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@chillmoon I'm on my way home rn, very exhausted :( I feel like the exam went better than expected 🤍 I've got allergies all over my skin rn :( cus of fever and all. ( It's very itchy ) There's still atleast 4 hours of travelling left till we reach home 😕 then I'll take shower and try to sleep 🤍
@fossilfellow ohhh. You must be really exhausted. The exam itself is tiring and there was travelling on top of that. Warm hug.
Glad to hear it went well. I am so glad.
Oh noooo. Is it the itchiness you got before also? Good thing it came after the exam ryt.
Anyway do rest. You don't have much energy with the fever.
did you reach home safe? 4 hrs of train ride after the exam is harddddd
(btw don't mind me not using emojis much. i have all the related emotions to the sentences. do imagine with expressions. hehe)
@chillmoon It's completely okei dw Abt emojies or energy really <3 U jus' being here means a lot to me ❤️🥰
I had allergy during exam... And it was worse cus there was no Ac in class room. Yes. Computer class had no A.C 😭 the clg was so big but still it had no cooler on lab, instead there were A.C on the room where we all kept out bags for safety.. with hogwards music playing in there ( prob from someone phone ringtone )
Way back home was huddle and tiring.. cus of lot of things, but we reached safely <3 ❤️
I'm feeling a lot better today <3 my fever and allergy is almost gone 💖
Thank you soo much 💝🫂
*Biggggg hugs* <33
@fossilfellow OHHHH NOOO. During the exammmm?????
there was ac in the locker room but not in the exam hall 😭
heat must've made it worse.
glad to hear you are feeling better today
love
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@chillmoon hiii moon, how are you feeling? <3
@fossilfellow I am feeling good.
I went for paper class. I got 30% 🥲. Embarrassed but i will work from today well.
I've only got 3 months for my main exam. (I am retaking the exam cs i didn't get enough marks in the last year). It decides what college and degree I can take. If i don't improve i will literally not be able to go to any good degree. so have to work. and work hard. if not, i'm done for. cs this is like my second chance. and i don't want to embarrass my parents. yk what i mean. cs my friends got good marks and 8 of my classmates got selected to medical college last year. While I barely passed. It breaks my heart that i don't work well cs i want my family to be happy.
@chillmoon I'm hear you, u don't need to be embassrased here ❤️ please be gentle with yourself... I know that you're trying, and this matters to you. Comparison feels so heavy 🙁 but i know you got this. You've gave the exam once before, u have a little even 1 % more knowledge than earlier.. keep trying, and i know that you can do this ❤️❤️
I'm here for you, and I love you regardless of your marks 💖
@fossilfellow I hear you *
@fossilfellow Thank you so much
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@chillmoon I love you, no matter what <3 here for you 💖
@fossilfellow Thank you fossil. Means a world to me.
@chillmoon 💝💝💝
@chillmoon Hiii, how are you feeling? <3
@fossilfellow heyy
I am doing good. I am feeling less depressed. I am energetic than before. After like 2 years. I am on high dose depression medicine, and hopefully doctors will lower the dosage now. Yesterday was the first day in 2 years that I lived without crying once.
How are you feeling today?
@chillmoon damnn 🙁 I'm sry you've been feeling so heavy everyday... Thats even sounds so exhausting :'( I'm hlad you had those medications, and feelings better today... Ive never had any kinda medicines for mental health. Yeah I hope too, r there any side effects for high dosage?
@fossilfellow glad*
@fossilfellow I don't have any side effects yet
@chillmoon okay, I'm glad ❤️❤️
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I found out this morning that tommorow is my result day :( and had a relapse today.
@fossilfellow hopefully I pass in all subjects atleast 🍀🤍 :(
@fossilfellow yeah. hopefully.
@chillmoon ❤️❤️
@fossilfellow ohhhhh
@fossilfellow I'm sorry you had a relapse. With the exam and everything it must be quite hard, like nervous maybe
Yeah.. I just woke up, after coming from workout.. but still feeling low. I-g wil sleep for sum more, my resul will be at 1pm.. so yeah, tbh I have no expectations from the result.. rn
@fossilfellow ohh. our exam results don't come that soon.
Well, let's hope for the best
@chillmoon This year's result came too soon, it usually comes much later..
@fossilfellow ahh I see
@chillmoon My result just came, It's a lot better than i imagined ❤️❤️
@fossilfellow omgggggggg
yayyyyy
I'm so happy for you
:))))))))
I passed on all the subjects 💝😁🤗
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@fossilfellow DAMNNNNNNNN
@chillmoon Thank youu!! 💖🤗 :)) <3
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@fossilfellow ow my gawd
the lat one is so cute i cant
@chillmoon hehe ikrr :33
@chillmoon how ru feeling? <3
@fossilfellow I feeling okay. I missed a class today. It was at 7.30 a.m. and I remembered it was pm. It's the first day so i forgot the time. It's an online class, for 5 hrs. It's still going but if i join now, it's hard to catch up. So i have to watch a 5 hour recording later today 🥲. I lied to my mom and said it was at 7.30. 😭😭 i hate that i lied but ... . so yeah. I'll have to watch the recording at 7.30 p.m.
3 years ago me would've never thought i'll be lying about classes.
@chillmoon oh 🙁 you thought it's pm but turned out it's am, i can relate to that.. it's okay 🤍 5 hours long class is insane.. even that online, yeah ur right... Watching recorded would be better ❤️ there would be an option for "speeding up/ 1.5x" the lecture too right ?
It's okay ❤️ don't be too hard on yourself 🤍🤍 I'm here for you <3 I love every version of you good or bad <3
Sending you *Biggggggggg hugs* <33
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@chillmoon and btw no one is all good ur just a human trying to survive <3 💝🫂
@chillmoon we are*
@fossilfellow yeah, I can watch it a bit fast.
Thank you fossil
BIGGGGG hugsss
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@fossilfellow How are you?
Is all the exams over for you, or is this one of many exams
@chillmoon I'm feel good rn <3 my exams... I think one is left ( 2nd attempt, but i.g I'll attempt it only if the centre is not too far ) I'll have to start looking for colleges for addmission from now.. like goin to different colleges offline and inquiring
@fossilfellow ahh I see.
You have to go to different collages? like physically go there?
Are those government colleges?
@chillmoon yeah physically go there :[
Idk maybe some are gov some are private, will have to see... my sis says to apply for colleges sooner and not to wait too much, cus in the end a lot of times seats become unavailable in the end..
Then afterwards we can look for better colleges without feeling limited ( hope that makes sense)
@fossilfellow I never knew colleges require physical attendance to apply
Ah I see.
Yeah, if there are a limited number of seats, it will fill up soon
@chillmoon yup <3
@chillmoon I had a bad dream yesterday related to my cat 😕 I'm glad it was just a dream.
@fossilfellow ohhhh. I'm sorry you had to see that.
IT IS JUST A DREAM
Dreams can be so scary, i saw one yesterday too.
I was in a market like place with stalls everywhere, and it was in a zoo 😂😭. There were tigers beside stalls -like not in a cage, just sleeping in the middle of everything.
@chillmoon lmao tigers sleeping in middle of road xD yeah it's just dream's but sometimes it effects out mood even after waking up..
Have you ever ridden any animal? Like horse or elephant?
@chillmoon do you dream often?
I use to dream a lot ( scary dreams mostly ) , but now it's become less often.
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