler. There are things that are beyond our control. 🫂😟
@VictoriaLove7
things are always my fault...
@kylersartpace
Even if that's what your parents or teacher say, know that it is not your fault, Kyler 😟🫂
@VictoriaLove7
how is it not my fault...
@kylersartpace
Because you are struggling, Kyler 🫂😟 , you have done the best you could. It must have been hard to have to get shouted at often by your parents, in that situation, you are being strong 🫂😟
@VictoriaLove7
but im told its my fault im struggling...
@VictoriaLove7
so....i think im after getting a migraine....im really not feeling good...but cant even rest....
@kylersartpace
Kyler 😟 me late in replying, because I was resting. How's your migraine? Have you been able to sleep?
@VictoriaLove7
not slept yet....may be 3am....but yeah...and migraines better kinda i think....but i realised somethings trauma for me today....
@kylersartpace
Kyler, it might also be because you have taken monster 👻 & coffee ☕ so it kept you awake. But because of migraine too. When I had migraine, I took pain reliver, I'm not sure if it is okie for you too? 😟
Trauma is definitely stressful, is there a way for you to get counseling for that? 😟
@VictoriaLove7
nah i cant get *** for it and ill be fine its not as bad because i had taken a strong pain killer also not asleep because i messed up my sleep schedule when i was sick before
@kylersartpace
Okies, Kyler 😟 I hope you will try to rest though cannot fall asleep