Stars and Sun shining

Anna's parts didn't go well.

I 'm going to message H, on my listner account. And ask her if she can review it again.

I don't mind l account suspended. Seriously

@Lumibree

Heyy lovely sunshine, I missed yiu :/

You are still on my mind everyday but the reason I'm not writing to you everyday is because...while.... I'm still depressed.

Don't worry though, I'm gonna be okie

Bad day not bad month :p 

i really hoped you have moved on, I know it's probably impossible for yo...

Anyway, I hosted my first Depression support session last Saturday, it was great, i feel like my other personality popped up and that's why I was so funny and good🤪

Mom and me are fighting 😒 just verbally and mentally. I don't care though. I'm recklessly enjoying my day (don't worry nothing out of line, just normal stuff like laughing with nanny, sleeping earlier than they do)

Darn *flipping my brain for good news.

Nanny is being really kind to me, she keeps telling me am cute and nothing is my fault I'm handling the responsibility even grown ups can't carry.

That makes me wanna cry..

Haven't have someone saying that to me for a long time

It given me reasons to get up again...kinda

A few weeks ago, mom and i had agreed i'll start working Next year's April, i like that， my bps on cups ends around that time too.

And i think by persuading her to let me work, I also proven that i am not a shallow person like she thought :p that's good, no ocean is shallow

i don't wanna get up. i 'm burying my head into the blanket to sleep these days. 

Do you do that too?

:/ I am suspending my accountS yes, both...for three weeks.

You have a place in my heart sunshine... You still do, everyday. And I'm not saying that to make you feel happy, i'm saying that sa fact. 

*leav infinit hugs and beans bags*

Be good okie? Big sissy

Wanna see what I made this afternoon? 

Think maybe you moved on..glad for you, please don't forget you have a life outside of cups

I feel like i gone older...no longer the bouncing girl...just exhausted my energy. Wondering if you are feeling the same