@thoughtfulGrapes1163
u there...?
@thoughtfulGrapes1163
Hey seen message then gone poof
@Georginahowe
No worries 😁 i understand 😊 wanna talk while they share over there?
@Georginahowe
sending this message to bring you back here 😉
@thoughtfulGrapes1163
Im not doing good ☹️
@Georginahowe
Aww buddy ☹️ what happened dear??
@thoughtfulGrapes1163
Relapsed again bad mood swings
@Georginahowe
ouchhiee 😣 that hurtss so badd 😣
@thoughtfulGrapes1163 i m not doing goood too my ptsd got teiggered by family fight shoutings,
@AutisticYouth
Sorry hugs
@thoughtfulGrapes1163
i think its for the best i just leave cups...im not needed here..
@AutisticYouth @thoughtfulGrapes1163
im done...im tired of being on cups and being made fun of because im not ok....and everything....im just...im done with cups....i dont feel welcome here anymore...so whats the point...
@kylersartpace
Im here if wanna talk
@Georginahowe
no offense...but idk u...so im not gonna do that...
@kylersartpace
We can get to no eachother
@Georginahowe
ok....
@kylersartpace
i have just read one of your posts from profile seen that you have autism and go none verbal i have autism
@Georginahowe
ok....
@kylersartpace
Im trying to help ☹️
@Georginahowe
its not that...im just...freezing up....and going non-verbal...and idk how to talk...
@kylersartpace
This happens to me
@Georginahowe
yeah....sorry....
@kylersartpace
Hugs if okay
@Georginahowe
no dont touch me...
@kylersartpace
Kk
@AutisticYouth @thoughtfulGrapes1163
y do u 2 want me on cups....i dont see a point me being on here anymore...
@kylersartpace
We want you here
@kylersartpace we want u here because we are your friends i understand ur feelings but through my experience i learned that not everyone can like us n we shall focus on those who like us
@AutisticYouth
no one likes me thats the thing...
@kylersartpace
I do buddy 🥹 I want you 🥺 I wanna be there for you when you are in pain, I wanna be there with you when you are happy, I want to be there. I would not be able to forgive myself if I had the chance to support you through a difficult time, and I wasn't there to. It would be with me for as long as I am.
@thoughtfulGrapes1163
im nearly always in pain though....
@kylersartpace
Then I would want to be there for you as much as I can, whenever I'm available here. I know me can't be there with you 24/7, but whenever I can, I would like to be there for you and help support you.
@thoughtfulGrapes1163
thats thing idk *** to even support me...let alone others support me...
i meant idk how** i cant type it seems...
@kylersartpace we like u
@AutisticYouth
dont get y though...
@AutisticYouth @kylersartpace @georginahowe
Hey guys, I wanted you guys to know, I am going on a semi - break from cups 😊
Don't worry, I'm not completely disappearing, but I won't be as regular on here as I am now. Maybe once in a few days, or once in a week.
I'm sorry if this would hurt a few of you 🥺 but I have taken the call that I need to limit my time in front of a device and engage more with the natural world. Get a breath of fresh air, both really and metaphorically.
I would still respond to chats and tags on the forum, but they would be delayed by some time, so please excuse me for that.
Other than that, I guess I don't have much to say 😄 I will miss you guys 😔
Take care for now,
Your bestie,
Grapes 🍇
@thoughtfulGrapes1163
bye....
@thoughtfulGrapes1163
No worries take your time grapes
@thoughtfulGrapes1163 take your time😊
@AutisticYouth Hi everyone! I'm a little confused after seeing "Kindly don't respond to this thread..." I see that another person also joined the conversation without any problem. So, what is this thread about?
@1430
Hey 1430 😃. Yes, you are right, someone else did join the group that we made. It’s possible to join the group, if you know someone on here, in the group, and all the other participants in the group are willing to welcome you in. Or else, there might be unnecessary pressure and tension in the conversations between us.
Thank you for understanding 🥰
Your buddy,
Grapes 🍇
hey...
@kylersartpace
hey buddy 🥰🥰 how are you?
@thoughtfulGrapes1163
im ok i g...
@thoughtfulGrapes1163
hey....saw u in the rooms...but it was 2 fast for me...
@kylersartpace
who?
@Georginahowe
no offense but it wasnt you i tag who im talking to....
@kylersartpace
Never seen tag
@Georginahowe
well there was a tag....
@kylersartpace
😮 you were in mcr? How did I miss you??? I guess it was because it was too fast 😅😅 u doing good buddy??
@thoughtfulGrapes1163
not really...
@kylersartpace
aww no, buddy 🥺🥺 life being a little rough right now?
@thoughtfulGrapes1163
yeah....
@thoughtfulGrapes1163
hey...so em...idk if youll even see this...but..i only want u to respond...but ehh...im thinking of leaving cups...
@kylersartpace
Buddyyy 🥺 Why dear? 🥺 I can try to help you out 🥺 Please don't leave meee 😭
@thoughtfulGrapes1163
im not needed on here...
@kylersartpace
I need u 🥺 You is my best friend 😭
@thoughtfulGrapes1163
y need me....im useless worthless good for nothing and everything...
@kylersartpace
Who said thatt??? You might be in pain a lot of the time, but that dont mean u is a nuisance ☹️ You have such an amazing personality buddy, I see it in you. Even if I'm helping you out all the time, and it feels like ur a burden, believe me buddy, I do not see you as a burden. I see you as a friend with an amazing personality, who is suffering from the environment around you. You're not a burden bud, please dont think that about urself ☹️.
@thoughtfulGrapes1163
so many people have said it...
@kylersartpace
I'll miss uuu 🥺 😭 😭 😭
@thoughtfulGrapes1163
ik thats not true...
@kylersartpace
I promise u, in all seriousness, I am not joking. I will truly miss u 🥺
@thoughtfulGrapes1163
y...y miss me...
@kylersartpace
(its not allowing me to reply to the one below, so I'll put it here)
You wanna know why? Because you, dear dear kyler, are someone worth caring for. You might not believe me right now, and that is ok, but in my heart, deep inside my heart, I cherish you. You're precious, to me, darling. You really are. Remember the times I told you I wont leave you until you feel much better? Why did I say that? Because it hurts me, to see you in pain. To imagine you, sitting there, with a heart and mind filled with pain, and not trying, to relieve that for you. What friend would I be if I didn't do that? That's what friends are for, buddy. To look out for each other. To make sure they're ok. And you are my friend. I won't leave you, until I know I have tried everything in my power to put that smile in ur heart. Because you deserve it. U do. Ur unique and kind and creative, and so much more. I love you, kyler, for who you are. I forever will. Don't forget that, okay?
@thoughtfulGrapes1163
ok...
@kylersartpace
U feeling a little better now? 😃
@thoughtfulGrapes1163
not really....
@kylersartpace
awww ☹️ was my speech a little boring? 😜
@thoughtfulGrapes1163
no...just...feeling really sick...
@kylersartpace
oh noo ☹️ *gives kyler a warm blankie* here ya go, this might help 😋 *gives kyler a warm coffee and some chocolate chip cookies too in bed*
@thoughtfulGrapes1163
im struggling to see....head hurts so much...
@kylersartpace
Ouchiieee 😣 When I get a headache, you know what I do? I tie a t-shirt around my forehead 😀 realllly tight. So tight its like a constant massage to the head 😀 . But yeah, it does hurt really bad ☹️. Have you tried some steam?