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A place for Mittens and Bear :3
@7Bear7
Hiii! Sorry for a bit of the delay but I made the place
@mittens8774
Yay! Your perfectly fine don't worry! :3
How was your day?
@7Bear7
It was well and kinda weird but I cant complain :3
@mittens8774
Weird? What happened?
Sorry may have long reply times I am trying to write my paper some.
@7Bear7
I got news from the doctors that I dont seem to have anything seriously wrong, so they will give me new meds and if they work and I dont get worse I should be better. Although I am relieved I have a fear I will lose the support if I have something else wrong with me or if the meds don't work, I still dont feel well and the meds they gave me before didnt work which is why I did get the checks despite the cost.
I can at least be comforted it isnt bad enough to be obviously wrong over the scans
@mittens8774
Well at least it isn't something seen on the scans immediately. I understand being frustrated when doctors can't figure out watch is wrong with you, my sister has had major medical problems for around 10 years and only found out at least the major part of it in December/January. I really hope your new meds work! :3 and uhh happy late birthday! ;)
@7Bear7
Thank you!
I hope it either works or the issues are still seen enough to get me more checks because I haven't been getting much better 3:
@mittens8774
Prayering for you. ❤️🙏
@7Bear7 <3
Besides that though, how are you doing? Is your day going well :3
@mittens8774
It's okay, tho apparently my class is cancelled so I drove in about 2 hours early! 😭 I could have slept more! other than being tired it's going good, how about yours!
@7Bear7
Im really tired today and dont feel too well but Ill be going home early, im conflicted weather I wanna sleep or play games to check out the April fools stuff when I get home
@mittens8774
Maybe take a nap? Then if you want to when you get up you can check out the game stuff?
I feel ya one the being tired man, hope ya can feel better both with the medicine and just better energy! :3 ;)
@7Bear7
Sorry for disappearing I just fell asleep when I got home, before I got home I did get new shoes :3
@mittens8774
Don't worry mate I was busy too! :3
New shoes?? Are they comfy? Are they cool? ;)
@7Bear7
Ill be able to give them a proper try tomorrow but I did try them on a bit today and they're comfortable so far. I think they look cool as well, heres a picture I found online of them :3 
@mittens8774
Noice!!!!! :3 they look super cool! Are they steel toe? Hope you have a good rest tonight so you can try them on with full energy tomorrow! ;)
@7Bear7
No steel toe, they are a bit on the fancier end for boots although its what I like about them because I wanted something that looked nice especially in formal clothes but could also be roughened up. Before those I wore these brown leather shoes which looked nice but got worn out during my everyday
@mittens8774
Ohhhh trust me I get that! I finally stopped growing so I now have a work pair and church/fancy pair, but it is always a pain when something wears out before it should! Glad you like em mate! :3 how was your day other than that?
@7Bear7
It was kinda slow and I was tired so it felt like a lot more weight than it was on me, but after that nap I feel good.
I had to only deal with half of the school day at least, and when I was there I shared a coffee with one of my friends which felt nice
@mittens8774Sorry you felt weighed down, glad you feel better and got to share some coffee! (You can have all my coffee! Lol I don't like the stuff ;)
@7Bear7
Are you more of a tea person? or energy drinks >:3
@mittens8774
For the longest time I hated tea and coffee but now I like hot tea or at least some teas. Energy drinks tho I drink Powerade a lot but don't think that counts, and I have had monster a few times but not regularly at all? *Shrug* ;)
What's your favorite drink?
@7Bear7
In terms of for energy coffee 100% but for just overall favorite is, champurrado which is this thick hot chocolate
@mittens8774
Wow! That hot chocolate sounds nice!!!
@7Bear7
Sadly its getting too warm for that, although I also like floats and cream soda :3
@mittens8774
🍵☕🍵
Floats and cream soda sound super nice! And yah it's definitely too hot for hot chocolate, or at least in Texas it is! ;)
@7Bear7
Also I think I am going to try and sleep now! You have a goodnight buddy! :3
@7Bear7
Goodnight! Have a nice rest, I took my sleepy meds and am gonna try to sleep myself
@mittens8774
Good luck, I take over the counter melatonin off and on for my sleepy issues. Sweet dreams! :3
@7Bear7
Good morning!
@mittens8774
Good morning! :3 ya sleep well, did the sleepy meds help? Also I am with my mom at the doctor's office so I might be super delayed in replying.
@7Bear7
I slept well! Aso I probably wont be around for a bit during school so its all fine, hopefully everything is well with you
@mittens8774
Everything is going okay, I hope you have a good school day! ;)
@7Bear7
It wasnt that great due to testing but Im home now and feel kinda alright but I may be out for a bit or even a day
@mittens8774
Oof that doesn't sound that fun, hope you can rest up good! ;)
@7Bear7
Hiii Im back! I got checked out yesterday and I'm doing a bit better, the medicine they gave me was actually bad for me 3:
Other than that they said things should clear up on their own with time
@mittens8774
Okay, sorry that the medicine isn't working. Praying for your recovery! :3
Hope this day goes better! ;)
@7Bear7
Hiii! Im doing a bit better, how about you?
@mittens8774
Glad you're doing better.
I am tired and trying to finish a paper before midnight! 😭
@7Bear7
I know that crunch and I just hate it! Hopefully it isnt too draining and you can get through it
@mittens8774
Yahh, it came down to the literal wire, and I missed. I sent him a email with it and apologizing for being late, cuz I hit send before it changed on my screen but it didn't take so yah I am super exhausted now. 😔
@7Bear7
At least its finally the weekend! :D
@mittens8774
Yay!!!!!!! How did you're day go? 😊
@7Bear7
It was alright, things feel weird but might be getting back to being normal? Even if a bit tiring to get my school stuff back on track
@mittens8774
That's good, I am glad you are getting back on track. Hope you really start to feel better! :3
@7Bear7
Yeah physically I am starting to get better but mentally I am weird, in this state of recovery but also a lingering fear of things as I try to get back to how I was
@mittens8774
I can kinda get that, I don't know what you had/have but I understand being metal exhausted after being sick for a week, so I can imagine what your going through being much worse! Really praying for you! :3
Hugs
@mittens8774
Hey buddy! I am checking in on ya, hope you weekend is going well! ;) Are you feeling any better, and getting some good rest?
@7Bear7
Hii yea things are getting better :3
I am just a bit busy since I have to catch up on a lot of work and trying to set my mind back into being normal.
Also I had to deal with internal bleeding and am dealing with some liver issues, I have a blood disorder where my body doesnt stop bleeding as well due to my immune system attacking the platelets which are needed for making blood clots. I take medication for it and before when we had health insurance I would get weekly cheeks to make sure my liver and kidneys were working well and could take early action as the meds can be damaging to both especially with what I take for pain 3:
@mittens8774
I was lucky the bleeding wasnt as bad due to the meds which is why I was happy no surgery was needed, although I will have to take less pain meds for a bit
@mittens8774
Super glad you don't need surgery! :3
@mittens8774
Sorry for the late reply I feel asleep.
I am glad you are still doing better! :3 hope you don't get to stress from catch up work.
Internal bleeding doesn't sound fun at all. I hope the medicine and doctors are able to heal it up! Weekly medical checks sound tough, but it sounds better than a damaged organ. :3
Sending you hugs and prayers! :3 ❤️
@7Bear7
Thank you
Also how have you been doing? :3
@mittens8774
Hey sorry, I have had a interesting, fun(ish), and a ruff day. I saw your post but didn't reply immediately and it didn't pop up when I was on for the few minutes to check stuff, so it is my fault I kinda forgot sorry.
I am doing decent, having a bad night currently(I can't fall asleep) but otherwise everything is about even, ups and downs.
What about you the school week should have started, and did you get News about medicine or tests?
@7Bear7
Thats alright, I did not get any further news about things sadly. The school week is tiring but the workload is starting to slow down as the year comes to an end
@mittens8774
Ohhh dang, I thought I deprsdl to this but I guess I didn't. Uhhhh I don't know what to say I am super sleepy, sorry for rpeproslying late I was doing school all yesterday and spending time with my sister and today I forgot to get on and then went to a friend's partetsy sooo yahhhhhhhh. I hope you're doing better sorry the doc don't have any news
@7Bear7
It's all fine if you need time for life and things :3
@mittens8774
Nahhh I get on almost every day for a few minutes and I was sure I responded, because the notification was gone. So I was like I wonder why I haven't seen anything from him, and I go look and I didn't respond 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭
Anyways how is your week going?
@7Bear7
It's going alright, a little tired but I dont have much to worry about on the weekends :3
@mittens8774
That's good! I am glad you are making it! :3
@7Bear7
Hallo! :3
I'll have like nothing to do today because everyone else will be testing
@mittens8774
Oof! Yah I have a test today to, I also gotta write my speech some more, so I have no idea how busy I'll be other than busy😭😭😭
Hope your day goes well! :3
@7Bear7
May I ask what your speech is about? :3
@mittens8774
Of course! It's for a Christian competition, the theme for the whole event is meant for good coming from Genesis 50:20. I am still ironing my draft out so I am not a hundred percent sure what I am going to talk about. It will probably be something about the fear of the church and how we can try to lessen it by following the example Jesus gave when talking to new people (listen, comfort, guide.)
@7Bear7
That sounds so cool! :3
Keep me updated with how things go, although I wasn't raised in a very religious household I did study the bible when I was younger and it stuck with me. It helped shape the morals I have and stick with today :3
@mittens8774
Hey Mittens! Sorry I got distracted and forgot to respond. My aim towards the speech changed to the church is meant for good, and how Jesus acted and how we can act like him.
I gave it today, didn't place but it was a great competition, I had wonderful brother's in Christ as my competitors, and I am sure it was a great experience for myself, the competitors, and the listeners!
how did you weekend go? Hope you are doing well! ❤️
@7Bear7
That sounds wonderful :3
I'm having a bit of an eventful weekend, today I just came back from an airsoft match and the whole event was just friends there so that was nice.
Although I was running assault gear so I was very up close with the enemy but I enjoyed it! Half of my squad was also built for close quarters whilst the other half were heavy weapons and mg's, it seems a bit counterintuitive but when we were playing it worked almost perfectly. The heavy guys would keep the enemies behind cover whilst we rushed in and cleared fortifications and flanked the cover
@mittens8774
Okay. That's sounds awesome!!! I have wanted to try airsoft at some point but haven't found the time. Your team set up sounds both weird and cool. I hope you had a absolutely wonderful time playing with them all!
Sorry I didn't respond, I was like 99% sure I had sent a message but I guess not. So I will be manually checking this more now, cuz clearly I can't just rely on notifications. Once again sorry for the late reply.
@7Bear7
That's alright, I heard notifications can be a bit weird on the site.
Also you're up rather late, is everything alright?
@mittens8774
Yah I had to deal with the neighbors horses sneaking into our property. Then I showered and it was like after 11. Then I was just trying to sleep and it wasn't working. what about you why were you up?
@7Bear7
I had gone home early from school and slept through most of the day so was awake through the night, it was a bit rough though 3:
@mittens8774
Gotcha! Yah sleep can be weird and hard. I definitely struggle with it regularly but hey I haven't kicked the bucket yet soooooo. . . The mop water is still fresh and not on the floor! :3
PS I got no clue what that last bite meant but I left it in for fun! ;)
@7Bear7
Sorry I disappeared I felt just blegh for awhile, but I'm back :3
I even found a cool game to enjoy
@mittens8774
I am sorry you were feeling bad. I am glad you are back and feeling better! What's the game?
@7Bear7
It's called Space Station 14, its where you play as your character and a job on the space station either to help or harm it.
Each server has their own world or things to do and I enjoy this one which focuses less on a singular massive space station to individual ships and space travel.
@mittens8774
Ohhh that's cool! It's sounds similar to something I have played before!
I am starting to wonder if it's not sending some of my reply's or if I am dreaming I have replied because with more than just you I could have sworn that I replied and then look and there isn't one!!! Sorry
@7Bear7
Ive had that happen before and its so weird waking up after everything.
Also the game is based off of an earlier one/is kinda a squeal. It's weird because it was made open sourced and thus the new game came about supported by the community
@mittens8774
Ohhhh yeah realistic dreams are so difficult to manage because like sometimes I am literally not sure if I actually did something or just dreamed it!
So the original was open source and the new one (that you're playing now) is better? That's actually kinda weird!
@7Bear7
I enjoy open source games and do love to help out on them, they feel kinda special because of how well knit the community is together and not having to worry about an update that would put paywalls or something.
Even the mods for them are rather nice but it means things do break a lot and mods or additional stuff can be hard or long to fix
@mittens8774
Man I must be a really bad pen pal, I said I was gonna double check this more often now and didn't. Sorry.
That's cool I can see the close knit community being cool to be apart of! Glad you have something fun like that to do.
How is it going with the doctors? Hope your health is doing good or better!
Sorry I haven't been replying to a lot of people last week but finales has hit me hard so I am a little busy and forgot about people here. 😔 :( so once again sorry for not checking in on ya.
@7Bear7
Hello again, Im sorry for kind of disappearing for awhile.
My depression kind of made me withdraw from everything but slowly I have begun to recover and get back into my social things, also I wouldnt say you're a bad pen pal and really helped me back then :D
@mittens8774
Hey it's been awhile, I am not on here as consistently. . . So sorry for late reply including this one.
I am glad you don't think me bad (I still do not just because of you) I have a bad self image so yea. . . I try not to talk down about myself in front of others because they don't like it but idk
Sorry depression hit you that hard, hopefully you are feeling any level better now.
How has life been? Anyways interesting happen?