Stars and Sun shining

you know what? I really wanna sent a text to my therapist hehe, but Its like 22:18 right now, probably not good idea bother her this late but yeah...I think I'm gonna leave her a message. I'm gonna figure out what to say to her here and copy it and translate to Chinese.

Heyy Adidas, I hope you are doing well! Today is my 16th birthday! Hehe I know, I'm proud of myself for making to this day^^ and I know you are too 😛 

It may seems hard to believe, but somehow owning you something actually helped me to continue going, to choose to live instead of the opposite.(I really mean it, and stop saying I should forget about it, seriously, I'm not remembering everything out of guilt I can't pay for therapy fee and owe you, and it's nothing you need to worry or apologize for, I mean, everything wrong in my life isn't your fault, it's completely valid and fair to pay you back someday. And I know I'll be able ) I'm definitely having more hopes and less depressed now😄

You have been an unwavering and crucial support during the past two years of my life, even after I stopped attending sessions, you are still on the top 10 people I wish to bump into everyday (I noticed that you had your past office emptied right now, I really hope you are doing okie and left because life has offered something good😄)

Anyway, good luck, what ever you are doing, where ever you are, you have a corner in my heart. Thank you for being a beam of light to me and many others

I'm gonna sleep now. Take care buddy. 

uhmm...Did your friend upvoted everything or did you did that, why they are two upvotes though?

Help! I'm buried by soo many pms T T I'm dreaming right?

Thanks for the sunflower and the cattt awww..

*giving you a trophy sized cookie*

.Sorry beamy....i'm having a low  time (ccorrection: Wonderful marsian's recharge time)

I done some assessment today,lucky none of them are official ones, just.....let's just say free ones that are same as ones in hospitals except without the psychologist (yeah, like sunflower without getting called sunflower and without bio test to say it is a flower🤪)

I'm kinda a psycho now.....it keeps making me wanna cry haha....

Anyway. i'll be alright in a few hours, I always do hehe

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Be gentle with yourself okie?

Good luck with H

uhm?

I had a dream, i dreamed you messaged me and comed back.... But that doesn't explain the screenshot of yoyr first message in my phone....idk....all the browser history just disappeared...

*sending you the biggest bear hugs*

It's not your fault

None of what happened is your fault

It's not your fault