Little Space ❤️
@Optimisticempath
Please do not post or reply here unless you are @Optimisticempath or me! thank you for understanding!
Hey Opti, this is a little space for the both of us since our communication isnt clear. you can vent here and i will vent here too but only if we are comfy . this is a little space for the both of us when we need each other! your amazing and i love you very very much!
Bunny
@Optimisticempath
i couldnt reply to the other forum because of the glitches but the message you sent me:
"wait what?🥺 im ... i feel worried about you bunnwee :( please take care of yourself ;')
me sitting with youu 🥺 me loves chu too and hope you be better vv soon 💕 till then please take it one moment at a time, we'll get through this together ❤ you're not alone okk *hugging tight
you can poke me in my forum thread if you want company or just wanna talk or something sometime ok 💕 keeping you in thoughts and praying you feel better 🌹 sending lots of strength to youu"
I know your worried about me but i want you to know that im okay. im embracing my stupidity in this place okay? i did something stupid and im trying to recover . ❤️ i love you too. your kindness means the world to me. your amazing! *sits with you* ❤️ You amazing and i always here for you you wonderful human. just know im okay. and im here for you.
@amiableBunny4016 yayiee I found itt😭 bunwee I lost the tag to this sorry for getting here late :(
im soo happy you made a little space for us to talk 🥺 like that legit is so special 🤗 hugs super tightt 💕
how've you been bunny? me thinking of you and hoping you're being gentle with yourself 💕
@Optimisticempath
its okay. nothing to be sorry about Opti ❤️ it was my pleasure :') what friends are for after all. i'm fine . i don't really know to be honest❤️ what can i say? oh well.... how are you? i missed you too <3 i know things can go upsie and downsie but im always here for you <3
@amiableBunny4016 that is such a beautiful quote bunweee thanks for sharing 🥺 I carry so much of your kindness with me also 💕 you're an amazing friend, thanks for being here and for being you 🤗 me here for you too
im doing ok too I guess .. sometimes it does get difficult to make words right? i feel you bunnwee and really hope your being patient with yourself 💕 please always feel welcome to share anything on your mind 💕💕
me luvvvsss you too💕💕💕
@Optimisticempath
Like you said im stuck with you. The most amazing and kindest and most wonderful person.
@Optimisticempath
Well hello there Opti friend, I had a peak on your little diary forum. You dont seem to be doing okay buddy ♥️😮 of course no pressure to share anything but I'm here if you wanna talk 🥺 *sends hugs and love if okay* you very important and unique Opti :) you put on a smile on everyone's face and brighten the world🙏♥️ thank you for everything and I'm always here for you. We are always here for you Opti. And if there is anything that is bothering you, please reach out to someone ♥️ if it's not me, just talk to someone. 🥺 You deserve all the love and support! *Hugs if okay*
@amiableBunny4016 sitting with bunweee and hugging back 🥺🥺 thankchu for being here bunwee ❤ me appreciates youu lots *hugs🤗
bunwee it's been days I hope your ok bestie 💕 I miss you and hope to talk soon 🐰
@Optimisticempath
Forget it. It doesn't matter to anyone anyways.
@amiableBunny4016 what do you mean by that bunwee? :(
@Optimisticempath
Idk Opti
It used to seem like lonlieness was my comfort for a while
Now I hate lonlieness. The fact that I talk to no one just hurts.
I used to feel safe on 7cups. Now it feels unsafe. I barely login anymore.
I'm tired.
@amiableBunny4016 I can relate with that bunnwee :( it's sad when we get nauseatingly uncomfortable just being sometimes ... it gets tiring and even more lonely when there's no one to talk to understand:(
bunnweee if you ok talking here you can always share anything 💕 i may not have the most perfect things to say like some people (like even you.. gurl your amazing 💕) but Ill be here to listen and care because I genuinely do.. me cares about me bunnwer bestie lots and will be happy to do anything possible to make her feel lil better 🥺
sends lots of luvv💕
your not alone ever in this little space 🤗
@Optimisticempath
Opti wanna know something cool? None of us are perfect. And that's ok. You don't have to say anything amazingly perfect for me. You are enough for me. 💕We are both members. And it's okay. Don't overthink it. I don't mind anything you say. 💕 Okay? *Sends love and hugs if okay* it's gonna be okay. I'm right here. We are here together.
@amiableBunny4016 see what I meant? you do it again 🥺 you seem to have the right words always bunnwee 💕 thankyou for this. your the best really. I tried comforting you and you comforted me more instead xD there isnt anybunny like you 💕
hugs back 🤗🤗 yes we here and we'll get through everything 🧸
ps you said it :P we're not perfect and that's ok and it applies for you too sweet bunnwee 💕 you're amazing the way you are. I meannnn itttt
Im always happy to talk to you 🥺
@Optimisticempath
As a tiny 14 year old I never have the right words to say. :') 💕 I just get used to having my own little library in my head of what to say to people. 😀 It takes time to find a support system in our minds. But you are really amazing Opti, you have a unique way of supporting others and me 💕I think you have a way with words you amazing Hooman 💕 🥺 you are equally as good! 💕
Aww you so sweet *sends hugs and love if okay* 💕💕💕
@Optimsticempath
hi buddy <3 your in my thoughts *sending hugs if okay*
@amiableBunny4016
it's been forever bunwee 🥺 me almost even forgot this space thankiees for thinking of me and for the hugs 🥺 you are one of the kindest people ive met here or like outside cups life also and im so grateful for you 💕
how's you doing? *hugs back* missie you also 🤗
@Optimisticempath
im fine. <3 missed you lots too.
@amiableBunny4016 im hoping your fine in fine sense but if you ever not so fine you are still welcome here and accepted and luvved the same 🥺
it is really really nice to hear from you 💕 sends more huggieeees
@Optimisticempath
*hugs you* me sending you lots of love and good wishes💛
@amiableBunny4016 thankyou bunwee💛 sending more back yoh deserve it too frienddd🥺🤗🤗
@Optimisticempath
hey Opti :')
@amiableBunny4016
omgee bunwee friend i missed you so much 🥺*hugs youu tighttlyyy
you know i just posted in your diary so i didn't see this tag earlier... but this is so sweet us thinking of each other at the same time 🥺 keeps hugging 💕💕💕
@Optimisticempath
Awww 💖 *sends hugs if okay* I will try to reply to your sweet message asap. How is opti bear doing? 🥺💖
@amiableBunny4016
i think you did bunwee friend...ive logged in today after that day...I'll get back to your sweet message now 😄 your so amazing... bunwee friend 🥺 me luvs you lots 💕
hmm tis a difficult thing to answer.. im ok rn i think..not too bad..just breathing..v late here and cannot sleep so me logged in cups..
how's you? how was your day?
sends tight hugs 💕💕
@Optimisticempath
💖Luv u Opti. Aw, I hear you Opti :') it's difficult to know how we are doing and things can be really blurry. 💖 *Sends hugs if okay* I'm here for you if you wanna talk.
Eh I'm sitting in hospital. Day been boring 💖🥺😔
@amiableBunny4016 you literally melt my heart always bunwee friend 🥺🥺 omg 😭 💕💕
bunwee friend sometimes words are just hard to find ..😔 im lost..idk just making it thru..
sends hugs back🤗🤗
hospital.. you still in there?🥺 how you feeling bunwee friend? doctors and nurses being gentle with you? me hoping for your speedy recovery 🥺
@Optimsticempath
you know Opti? sometimes in life we get lost in this endless puzzle... we don't understand the right words to talk.... we don't understand how to get through it all because its all so much to cope with. *sits with you* i know words are just words at this point and its coming from a 14 year old. you are so brave and so worthy and it breaks me sometimes that you dont believe it. you have come this far Opti, this far. Keep going. 💜
I'm fine. <3 im getting there. surviving. yk. life has taken me in all sorts of directions. i've just learnt to accept defeat on its own.
Bunny :)
@Optimsticemapth
hi. just distracting myself by popping in here :') hru?
@amiableBunny4016 your always welcome here bunwee 💕💕 idk how to answer that tbh..im ok in the sense that i don't feel i care enough how I actually am so it doesn't matter..idk what im sayingvlmao sorry ...
I'm ok yeah!
you? <3
@Optimisticempath
its okay opti. i know. me feels like that too sometimes. its hard to be sure of how we are, or we have a feeling it doesnt really matter and that we dont care anymore. *hugs if okay*💕
@amiableBunny4016 yes bunwee friend 🥺 you feel it too? me sorry you understand this too...its no nice feeling 😔 *hugs tighttlyy💕
@Optimisticempath
so.. it always feels like its been forever since we last talked lol. 💛 you been up to any fun recently?
@amiableBunny4016
lmao yes xD idk im just so bad at talking sometimes...most times...me thinks 🤡
but it really is awesome to talk to bunwee friend anytime 🥺 sweet lil bunwee friend 💕💕
fun...idk...bunwee😬 I'm thinking hard but brain no braining...just existing....usual
how about you?😮 what you been upto?
@Optimsticempath
aww. you know Opti? i think even existing is an achievement, a new beginning, a new flick of a page. and i know it means nothing from a stranger on the other side of the screen, but i appreciate your existence. i appreciate this moment of you being human, purely just human. for breathing. for reading this. for being in this place. and I know this place is a painful one to be in (the world), the world is crazy and chaotic and overwhelming and everything can be so difficult :') even socialising. because we think we are so caught up in our trauma, that we forget how to love ourselves. we forget why we started. or is it even the start or the end? and oftentimes, we are in this tangled thread. like tangled wires. we think we are bad at talking or socialising, or we doubt ourselves, or we hate ourselves or we are having intrusive thoughts, and we are struggling, and depression and anxiety and crisis moments, and the crazy world, and the job we wanted to get done but didn't, and grief and isolation, its just a wire we cannot untangle. but anyways, what i'm trying to say is.... it takes alot of effort to purely exist, we just see sadness as it is, because the world cannot wipe our tears away, the world cannot unwrite our story, and the world cannot reverse our thoughts. existing is hard. and so for that.... im proud of you.
and i know its hard to believe for yourself, but i hope my words make up for yours. im so so proud of you and appreciate you for coming this far and existing and being and talking and seeing and laughing, crying, dancing, playing, working. i appreciate everything you did and will do, and i hope you will look back and appreciate yourself for all you did (I know its freaking difficult to appreciate ourselves, honestly.) existing is sometimes not very fun, but its purely and merely just an achievement and another word on the page <3
(sorry for rambling, i just realised how much i wrote)
i've been existing too. just surviving. and getting through life. <3
Bunny :)
@amiableBunny4016 bunwee friend I’ve missed you around 🥺 thinking of uuu and sending huggieeeeess
@Optimisticempath
hey opti 💛 thinking about you too.
@amiableBunny4016 bunweeee💕💕💕💕
so happieee to see you 🥹
have studies been good to you? :0
@Optimisticempath
happie to see you too. studies have been studying lol. preparing for maths, my favourite lol (i'm not being sarcastic lol). its been busy. what have you been up to? 💛
@amiableBunny4016 it’s funny how you had to specify it isn’t sarcastic 😂 math be like that xD
good wishes with the studies friend 💕
not much tbh mostly only surviving
I did order a couple of books … to like read lol .. waiting for them!! have you read any good books recently? or what are your fave books?