eyes and flowers talkie land
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@UnassumingEyes Hi eyes friend. uhhhh not sure what to say, I know your not always active around here and life can be busy ❤️ but i kind of just wanted a space to poke you every now and then and be able to have a space to talkie when your on cups. If your ok with it (no pressure though, its okie to say no, for whatever reason <3)
Flowers
@LoveMyMoonflowers i came on for the explicit purpose to leave you a message and instead i find this sweet little thing 😀🩷 im okay with it nws 🩷
Okay but my message must not be wasted now xD
It was gonna be:
Hey flowers 🩷 just wanted to say im really glad we could talk today. And also i dont just have a cups "brother" to get emotional over. I got you for a lovely sister as well, and you better believe i get emotional over all your milestones too. Even the ones you cant see. Proud of you 🩷
So many. Pink. Hearts. 😀
@unassumingEyes
yayyyy ❤️
*hugs if okay* i'm glad we could talk today too. I was going to thank you for that. ❤️ lol remember these ones 💕 hehe
sorry im a bit quiet right now… 😅
@LoveMyMoonflowers *hugs* wow, same brain
Those are *still* not my vibe xD
You were quiet, i was asleep (yes, i did fall asleep xD) no worries <3
@unassumingEyes XD yeah i think so too. 🤭 yayyy sleep is good though ❤️ I slept too much today. 💀
@LoveMyMoonflowers yay sleep xD 🥳🥳
And freedom from exams and tests for two weeks for me 😃
@unassumingEyes Yayyyyy you have a break?? ahhh that’s awesome lol. I'm actually behind in school 😅 💀 so i have to do extra lessons… Oof.
@LoveMyMoonflowers ouch
Im currently at sharjah airport XD there was turbulence on the way here, again....thats the third time in a row 😐😐
@unassumingEyes Ouch indeed…
sharjah… Wait that’s UAE that’s so close lol. and yes I had to look that up to remember it’s in UAE. 😭 Ugh turbulence -_-
@LoveMyMoonflowers i looked it up too 👍😭 my sis kept saying it was qatar and i was like n o
@unassumingEyes lmao one of my brothers friends lives in sharjah? i think? but he tells everyone he lives in dubai bc nobody knows what sharjah is 😭😭
@LoveMyMoonflowers just checking in on you :p happy new year (hopefully xD)
Saw your cups status thing, hows the schoolwork (ew) going?
@unassumingEyes happy new year friend ❤️ yes hopefully. T-T although it seems to be a pattern that at the end of every year i say “this year was a rollercoaster” so i don’t quite expect this one to be different for me lol
T-T ew indeed. not good i guess. im really behind but it’s better than what it was last week or something. 😅 how’s you? ❤️ how’s ewschoolybobs going for you?
schoolybobs is now ewschoolybobs because schoolybobs is ew
@LoveMyMoonflowers maybe it will be a good rollercoaster?
glad you got some of the ew work done. goodluck with the rest!
i approve of the new term. ewschoolybobs for sure
its...meh. i got back my exams result but i havent given one exam yet (i was away) so they put zero for that...making my overall grade C+. hopefully i can get it up to B when i give this exam.
There was a time when i got A+'s, lol.
hows life minus ewschoolybobs?
@unassumingEyes Wait what i didn’t reply to this?! whaaaaaaaattt ni T-T.
😭 my memory is so horrible 😭😭😭😭😭😭
ewschoolybobs is back to normal 🤪 i won’t have exams for a while now. but this semester i have literature which takes up so much of my time :/ i spent 2 hours on it today, because there’s so much work each day and im slow. :')
Sends hugs ❤️ how have things been with you? 🤪 ✨
poke 👀
@LoveMyMoonflowers i have been summoned!
(No seriously i was having dinner and my brain psst check cups so i finished eating and came on xD)
(To your other reply)
Idek which grade youre in atp 😭 ewschoolybobs really hath a mission to be annoying (yes, hath 🤓)
My life is indeed there. Yes indeed. Quite so. How interesting. Very life-y, can not deny. 4 out of 5 dentists agree that i am indeed lifeing.
On a more serious note, i fight with mom, struggle with studies, and fall sick every two seconds (currently have flu). Whats new? 💃💃
@unassumingEyes also hugss how did i forget the hugss it is abominable to forget
@unassumingEyes lol i summoned you >:) Mwahahahaha
i'm in ninth grade ✨ 💔 no really that is its sole mission. I use “hath” sometimes too :P just to be funny.
Yes that's what life does 😀 sounds a lot like life. Very lifey, floating through life-ily in the lifiest way known to… erm… life. :') *sends hugs* ❤️
I don’t think i've ever had the flu before but i’ve heard it's horrible… How you feeling today? I'm so sorry 🫠 i’m guessing your mum's the same… 😓
Nothing much… Idk. I'm the same old little maniac i always was lmao. ❤️ i have school during the day and my thoughts at night, to keep me busy. :') 🤷🏻♀️ And my writing, but that's yeah. lifey. I'm ok though.
Big tight hugs ❤️
@LoveMyMoonflowers super glad to hear youre okay. Also all geniuses use hath ive declared it xD
Your replies always make me smile honestly ive missed you so much but dont feel bad or anything ive just missed you <3 and now i feel like when i did on Dark's birthday because 9th grade everybody's growing up 🥹
mom is the same. I am...less. affected? By it. Idk xD
I still rant alot tho xD
Bestest hugs for the bestest person (you, obviously!)
@unassumingEyes i'm a maniac, not a genius lol. ❤️ Still, hath is fun to use.
awww. Tbh I thought i sounded dry lol. Yesterday was one of those i-want-to-crawl-back-into-bed days if yk what i mean. Idk. 🫠 I've missed you too. :') so much. i think about you guys every day. you, Nadia, Soul, Rome… idk why i don't come on here as often. Lots of weird feelings/emotions. In all honesty i don't feel very welcome here anymore for some reason. and i just miss eva so much. coming here always reminds me of her and my friend flora
yeah fr. growing up sucks, doesn’t it? 😭
yeah no i get that. eventually we kind of get used to it. i think it probably still hurts as much inside, but… idk. we get used to the pain. *hugs*
lol, i think ranting is a good thing. It's ok to rant.
Hugs ❤️
question… would it be weird if i tried to revive my little solace? 😅
@LoveMyMoonflowers the genius thing is debatable but i will not tire you
i absolutely get that. I feel weird going to the corner, because theres no nadia there, no flowers there and no eva there. I miss eva tons too.
I had to poof while typing this and now i dont remember what i was saying help :p
I do remember your last qs so we're gonna answer that one. I dont think its weird or wrong to revive your little solace. Its your place with all your little mixed memories. It might be a bit off like how irl places get dusty, but if you want to you should 🤷♀️
Memory activated and yes growing up sucks xD but atleast when we are properly grown ups (and i finally have a reason to have a granny back-) we can have more control over lives? Like running away and becoming super spies/j
*hugs × 100*
Sorry about the rough day, altho ofc youre allowed to feel less than stellar. Lifes pretty dumb, isnt it?
(you're always welcome here, if im the only one cheering for you ill cheer till i break a world record or something. Do what you think is good for you, (as long as that thing doesnt involve giving me grey hairs xD) and if you ever do decide its time to say goodbye to cups, lmk? And be safer than safe, because ive going to make requests might as well make this one too xD)
@unassumingEyes bahahahha lol, i don't like debates very much so thank you? 🥲
yeah, exactly… :') Idk. i haven't been able to say this before but… idk. did you feel it too? when eva left we kind of just drifted apart somehow… idk. idk anymore.
real. 😭 Wait you typed that when not on cups? eyes i'd never be able to remember anything 😭 your memory's pretty good /g
mixed memories indeed 🥲 ahahahah fr though :') Idk. we'll see. ❤️
Idk. sometimes i wonder how much of me will be left when i'm an adult and have freedom, yk? Yes let’s do that. 😭 the running away and becoming super spies thing pwease 🥺 i'd spy on all the meanie mcbeanies and get all their secrets
❤️
Beyond dumb… :')
@LoveMyMoonflowers no, i definitely felt it. Think it started before, actually, when eva started sticking to her forum and disappearing for days on end. The light of this place, that girl. Isnt the same without her 😔
Enough of you will be there when we're adults for us to stick around, thats for sure. Then we'll definitely become super spies, and wear perry the platypus's hat. Our secret code could be cheese
Beyond dumb indeed. Have a cookie 🍪
Wish me luck for my ugly urdu exam on monday <3 hows ur life being?
So, i take it theres a concept of platonic valentines?
Thank you for being my friend, my sister, my anchor, and one of my favourite persons. Thank you for still being here, for remembering, for loving, for helping (in a million ways)
When it comes to losing, alot of us on cups know what it feels like. You and I know. Thats why we're here. Sometimes, thats why we're not here.
But you havent lost. Not yet, not ever. As long as you are alive, and forever after. You are our winner, our fighter, and our (evas, nadias, souls, darks, mine, and so many many mores) friend 💟
@LoveMyMoonflowers frnd. I saw your posts and just wanted to say that it would make a huge difference if you left and not a good one. You, you as you are, with all youre complicated feelings and percieved flaws, you make our lives brighter, better, just a little bit more worth living
You know the others would say so, too. You know eva would. Despite anything and everything, we all would. Because its true, its a fact for us, and nothing you could do or say would change our minds
We love you, silly, and that may not change anything, but you did. You fill us with this love, and the day we lose that wouldnt be an unimportant day. It would be a horrid, painful day, one that I hope is far, far off
hi
@LoveMyMoonflowers hey flowers <3
@unassumingEyes i’m sick of losing people
@LoveMyMoonflowers i get that :/ something happen?
You wont lose me, if thats any help. As long as i can possibly stay, im here
@unassumingEyes *hugs* i’m not sure what to say.
@LoveMyMoonflowers hmm. Its late where i am, so i might not see what you do say tonight. But while im here we can sit in silence, too
@unassumingEyes It's ok. you need sleep too.
Rome left
@LoveMyMoonflowers left cups, or-?
@unassumingEyes Deleted his l and said he requested to delete m and i tried to talk to him on my l but i fumbled and didn’t know what to say. He said he can’t do this anymore and left. he was talking about leaving that way too…
And bunch of stuff happened in rooms today
*** them mate. He deserves better
@unassumingEyes you all deserve better. Bunny deserves better. You deserve better. Nadia. Nahoa. everyone.
im so tired that life doesn’t give us that better
@LoveMyMoonflowers so do you
Yeah. Yeah. Gods playing a messed up game, huh?
We have us. We gotta- we gotta keep having whats left of us. You know?
@unassumingEyes Hugs
i think we should wait cause this has happened before and hes come back before…
@LoveMyMoonflowers would. Would uh. Making him a post help. Or would he need to uh. Avoid feelings. Do you know?
Hugs
@unassumingEyes Idk
Maybe we should
It feels sick not being able to know. the not knowing is the worst part
@LoveMyMoonflowers yeah...
His m is still here. So i thought if we post. He might log on. He might
@unassumingEyes He might.
He was saying stuff like they should ban him and ban his IP snd email and stuff but i don’t think cups can do that
I can’t feel anything. i don’t feel real
@LoveMyMoonflowers youre real. Everythings horrible and youre real and i love you
@unassumingEyes i don’t know what to feel
@LoveMyMoonflowers i dont. He might leave cups but worse- i dont think. Like i dont know obviously but somehow i think we can hope there atleast. Like i cant...
I dont know
@unassumingEyes i don’t know either
idk idk idk
I dont know what id say in a post
@unassumingEyes I don’t know what to say either.
@LoveMyMoonflowers im just gonne- just make one. Cuz if he comes and i didnt id feel worse. So im just gonna. Throw one out there. And ill tag you and just. Just words. I guess
@unassumingEyes idk where so just. In the penpal community i guess.
@unassumingEyes in the corner?
@LoveMyMoonflowers In the corner? cause pen pal thread more will see and stuff and Idk… idk idk if the guidelines thing idek
idk
@LoveMyMoonflowers good idea. Good idea. In the corner, then
Im crazy. Crazy. Snuck in the bathroom so i dont get caught. Know i had to go if i poof okay? Gonna post. Love you
@unassumingEyes I’m crazy too.
You stay safe. I know stuff feels a bit on the tipping point at home so first and foremost you stay safe please, Eyes.
I love you too
@LoveMyMoonflowers safe. Um. If i get caught ill just deal with it. Ill make them understand that this is more than us.
You guys matter more than whatever they want to think of me. Thats- thats it. End point
@unassumingEyes Yeah i get what you mean. i wasn’t going to say anything but i just PMed him stuff i felt and thought and left it because if i didn’t I’m gonna be left wondering forever. But that was 2 hours ago or something
I’ll say something too if i think of…. words. english words. on your post i mean
@LoveMyMoonflowers its something. Its what we can do
*hugs*
I need to get my head together and try say something i’ll try i’ll try
@LoveMyMoonflowers *hugs* its okay, its okay, your PMs are there 🫂🫂
@unassumingEyes *hugs*
i’m sorry i know you’re dealing with a lot right now to didn’t mean to… Idk. Just needed to tell someone but now having mixed feelings about telling
@LoveMyMoonflowers listen to me. Im crazy and stupid and obviously upset. But if i didnt know. And there was the skightest chance that my knowing could help either of you. If i ciuld just make you feel less alone. And i found out after. Id feel like sh-t. Okay? Thank you so much for telling me because i feel sick at the thought of not knowing. How i feel is nothing right now, because first and foremost i want everyone safe. You, him, everyone