Space for soul and bunny
@mytwistedsoul
hi soul , sorry if you uncomfy with this forum. It's just a space for me and you to communicate and check in on each other/chat ❤️ if you don't like this or feel uncomfy please feel free to report it/get it deleted or I can ask to get it deleted . You have been a real help for me in forums and I appreciate you ❤️ your in my thoughts. *Sends good vibes if okay*
Your awesome!
Bunny
@amiableBunny4016 Whoa! This is so cool Bunny! Not uncomfortable at all! I'm actually touched that you made this space for us to talk. This is so awesome!
@mytwistedsoul
:') awwww I'm glad ❤️ always here for you soul buddy :)
@amiableBunny4016 The same goes for you too! Only ever just a tag away. I like talking with you and the fact that we have our own space is just so awesome! (I feel a happy dance coming on lol) :D
@mytwistedsoul
*happy dances with you*
@amiableBunny4016 How are things in the world of Bunny today?
I'd like you to know too that there's never any pressure to write here ok? I don't ever want you to feel obligated to write :)
@mytwistedsoul
honestly.. everythings going wrong as always... 7cups and home life... they all get tangled and if someone says something to me its like i overthink their words :') im just sitting outside my house waiting for her to open the door because god knows why she dragged me out T_T last night
@mytwistedsoul
how are things going for you? (No pressure)
@amiableBunny4016 I do the same thing more than I'd like. This place is supposed to be a safe haven and a place to share because there's no safe place in real life but then things happen here. It gets confusing and conflicting at the same time.
I'm sorry she did that to you. There's no good reason for her to do something like that in the dead of winter. :(
Me. .. I'm frustrated and disappointed by people in real life that say they'll help or that things can be done together and then they seem to fade away and you're stuck left trying to figure things out on your own (smh)
@mytwistedsoul
eh , honestly 7cups has been hard for me today with so many problems. but thats something for me to deal with on teens side. hehe <3
i hear you soul. its so hard yet so frustrating that people give us so much hope, that they will help us or support us to get through it and then its like they give you this relief. And one day, it all slips away and your left all alone in this big crazy world. to figure things out on your own. to fend for yourself. to keep your gaurd up. or at least thats how i describe it. its like they hold your hand and let go. and they leave. and you feel angry and desperate, and often we feel helpless.
even words like "it will get better" seem worthless. promises. well, push just enough and they are all empty :(
soul, the people who left you in this battleground to figure things out on your own.... its their own loss. they lost you. and i know its so damn frustrating and horrible. your feelings and thoughts matter and i hope you find someone you can confide in. i hope you find new lovely people <3 i know trust gets broken lots of times and its scary. but you have a friend inside of you soul. and you know who that friend is? im sure there is the little soul sitting inside your heart. and she wants your love. and she is your best friend you will ever have. i know its hard to make friends with your inner self. its a beautiful journey <3 *sits with you* im so proud of you for sharing with me. <3 *sends hugs if okay*
Bunny
ewww. me realising how long and lengthy that was :') sorry got carried away with waffling.
@amiableBunny4016 Aww it's not too long at all!
@mytwistedsoul
Haha I can totally relate to everything you say and I also think it's important to be around like minded people! It makes you feel less alone :')
Also it's not scary at all lmao. I'm just surprised by the amount of time you have to read so much crap. and I bet you can see how my behaviour changes throughout the thread :') I realised that looking back. You can tell I was alot more optimistic and energetic at the start and then I have some low points and then I just.. yk. Idk. I feel like currently my threads are just 2 sentences 😭
hehehe. That thread almost feels like a place to seek attention from adults sometimes :') I don't really 'care' as much when teenies respond sometimes lol. It's just my strange mind. (I know it's weird)
What time zone is soul buddy in? (If you don't mind me asking) ❤️
@amiableBunny4016 It is important to be around like minded people! And great minds think alike 🙂
Omy lord I wrote a novel 😂😂
@mytwistedsoul
🥺 aww. The longer the better because I love hearing from soul friend! ❤️
Yeah.. I guess when I started I always thought that if I supported others I would receive more attention than if I moaned and bragged and vented about my problems. And honestly it was a distraction. It was a distraction, a mask I put on to hide the scared traumatised bunny away. And give away this positive bunny. Ever since I came here.. Its like all I ever look for is someone to lean on. The thing is.. I was always taught a girl can't be too loud. :') so I always learnt to keep silent. My silence was my empathy and the optimistic things I wrote. It haunts me. Idk. It's crazy.
But anyways :') I agree with everything you said there. Trauma is so *** hard like a rock. You can't break it. It's like it's always stuck inside you. It hurts like crazy but like you said . They will say they will help and it will get better. But it never does eventually. Bruises heal, disappear, but trauma never seems to go away. It's just a piece of us.
:') ❤️ *sends good vibes* sorry this is a heavy topic hehe . If any of it triggers anything, we can change the topic :')
Bunny
@mytwistedsoul
The place we consider safe is always dangerous. The home we call home. Is never a home. The walls will always collapse. This place is not safe. :') we just talk about safety for the sake of being nice and keeping each other alive.
@amiableBunny4016 To me it makes sense to think it would be that way. Give and take. Give and receive. Not many people are able to do that. They're here for themselves and that's it. Which is fine. They might have bigger support systems - friends and family in real life and just need a little something more - a place to vent
@mytwistedsoul
@amiableBunny4016
@mytwistedsoul
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@mytwistedsoul
This is a reply to your last message because I hate the reply feature on 7cups 😭
I completely agree with you with vulnerability and not being able to show it much 🥺 you put it in perfect words and I can completely understand and relate.
Honestly it's the same with most things . They talk and talk and talk and we don't really do anything much. It's inevitable . All we can do is try our best to report it and make places more safer. I've got lots of strange comments on here even when I try to support someone. It's like my support is offensive. But then again I totally understand people are different. And some people just have a bad day. I also understand that everyone has different situations 😭 but idk it's annoying when they make a big arguement about small things that were said or say something not so nice .
I kinda gave up on getting support. :') I would much rather give it at this point. It's better than getting hurt by getting it. Because eventually we become a burden to everyone.
Hehe. 🥺 I just don't want to talk too heavy to the point where anything becomes triggering <3 we should all create boundaries and of course I understand your going through alot 💜 just know I appreciate you and every word you say touches me.
*Sends good vibes if okay* how is your week going? What have you been up to 😮🤔
Keep being awesome!
Bunny
@amiableBunny4016 The lovely replies. It's so ridiculous. And irritating. I asked about it once and was told that too long of reply strands? make their servers crash 😕 I call BS but what do I know
@mytwistedsoul
uhh.. well she let me in the house for a start. and then... yeah. uh.. she is acting nice. but i still gotta keep my gaurd up because when she acts nice she will .... do something crazy soon. she is great at guilt tripping me and manipulation. so i gotta be careful
with the mean comments from people, i just remind them that everyone is struggling (it happens in chatrooms sometimes or pms) and that we all have different forms of trauma. i just apologise and move on. sometimes if it gets too much, i play with their mind and ask them their favourite colour or idk give them a silly fact or have fun. T-T i kinda annoy them when they are mean to me :') it actually works. and they become angry and leave. :') i cant be asked to deal with people, so i just do it the nice way.
yeah, i understand what you mean by respecting your own boundaries :') its kinda hard in a way. It seems like you have alot to deal with and it can be really overwhelming and frustrating. Its even harder when you try to gain support from others and they be a bit mean or just leave us eventually. :') i hear you. *sends more hugs if okay* I hope things go well for you. I know words mean nothing at this point, but im really proud of you and i really appreciate how much you understand and show empathy <3 i wouldnt know what to do on 7cups without you soul.
Bunny :)
@amiableBunny4016 I understand what you mean about being careful. It's like a hair trigger and it can go south in a heartbeat. Mine was like that too. Around people in public you would have thought she was the most amazing parent - I was just a handful. And yeah the nice times were like the eye of a hurricane. And it can change so fast and You can feel when the temperature starts to change. But it's hard to really predict. I'm so sorry you have to deal with this - I know it's not easy and feels hopeless 😞
@mytwistedsoul
everyone talks about how great she is. like she is amazing or something. her sister is a *** drug dealer. everyone in her household is fighting each other. :')
ugh. sorry for late reply.. life is ***. yeah no, they end up giving up when i kill them with weird questions like "whats your favourite colour" or "do you like giraffes because i've been obsessed with them recently" (i'm only kidding). they shut up after a while lmao. most of them just end the chat and block me. but who i am to give a ***?
im sorry to hear about whats going on :( i can hear it can be really confusing and frustrating. his exector? eh, i dont know this sort of stuff. but of course, no pressure to share. me understand that your going through alot of *** you dont deserve. aww, i hope things get better for you. i wish i could understand :')
*sends hugs if okay* thank you for all your support soul 💙 you mean so so much to me! *sends a teddy bear* hehe. <3
Bunny
@amiableBunny4016 No such thing as a late reply 💙 I understand that time gets away from us and life happens. And sometimes we just don't have the energy to write anything - it's ok 💙
@mytwistedsoul
bruh the first time i tried to send this forums said i was in a crisis T_T when all i was talking about is giraffes.
oh my gosh 🤣 i dont have an obsession with giraffes either lmao. this is what happends when you watch too much nature programmes 🤣 thank you for sending me a giraffe. 💙hehehe.
yeah, i understand. all the legal stuff sounds very stressful T-T good luck. sticky notes and definitions sounds like alot. <3 so your dad wants these legal things and stuff, but what about your mom? (your under no obligation to answer that question if its uncomfortable <3 no pressure at all *sends hugs if okay*)
you mean alot to me too 💜 *sends a toy giraffe*
@amiableBunny4016 It's always so nice that the censors pick up the crisises we weren't aware we were having *smh* im not sure how one has a giraffe crisis - I'm not sure I want to find out lol
And you know I wrote about not being obsessed with giraffes without taking into consideration the four foot tall one that's in the living room. Currently she's sporting a raccoon tail hat with a green wig and a patriotic bandana 😁 Wanna see?
My parents are divorced. He left when I was 8. I don't have contact with her anymore. My father and I had just reconnected not too long ago. TW - He died at the beginning of December and he didn't want to leave it for his current wife I think or guess - idk really. Idk if he just didn't want to bother her or if he didn't think she could handle it because of grieving?
Aww thank you for the toy giraffe 😊💙 and the hugs 💙 *sends back big hugs and a walrus*
@mytwistedsoul
you have a giraffe? "raccoon tail hat with a green wing and a patriotic bandana" is the best phrase of 2024 so far 😀 of course i want to see? i mean.. who wouldnt want to see something so intruging?
Ohhh. im sorry to hear that. must be difficult with alot going on :( sounds like childhood was ups and downs hey? Im really proud of who you have become soul. you have come far from where you were. i hear you about the confusion and the grief. I guess he might find it overwhelming and a part of it may be grief. Sometimes we don't know what decisions to make in life. And im sure you have gone through much difficulties and grief and of course, its hard to manage juggling family and adult life (i know im a teenager lmao. i obviously havent been in your shoes or in your situation and i may not have the right understanding)
its nice getting to know you a bit more soul 💙 aww thank you for the walrus. I almost ran out of things to send but im sending you lots of *happy wishes and lots of squishie toys and cuddlies*
Bunny
@amiableBunny4016 Ok lol you asked for it 😂
@mytwistedsoul
What is that 😭😭😭😭lmao. I'm never going to forget this picture /in a good way.
Hehehe. Smh smh. Me awesome? *Puts on sunglasses* 😎😎😎😎😎 /jokin
I hear you . Childhood is.. a strange thing :') childhood can be different. I guess it sucks when the home is unstable and I guess.. how much connection we have with our family.
Anyways... I gotta go. This hospital is dead boring. I'm sleepy.
Good night sweet soul ❤️ stay safe . *Sends giraffe and happy vibes*
Bunny
@amiableBunny4016 She's definitely a sight to see! 😂
@mytwistedsoul
Eh don't worry about what happend. Im leaving this place tommorow anyways. I'm good. Childhood is like a fire. You just burn in it until adulthood comes.💜 *Sends positive beams*
hi soul,
just a quick apology note 💛 whatever happend in forums last night was unacceptable from my side and i shouldnt have brought it here 💛 i hope i didnt make things any worse and i know alot of messages were deleted 💛 this was my fault and i shouldnt have been here in the first place :') i just wanted to thank you for everything and all your support 💛 and im okay now 💛 if anything hurt you or anything's in your head im really sorry 💛 *sends you lots of cuddlie teddies and squishies* 💛
@amiableBunny4016 I'm glad you're ok and there's nothing to be sorry for ok? Sometimes things happen for a number of reasons. To me the important thing is that you're ok now 💙 *sends big hugs back*
@amiableBunny4016 Sending you lots of good vibes and hoping your release was uneventful 💙
@mytwistedsoul
Thinking of you soul ❤️ *sending good vibes and giraffes if okay* I hope things going alright for you ❤️ *sends happy wishes If okay*
@amiableBunny4016 @amiableBunny4016 Hey 💙 I was just thinking about you earlier. Wondering how the world of Little Bunny Foo Foo is
I've been kind of - isolatey-ish and quiet myself. What have you been up to?
*Sending hugs - good thoughts - good vibes and 
A chicken! Yep that's right a chicken. Her name is Hedwig 😊
@mytwistedsoul
heyyy buddy <3 i havent been up to much. just the same really. how about you? A chicken :o Hi Hedwig. hedwig very good chicken. hehe :')
@amiableBunny4016 I haven't been up to much either. A few small hobby things to pass the time. Do you have any hobbies you enjoy?
Lol sorry about the random chicken. Momentary weirdness 😅
@mytwistedsoul
woops! bunny only realising that she is replying to this message approximately 12 days later .. lol. bunny likes reading classic books hehe. and just doing school work, thats become my hobby tbh. there is alot to do :o
💛Bunny
@mytwistedsoul
long time no talk no see (or at least i felt like a long time) :') *sends plushie toys and squishies your way* 💛 i hope life is treating you well soul and if not, i really wish/hope things get better for you. You are in my thoughts soul 💛 i know life is a rocky journey soul friend, but like they say "you gotta learn to fall, before you learn to climb the mountain" . hehe. just felt like sharing a bit of something. hope your day/night gets better! *sending my best wishes* 💛 i was doing some school work and you came into my thoughts hehe 💛
Bunny
@amiableBunny4016 Hey Bunny 💙 It has been a while. No worries though ok? I know you were busy with school work and exams. Are they all done now for the time being? At least until next semester I guess?
@mytwistedsoul
hehe 💙 i have another 2 full weeks of school and then we are on a break, I will have much more time 💙 just the same old i guess. nothings changed in bunny's world. just the same old bunny. how are things going for you?
(oml that gif made me crack💙)
Bunny
@amiableBunny4016 Cool! An upcoming team from school sounds awesome! Please tell me the teachers don't hand out big assignments you have to do during it 😅How long is your break for? Got anything planned or just gonna chill
@mytwistedsoul
teachers are unpredictable 💙 oh well, we will probably get assignments because we do have exams that determine the rest of my life next year soooo.... i dont know lol💙 the break is only one week lol. so gotta make the most of it. and will probably be studying anyways because what else can i do with my life? what else gives me worth? 💙 and deal with her.......
glad your keeping yourself busy 💙 proud of you for surviving another day.
Bunny
@amiableBunny4016 True but You've been working really hard at your school work. You definitely deserve a break!Hopefully any assignments they might decide to give aren't so big they take up all of your break. Tbh I always hated those breaks - for that same reason 😞 Makes me anxious just thinking about it 😅
@mytwistedsoul
aww <3 i hear you. hehe. yeah, they can be quiet anxiety filled and stressful :') bleep.
Maybe if you tell her you're studying for a good job so you can put her in a good old folks home when she's older she'll leave you alone? Wishful thinking on my part I'm sure 😅
@mytwistedsoul
Hm.. I wish life worked that way soul. If only it did...
@amiableBunny4016 Yeah I know 😞 I can imagine how that conversation would have gone for me too 😞💙
@mytwistedsoul
Mhm