Space for soul and bunny
@mytwistedsoul
hi soul , sorry if you uncomfy with this forum. It's just a space for me and you to communicate and check in on each other/chat ❤️ if you don't like this or feel uncomfy please feel free to report it/get it deleted or I can ask to get it deleted . You have been a real help for me in forums and I appreciate you ❤️ your in my thoughts. *Sends good vibes if okay*
Your awesome!
Bunny
@amiableBunny4016 Hey you - has it really been this long since either of us has been here? I'm sorry I haven't checked in sooner. How are you Bunny?
@mytwistedsoul
oh nothing. dealing with an abusive man. im not very active recently so.... nothing to be sorry about.
@amiableBunny4016 I wish - well tbh - I wish I could convince you to report them both to the authorities but I also know things aren't that simple. But I wish they were
@mytwistedsoul
So how's life going for you? I saw your post about the snow
@amiableBunny4016 I'm having a hard time right now tbh - I can't seem to get my head into a good place and I'm not even really sure why. Complicated emotions and lost time. Thank you for asking though 💙
@mytwistedsoul
Aww :') the mind is a prison that feels impossible to escape. Complex emotions and feelings can be so overwhelming and confusing :/ I understand how you feel. *sends comfort beams if okay* is anything triggering this or do these thoughts/feelings come and go? 💙
@amiableBunny4016 There were a few triggers last week but tbh these thoughts are always there - sometimes its just easier to ignore them
@mytwistedsoul
It's easy to ignore them :') but I wonder if that makes it worse or better? Sometimes I find ignoring them makes me feel worse 💙 your feelings matter and are valid soul.
@mytwistedsoul
Before you worry... It's not even that bad. I just have limits on how much I eat and get beaten. It's nothing that bad. :') he is just ....
@amiableBunny4016 He's a monster. Anybody who lays hands on a kid is. He should be arrested and so should she for putting you in this position and I'm sorry I say things I probably shouldn't and I get reactive. It's only because I care about you - you're my friend and I only want good things for you. And I want so badly to help and it frustrates me because it's like I'm on another planet and there's nothing I can do to help
@mytwistedsoul
Bro gave me bread and water and made me sit on the floor. And then tipped the water on my head. I get one meal a day. That's apperantly the limit. If social services come to this house.. we are all done for.
@amiableBunny4016 They would be done for - you and your brother would be safe. Not that the system is 100% safe but they would be on the radar then. At the same time - I'm not there I'm sure there's probably more to it than what I know or think
@mytwistedsoul
I'm scared :') he.. I think he wants me to go naked. And it's freaking me out.
@amiableBunny4016 That in itself say more about him than anything. No adult should want that. And that she's ok with it makes me sick to my stomach because it sounds like they're attempting to groom you. They're predators
@mytwistedsoul
🥺 You feel guilty for not helping. Nooooo. Soul, your presence is all I could ask for 💙
I want to cry in someone's arms.
@amiableBunny4016 *offers safe hugs* I wish there was something I could do to keep you safe 💙
@mytwistedsoul
*Hugs* 💙
Bruh it's the first time in a long time I actually feel hungry 😅
@amiableBunny4016 I hope you're able to eat something?
@mytwistedsoul
Yeah... Hopefully ... As long as I beg him
@amiableBunny4016 Nobody should have to beg someone to be able to eat 😞
It was like that when I was a kid. Do they ever leave you alone? Like leave the house? I used to hide a couple slices of bread here and there when mine weren't around. Do you think that's something you might be able to do?
@mytwistedsoul
really? was your childhood really like that? im sorry :( im fine. not hungry anymore. i can survive without food and water. water will just get poured over my head anyways. this guy wants to follow me to the toilets... such a weirdo. i cant hide anywhere
@amiableBunny4016 There was worse. Food was just part of it. I relate to alot of the things you talk about. Please don't be sorry ok? And it's not fine because you can't survive without food and water. You're not an air plant. He's definitely a sicko Bunny. And I'm afraid for you because it builds up. He'll cross that line and I'm afraid she won't protect you
I know there's probably times when you can't reply right away because of him. I understand ok? There's never any pressure to reply back
@mytwistedsoul
he divorced me. :') after seeing me naked and taking pictures. and abusing the *** out of me. he left the house.
life lesson: dont force your kids to get married to *** people
@amiableBunny4016 Oh Bunny I'm so sorry he did those things to you. He definitely a very sick person. Seriously ? He left? I'm glad he left. I hope he stays gone and damn her for bringing him into your life in the first place and putting you in this situation. Damn her for not taking care of you and being a proper parent
@mytwistedsoul
........i dont know how to feel
@amiableBunny4016 There's probably a lot of different thoughts and feelings you're having right now maybe? Relief that he's gone but maybe some thoughts of what's wrong with you that he left? You said he took pictures of you? Just - be careful ok? The pictures are alittle worrying. He's a pervert and has friends that are the same
@mytwistedsoul
Who gives ***? My life is already ruined as it is. :') I just have to get used to it..... I wish I could chase him down. Or do something. I'm just taking a break from myself. Staring out of the window is the only thing left of me. Wondering where he ism what his thoughts are.. what was he thinking.. why do I exist.. why didnt I tell him something.. why didn't my mom say anything.. same old questions surround me.
@amiableBunny4016 I don't understand. Why would you want chase him down? What would you have told him? What do you think she would have said about what?
Um I worry because there's a problem with trafficking and it's every where. It scares me to think someone could take the wrong kind of interest and take you
@mytwistedsoul
@amiableBunny4016 No Little Bunny you don't wish that. There is nothing in the world that would ever make you deserve that
I think it's a good thing that you know those thoughts are dangerous 💙
@mytwistedsoul
your like my big sister. aren't you? 💙 i dont know soul.... there isnt one time where i felt uncomfy with you or hurt by what you say.... thank you. i feel a bit better after talking to you today :)
@amiableBunny4016 I'm glad I've never made you uncomfortable or hurt you in anyway. And I'm definitely glad that talking with me has made you feel alittle bit better
I do have to tell you and hopefully this doesn't make you uncomfortable but I'm actually more of a big brother than a big sister 💙
@mytwistedsoul
oh ***. sorry. woops! i was always scared to ask pronouns and that. 😭 pfft... that was a mistake. im sorry if that caused any uncomfy feelings. a big brother it is then. hehe.
@amiableBunny4016 Aww no worries Little Bunny and no it didn't make me uncomfortable in anyway 💙 A lot of people think the same tbh because of my empathy lol. I actually feel bad when I have to correct people on it 😬 I just don't want to mislead anyone
@mytwistedsoul
lol. awww. i can see why you might feel that way. you is awesome the way you are! 💙 so you doing anything fun this week? enjoying the snow?
@amiableBunny4016 Thank you :) I think you're pretty awesome too 💙
I have a new "house" room thing I'm working on - like on my thread. And tomorrow I have a chat I host here every Wednesday. Other than that it's just normal chores
How about you? Are you on break from school now? I remember you said something about having time off from school for a couple of weeks
@mytwistedsoul
oooooo 💙 sounds like your busy being an adult. omg.... i cant wait to move to the adults side. lol. then i could join in and be the silly bunny i love to be :p
oh this weeks off. so im just stuck at home. lol. i'm just tryna recover and pick myself up. nothing much i do on 7cups. so just get back to eating properly and looking after my brother. i have a few games i want to play with him. just to get him to feel comfortable, talking about things with me 💙 i haven't given him attention in a while because of stuff.
Also getting school revision together :') because I have tests/exams when I go back
@amiableBunny4016 I wish you could join in the chat now - I see threads about how bad the chats are over in teenie town and I feel so bad that there's no real place for you to go to be heard
@mytwistedsoul
Yeah. Teenie side can get a bit defensive and argumentative. I tend to just lurk 😅 it's better than getting into trouble lol. I find it I get myself involved I will get hurt.
How is oldie side rooms?
@amiableBunny4016 That definitely doesn't sound very helpful. I'd lurk too if it was like that tbh. Yeah speaking your mind or disagreeing with the group does seem to cause trouble. I lurk now sometimes anyway lol. Sometimes I just like to be there. That illustration that you're not alone thing
Well the adult rooms can be that way too. But aside from the SR and the MCR which they're often super busy - the rooms are a little more relaxed usually and there's a lot of nice chats going on
@mytwistedsoul
Aww that's good :) it's nice to have some relaxed rooms. Hehe 💙 Teen Community room sometimes has some lovely conversations going on but overall teenie side has been a little more quiet recently. And even if it is busy it often ends with conflict ✨ so I don't really bother much.
Forums is kinda our home 💙 hehehe. 🏡
( I hope I'm not tiring you out with so much talking lol. Remember you can take a break and don't have to reply extremely quick. But your also Always welcome here hehe 💙)
@amiableBunny4016 Tbh the whole site has been kind of quiet lately. I know it comes and goes but it feels weird when it happens. I do prefer the forums though. I think I've spent a lot of my time at cups in the forums
Sometimes the chats move way too fast to keep up let alone throw my two cents in lol. The arrows for people helps keep replies alittle more focused so that's kind of cool
@mytwistedsoul
Yeah 💙 forums are more likely to be nicer lol. Pms/chatrooms can be a little ups and downsie hehe 💙 is it early there 😮
@amiableBunny4016 At the moment it's 6:47 pm. So yeah fairly early. Oh PMs can be - interesting to say the least lol. Does the teen side have it's own forum section? I wish there was a way that we could have a mixed chat room occasionally for discussions. I'm sure it's probably impossible to put together but I think it would be nice if we could. Although I can think of a thousand different ways it could go wrong 😬
@mytwistedsoul
forum section? there is the teens only forum section/community i guess. yeah, i wish that too. oh well...... :')
@mytwistedsoul
anyways im gonna get some sleep (im sleep deprived) and hope i dont get nightmares about him. have a good evening on your side! <3 stay safe. talk soon! <3 *sends comfort beams* thank you for being your wonderful self 💙
@amiableBunny4016 I hope you get some nightmare free peaceful sleep 💙 you deserve it
You stay safe too ok? It was nice talking with you today 😊
*sends peaceful sleep vibes* Night Little Bunny 💙
@amiableBunny4016 Hi Bunny! Thank you so much for reaching out and creating this safe space for us to connect and check in with each other. I genuinely appreciate your consideration and kindness. It means a lot to know that our interactions have been helpful for you, and I'm grateful for the opportunity to be of assistance. Your thoughtfulness and positive energy are truly uplifting, and I gladly accept the good vibes you're sending my way. Please know that I'm here for you whenever you need someone to talk to or just to chat. Let's continue to support each other and spread positivity. You're awesome too! Take care and keep shining bright!
@honestFan5149
Hi there, although I do appreciate your message this is @mytwistedsoul and bunnies space. :') if you would like to communicate with me further I would appreciate if you do it in my diary thread (Click here). I know I didn't make this clear I'm sorry. Thank you so much for your kindness and appreciation tho! :) your kindness and compassion means the world to me.
Bunny :)
I'm so confused.
... Even people who I don't know apperantly like/appreciate me 🤷♀️
@amiableBunny4016 They see all the good things you've done to contribute to the site 💙
@mytwistedsoul
pfft...... lmao. 💙
@amiableBunny4016 *nods sagely* yep it's true