eyes and flowers talkie land
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@UnassumingEyes Hi eyes friend. uhhhh not sure what to say, I know your not always active around here and life can be busy ❤️ but i kind of just wanted a space to poke you every now and then and be able to have a space to talkie when your on cups. If your ok with it (no pressure though, its okie to say no, for whatever reason <3)
Flowers
I dont want to. Go to bed. I could stay up without getting caught. I could. I think. If i stayed in the bathroom. Sis might think i went in a few minutes before she woke up. She wldnt imagine id stay here all night
Im crazy. Im. I just want to wait and see, you know? I know it wont do any good. Its been almost an hour since we went to bed. Im the only one up and i feel just crazy
@unassumingEyes Yeah, it’s same with me kind of. I have an assignment to do but I… can’t ya know. Do you think it’s safe? You need sleep too. I know you’re on break so you’ll likely sleep in anyway (which is a good thing) but the thing is is it safe, are you safe
*hugs* i know, we both feel crazy but I guesss this is what happens when you love a friend.
‘Is there any way i can help? 🙁
@LoveMyMoonflowers *hugs*
Yeah. Love- love hurts. She said that, too
Ill be careful. Whatever i do, ill be careful. If someone asks ill fake a horrid stomach ache and sneak out the phone or something. If i can sleep i will but rn. I want to be here
@unassumingEyes
Yeah. It does hurt. I wish it didn't because it's supposed to be something beautiful
Ok. I know I'm not sure I'll be able to sleep either but thankfully my parents are watching a show right now so I won't be whisked off to sleep yet. You just… be careful and stay safe. I'm sneaky too but, just be cautious
@LoveMyMoonflowers yeah. Yeah. Im careful, i promise. Dont worry
@unassumingEyes I'm not like worried-worried but yk
<3
@LoveMyMoonflowers yeah 🤍
Out of hearts. Out if *** hearts. Just. Love you so much. Just im throwing love at you, okay, okay?
@unassumingEyes Me too. I love you too. So much. your a better friend than you think and you’ve done more than you realise
@LoveMyMoonflowers and you. And you.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
None of this is your fault. Alright? Tell the brain to shut up. If this is your fault its mine too, but its none of ours so stop. Stop. Breathe.
@unassumingEyes I know, i know. In my head. I know it in my head. My heart is chaos.
@LoveMyMoonflowers youre real, youre alive, youre here, itll work out, just breathe lovely...
Chaos, yeah? All the feelings and none of the feelings. Maybe we get used to pain
@unassumingEyes *hugs*
@LoveMyMoonflowers *hugs*
Just today my frnd said my words have a big impact. So i hope- he'll read it. And she wld have been right. Otherwise these words are just useless to me
@unassumingEyes I hope he will read it too
I'm not sure what else to say I'm sorry
@LoveMyMoonflowers im just throwing words. Just throwing them and trying to be its okay
@unassumingEyes Irs ok i’m throwing words too. Todays a horrible day and Life’s decided to be stupid as heck but i’m glad we are here together at least
If not in the physical at least we are together in spirit.
@LoveMyMoonflowers yeah. We're here. We dont have to be...fully alone
@unassumingEyes Come to sr
I replied above about your post about not wanting to go to bed btw its just not showing immediately cause of the stupid collapsed replies feature Cups put in
Cups is so dumb
@LoveMyMoonflowers oh nvm you saw that
@LoveMyMoonflowers yeah i am missing some of your replies cups is choosing a bad time to be dumb yeah
@unassumingEyes Dumb cups.
Saturday now. By sunday he better give us a sign. And be okay. And ill tell him off for all my early grey hairs and i dont know. Be around in the groups more often, just incase
@unassumingEyes he'll be okay he’ll be ok he’ll be ok he’ll be ok he’ll be ok
‘I just… I just want him to be okay, he’ll be okay. He’s okay….. okay…
@LoveMyMoonflowers he will he will he will
Hes strong. We can- we both know that. Hes strong. Thats gotta count. We gotta trust him, there, i guess, gotta trust that he'll figure it out
It just freaks me out because I had this friend Flora, here. My twin. same thing. And then Eva. Another twin.
He and i called each other twins
Life's soooo stupid and it's such a joke but it ain't funny
@LoveMyMoonflowers yeah. That. That hits. Yeah. Im sorry about your frnd. and eva. I dont. Um. You know Noah? Yeah. Him and her and now him, but i wont acceot the last him yet. Just...wait
He came in rooms
He’s alive
Okayokayokay
@unassumingEyes I’m relieved
Thank god. Even if hes mad at hinself it means it was impulsive thank god love you
@unassumingEyes Love you. Goodnight dear friend ❤️ Big, big hugs.