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@chillmoon btw I'm also sry for taking too much time on the chat 😅 we can always take breaks in between, and let each other know 🤗 so when ur Abt to study, it doesn't feel like too much distraction 💖 <3
@fossilfellow noo noooo. I love to talk with you.
I agree. Well let each other know and take breaks 😊
@chillmoon me too <33
yupp! 💖🥰
@fossilfellow I'm going now. See you tommorowww💗🫂
@chillmoon Okeie, byeei 💖🥰
*hugs* 🐾💕
@chillmoon hey, how are you feeling? <3
@fossilfellow I'm feeling good after a long time. It's surprising how numb I feel in days of watching shorts. I feel grounded. Even though I didn't do any studying today, I don't feel guilty.
@chillmoon Yay, I'm so happy for you 💖💖
I slept in the morning and had a slip after waking up, so feeling drained rn :(
@fossilfellow Come ill give you a bear hug
@chillmoon thank you ❤️❤️
@fossilfellow I've got to go. Sryy. We have some guests over. Will talk tomorrow.
You are okay fossil, i love you, we are growing. don't blame yourself. it's not your fault. the companies have made it irresistible
sending lots of love 💗
@chillmoon
Yes, moon it's okai <33 I love you too 💝 u take care 🥰
Sending you tons of love 🐾💖💕
@chillmoon hiii moon, how are you feeling? <3
Today I had a nice day at gym 😁 I've made lot of aquientances there nd they encouraged me to flex in front of gym XD to see progress :))
I haven't slept since then, I was scrolling all day... and told my friends not to come today, I'll sleep for sometime rn and then study after waking up.
@fossilfellow
Gym bro era activated 😂💓💓💓
@chillmoon hehe 😁😁💖❤️
@fossilfellow ohh. kk. it is better to rest.
@chillmoon ❤️❤️
@chillmoon hey, how are you? <3
@fossilfellow Not good actually.
Here's what happened.
Remember I told you I got bad results for my exam? Most of my friends got great results. I have a friend group of 10 and 8 of them got into medical school. They are really lovely people and I love them. I never feel jealous. I've never felt jealous of anyone or anything in my life. So I am soooo happy for them and am over the moon :))))))))))))))))
So my closest friend ranked 6th in our state. So she gave a party. I went and the moment i came home, i started crying. I cried for an hour straight, and after that didn't eat, didn't shower and went to bed. But i couldn't sleep. I felt soo heavy. Then I cried again. I saw dreams last night.
I feel tired and drained.
@chillmoon I'm so very sorry moon you've been feeling this way :(( seeing others scoring well.. even if we don't want to or hate ourselves for it, the comparison feels brutal.
Please know that there's nothing wrong with you for feeling these emotions.. you went to a party of your closest friends and even that for the celebration of their result. your feelings are completely valid, and they matter ❤️
This doesn't have to define you or your worth. I'm here for you 💖 you're not alone. I'm sorry you had those dreams.. whatever dream it was, it's wasn't real, when you're feeling so drained and tired it's normal to have these thoughts.
I won't try to fix you, I'm just here with you in this I know that you're trying, even if you don't see it yourself rn, I know that you care deep down... Your friends are not you, You're different with a different and unique story. you have your own things and struggles you have been going through for so long. But you're still here and still showing up. That's that truly matters.
Please be gentle with yourself rn 💖ou don't have to have it all figured out today, okay? I love you 💝 and I'm here for you. You don't have to carry it all alone 💖
*Biggggg hugs* 🫂💖
@fossilfellow I literally cried reading this 😭😭😭. Thank you so so much. Means a lot more than you realize. *HUGS YOU BACK* You are a star fossil, thank you for the love.
@chillmoon
*Biggg Hugs back* 🫂💝
@chillmoon
@fossilfellow 
@chillmoon ❤️
I'm here for you 💖
@fossilfellow How are you today? Did you go to the gym?
@chillmoon Hiii ❤️
I think I'm okay rn, i just woke up, i slept for like 2-3hrs after coming from gym.
My day was good at gym today <3
And you?
@fossilfellow That's great :))).
I woke up and came on cups , then slept again and went outside for a walk.
@chillmoon okeei nicee,
*Hugs* ❤️
I feel a bit dizzy rn, for some reason.. idk if more sleep will help. I felt a bit anxious after waking up :(
@fossilfellow Did you drink enough water?
Did you eat ?
@chillmoon uhhhh, not enough i guess..
@fossilfellow Have you been to Shimla? I have wanted to go there cs I heard from a person it has pretty views
@chillmoon Nope i haven't... I've heard of shimla too, I forgot how it looks, lemme google it real quick xd
@fossilfellow bro it's in India lol
@chillmoon I know 𤧠it's just idk how every part looks yk.. from the inside. Idk if that makes much sense, it's too wide, i keep forgetting..
@fossilfellow It makes perfect sense. Like it's like different countries ryt. Nothern part is snow and there's no snow in south. So it's like different countries
@chillmoon Yeah, I haven't seen snow myself.. that's one of my dreams to play with snow and make a snow man some day XD
@fossilfellow Hope you'll be able to see snow soon :) Maybe when you go to college.
And I also want to see snow again
@chillmoon You said earlier u have been on snow once? right
@fossilfellow Yeah. I've seen in Canada
@chillmoon I see, Canada is pretty nice <3
( Devon larrat — my fav arm-wrestler is also from there )
I wanna visit some day, I've seen it's easier to travel to Canada then most countries.. how was ur experience?
( if I get a chance )
I see, Yeahh it has pretty nicee views, but it's actually really far from where i live
@fossilfellow ohhhhhh kk
@fossilfellow I forgot how big India is hehe
@chillmoon Yeah it really is, they don't Exaggerate XD also, here festives are really common, like idk half of the names of festives ppl hav been celebrating since i was born... There's always something to be celebrated, like every week or two...
@fossilfellow I see. haha every two weeks? i can't even imagine. India is known for it's festivals ryt. Very lively and vibrant. Are you a fan of festivals? :)
@chillmoom nope, I'm not a huge fan of festives... Like it's very irritating at times, loud crackers sudden starts to fire at 3 am 🤧 and stuff... That's the part I hate, but have gotten pretty used to <3.
We don't celebrate every festive, like personally but we watch others celebrate in streets and stuffs.. people be dancing here on streets every other week, with loud music and disco's celebrating some festival. It's colourfull and beautiful too.
I myself participate in some of them, every year with my family 😁
@fossilfellow omg no way. Dancing in the streets? I'm sure it's such a vibe
Yeah loud crackers is not pleasant at all, especially at night
Glad to hear you've gotten used to it. I think it's hard to be in India if you don't like the festivities.
Lovely🫶🫶.
@chillmoon Yupp, it's like hundreds of people dancing at once, sometimes even a thousand+... At big festives like ganesh chaturthi..
I used to enjoy "Durga puja" there's a game we play <3 with stick like things called dandiya... People and children's do the classic dances for hours.
That's one of the times in the year when music is non- negotiable... It would be playing the entire evening and nights. On highest volumes XD.
@fossilfellow ooommggggggggggggg 😮😮😮😮
I have never seen so many people dance
now i want to come to a festival in india lol
@chillmoon Yeahhh, also there's like saperate sections for dancing. For womens there a different section and for men there's a different one. But they play repetitive sound tracks , I've gotten bored off by now, but you'd probably enjoy it xd 😁
@fossilfellow damn. It'd be a really fun experience
@fossilfellow
Drink water and get some rest. If it doesn't go away you can tell someone
You don't have to reply now :) dizziness will increase then
@chillmoon Oki moon I will <3
I just drank some water, still feeling kinda dizzy but i think I'm able to chat 🤗
@fossilfellow It won't cure the dizziness lol, but kk
@chillmoon yeah
@chillmoon tbh, over time, I and most people get bored of it i feel, especially younger ones.
After a certain age, we don't enjoy festives so much, during my childhood I use to love these festives so much
@fossilfellow ohhh I see. But Indian weddings also is a huge ceremony ryt
@chillmoon Yeah, it is. Well I like the foods 😅 that I get to eat for free on weddings XD, they're super tasty. Especially "Pani puri" 😋
@fossilfellow sounds yummyyyyyy
well, it's always the food right 😂
@chillmoon Yeah 😂😂 I love the foods.
@chillmoom Do u have any fav food? <3
@fossilfellow I love creamy cheese pasta
what's yours?
@chillmoon I like pizza and shawarma <33 🤗
