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@fossilfellow How are you today :)
We are getting ready for new year celebrations. Do you guys also have new year this week?
@chillmoon Nope, I don't celebrate New year rn :) I didn't know you have new year this week 💖
I just came from gym and hour ago, my day was pretty today 🥰
@fossilfellow ahhh I see.
Niceeee
@chillmoon I can't find your message.. but here you go ❤️
@fossilfellow thanksssss
@chillmoon I love you moon, and It's not your fault that u have those thoughts nd dreams, it doesn't define you as a person ❤️ I love you always 💝
*Biggggggg hugs* 🐾💕
@fossilfellow thank you so so muchhhhh
you make me remind myself that i am loved by people who know my addictions and all. cs i always wonder if people in real life will care for me if they know what i have done and do.
Bigggg hugs backkkk
love you
@chillmoon I'm always here for you ❤️
Take care <33
@fossilfellow hey fossil I have to go. Have a lot of chores to do cs our relatives are coming today for new year. hope you have some rest. byee
@chillmoon Yeah, I'll sleep for some hours rn ❤️
Byeii 💖🫂
@fossilfellow okayyyyy. byee
@chillmoon
@fossilfellow The message I sent now about new year celebrations?
@chillmoon I can see that <33 💖🥰
@fossilfellow ah kk.
@chillmoon I'm kinda tired rn tbh, Sry if my msgs feel low in energy :[
@fossilfellow No worries at alllll. You don't have to be exited or anything else.
Tbh I don't use much emojis and repeated letters in real life. but in cups i do. sometimes bcs here a lot of people use and my texts feel no love or emotions without emojis.
@chillmoon yeah... I can relate, I over think a lot of not coming off as rude at times, cus it's never my intention :(
@fossilfellow yessss. Same.
@chillmoon hehe <3 so glad I'm not the only one 😅❤️
@fossilfellow loll 💕
@chillmoon but I love using emojies when welcoming ppl <3 😁 like different emojies have different meanings... In my welcomes. For eg.
🍀 This means good luck.
🐞 This is from a series I love it's called " Miraculous Lady Bug " <3 have u heard of it? <3
🐾 My cats paw :p
@chillmoon Hiii, how are you feeling? <3
@chillmoon Hugs for you 💖🫂
@fossilfellow aww thank youuuuu fossil
@chillmoon here for you 💖🥰
Happy New Year btw... I realised that it's new year for me too 😅❤️
@fossilfellow brow what 😂
@chillmoon yeahhh 😅 I got to know that yesterday.. I'm pretty bad at keeping track of events 😭😭
@fossilfellow lolllll
@fossilfellow I'm okay.
Sry I couldn't come on cups cs of new year celebrations. Had relatives over at our house. I am so drained. I physically feel tired. I used to love new year time cs I get to play with everyone and have sleepovers and stuff. But now it was a headache. Shows how depression has changed me. Putting a smile all day and talking and playing sometimes with people is draining now.
How are you?
Even I am not here, tell me about your day or anything actually. When I come, I will reply.
@chillmoon I'm so sorry you had such a rough time on new year :( I feel you, it's very draining to pretend being lively when you're feeling so low on the inside.
*Bigggggg hugs* to you 💖🫂
I'm feeling good rn, I was playing some ice breakers to distract myself... actually I had relapses, so I was feeling very low since past two days :(
I love you, thank you! 💖🫂
@fossilfellow *hugs you back*
Nice to hear you did icebreakers :) Sorry to hear you relapsed. Sending lots and lots of love
(don't mind if msgs are short. im tired hehe)
good nightttttt
@chillmoon Thank youu! <33 🥰
And nope, it's completely okei for msgs to be shorts ❤️
*Bigggggg hugs* <3
Gudnite 🐾💖🤗
@fossilfellow hey thanks for understanding
@chillmoon ❤️❤️
@chillmoon Okey I will ❤️🥰 and you too <3 I love and care about you 💝
I'll have an exam on 20th April actually, which I haven't prepared anything for.. but still going attempt. It'll be in the morning, and the centre is very far from where i live, so we'll have to be out by 4.30 am atleast :(
It'll be done on the computer, with options, but it's not the one I've been preparing for, kind of an extra, but still Imp, I'll atleast give it an attempt, and hope for the best.
@fossilfellow ahh i see. you are absolutely right. the attempt is the first step.
@chillmoon yeah
@fossilfellow jesus 4.30?😕😕😕. That is tough. Showing up for the exam is a victory itself. We are nit going to care about anything else. not about the marks, not about other people, nothing.
Try thinking that you don't give a s.hit about the results, then you may be able to study. It works for me. Bcs usually when i start to study, i want the best marks, great results and it's just impossible to do in a short period of time. And when hard concepts and questions hit, I get thoughts of social embarrassment and what not. So I say 'i don't care if i get 4 marks for the exam, I expect studying to be hard. I don't care abt other people'
You are awesome. You are loved. I love you. You are going to be okay. No matter how the exam goes, I will still love and care for you.After this We can do better in the next one right.
@chillmoon Thank you so, so much 💖🫂 I love you moon, and likewise, no matter how you do, I'll always love you the same 💝 You're amazing, loved and cared for by my side <3
@fossilfellow 
@chillmoon
@fossilfellow so cuteeeeee
and that is my dog's breed too haha
@chillmoon And yup, we can always try to do better next time 🍀🤍 :)
@chillmoon hiii, how are you feeling? <3
I slept for few hours after coming from gym, but still feel sleepy rn.
I'll try to study today for atleast 30mins, i have been avoiding it a lot lately :(
@fossilfellow 💕💕
@fossilfellow 💗
@fossilfellow heyy fossil, sry. I couldn't come on cups with visitors and everything. I relapsed today. I am figuring everything out and hopefully a study plan for my exam in August.
I will reply to everything when I come back. I'll come back tomorrow or the day after
sending looooooootssss of loveeeeeeeeeeeeeee
@chillmoon hey moon, I'm so sorry you had a relapse :( please be gentle with yourself ❤️ I've also had multiple slips and relapses... you're not alone 💖 there's no rush to reply, take ur time <3, and know that I love and care about you <3 no matter what, I'm always here for you :))
*Bigggggggg hugs* <333
@chillmoon ❤️
@fossilfellow Thank you so so much
@chillmoon
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
@chillmoon hiii moon, how are you feeling? <3
*hugs* 🐾💖
@fossilfellow I honestly don't feel anything. I don't feel sad. and I don't feel happy either. but It's better than feeling sad and horrible.
I relapsed about 4 times last week. My friend came over for 2 days and we studied together for a total of 7 hours. (that is one reason i couldn't come on cups, cs my friend was here)
I also went to a practice paper class for Chemistry. The paper was 5 hours 😭
I couldn't write at least half the paper cs I don't know anythinggggg
I want to make a study plan for the next month. I'm procrastinating on that, but hopefully i will do that.
@chillmoon
I can relate, I also had many relapse last week :( and one yesterday, you're not alone ❤️ I'm glad ur friend came over, nd you managed to study for 7 hours, that's truly AWESOME <33
5 hours of paper is a lot 😕 that must've been exhausting...for you. It's okay that you weren't able to ans everything.. you atleast showed up from the paper <33 that's a win on it self <3 I'm proud of you ❤️
And I love you the same no matter how your exam went or how you performed 💝💖🫂
I'm here for you ❤️ *Bigggggg hugs* <3
