eyes and flowers talkie land
Please don’t lurkie or read or post in this thread unless your unassumingEyes or lovemymoonflowers. Thank you <3
@UnassumingEyes Hi eyes friend. uhhhh not sure what to say, I know your not always active around here and life can be busy ❤️ but i kind of just wanted a space to poke you every now and then and be able to have a space to talkie when your on cups. If your ok with it (no pressure though, its okie to say no, for whatever reason <3)
Flowers
@LoveMyMoonflowers lovely, an atl and mod says that the more active we are in the lgbtq room the more often itll open. Just spreading the word to talk more in there whenever it opens :)
@unassumingEyes yaayyyyy 💙 *wags tail* *happy sapphic noises* ill try to yapperdoodle in there more often but i think they just have open chats on sundays? and its around the time just before i have to host MM on l 😝 so i can never stay long 😕
but *chants* rainbow room! rainbow room! rainbow room! rainbow room!
@LoveMyMoonflowers rainbow room! Rainbow room! Rainbow rooom!
Sorry if i said too much 😬 Can't say i was sane last night 🥲
@LoveMyMoonflowers nonono i like ranting w you xD but cups has a bug or something? Everytime i try to post/reply today it just kinda…di.es idk if this one will work even xD if it does ill try to respond to the other things <3
Imma try to reply here cuz its glitching w the proper reply
@LoveMyMoonflowers yay gremlins xD
shhhh yay gremlins xD but frnd. Sleep?
Literally thank you! I was seven when i thought “but how do we know that Muhammed existed? Or didnt write the Quran himself? How do we know?” But ofcourse i couldnt ask that
we’re taught that muhammed is just perfect. No flaws, 100% best human. But also we’re taught that an angel came to muhammed when he was a kid, reached into his heart and wiped off all impurity from it. So. Like. Its not Muhammed’s amazingness that makes him perfect, is it? If an angel did that to me i’d be perfect too?
(I told my mom once that i sleep on my stomach cuz then my leg pain is very reduced in the morning and she told me not to because Muhammad always slept on his side. Good for him, i guess?? Needless to say, i didnt stop sleeping on my stomach-)
Yea i might revert to islam bcz out of all religions its the most sane one for me, but i think i’ll always be angry because even if islam is right, whats with the bs? Why so vague and mysterious man? Whats the point?
like yea omg who cares if x guy didnt believe in god infact a person who does good without believing in reward in the afterlife is even better no? Thats goodness without any selfish intention at all why is that punished
ugh indeed my frnd. Ugh indeed.
also yeah, that napkins accurate :/
@LoveMyMoonflowers its okay to not be replying, but because eyes is a well established worry wart she has to remjnd you that she- that i xD- love and miss you and hope youre okay
@unassumingEyes I love you too 💜 I'm sorry for not being around - things have been so weird. Stuff at home, stuff in my head mixing and clashing together :/ Idk. idk how to explain it. My brain wont let me. But its not that bad anyway so its ok
I'm going to be hiding in the abyss for a bit but - you'll take care? Also - 84% is amazing, your mother is mean and expects too much. And you have like 83847484 other things going on too, she's…. Ugh.
Im sorry i cant be on a whole lot rn. Im not allowed devices but im sneaky sometimes. Still - you are/will be in my thoughts and i hope your trying to be nice to yourself amid all of it (?)
If i end up doing something drastic (i dont trust myself rn 😕) you'll be nice to yourself and take care yeah? And take care of our dear brother for me?
@LoveMyMoonflowers ofcourse lovely. You know me, im a master of staying okay when needed xD but i hope you dont do anything. Remember our love for you, yea?
Im sorry about all the home and brain stuff. Life is just...so much sometimes. You might not see this now but i hope you get all the good vibes im sending 🤍
And you know the drill. Ill be here waiting for you always and always, so keep yourself safe for us 🤍🫂
@unassumingEyes I'm not gonna do anything now but idk ive (we've?) been extra impulsive and weird lately. Idk i don't even understand whats going on anymore. Mood swings and possibly weird dissociative stuffs - not sure whether im going to hide in an abyss or not
*eats vibes* thank you 💛 im sending you some good vibes too. yeah life is weird and confusing…
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@LoveMyMoonflowers okay but u let us know if we can do anything to help ok?
*hugs if okay* dont eat the hugs xD
@unassumingEyes *big hugs* 💛
I miss her too. I think about her a lot.
@LoveMyMoonflowers *hugs if okay*
@unassumingEyes Hugs you tight 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*insert hug gif i hate my net* 🫂🤍🤷♀️
@unassumingEyes D: meanie panini net. T-T
well now im ✨ worried ✨
@LoveMyMoonflowers think he just had a bad day (saw sm earlier msgs in sr but hopefully will be okay. Sleep might help him
@unassumingEyes he sh'd…
I hope he'll be ok ill check with him tonight or morning.
im here for a lil while longer, sorry, false alarm i thought Mom was waking up but she went bk to sleep and its me and bro eating dinner now
@unassumingEyes
hi lovely 💜 Hru this morning? Slept any? hows stuffs over there?
@LoveMyMoonflowers hey lovely just woke up. Moms still asleep. Im...meh. dont want to be dealing with today xD but here we are
Hru?
@unassumingEyes yeah i figured you were still asleep before. *sends hugs if ok* Yeah ngl makes sense you'd feel meh after everything that happened yesterday 😕 I hope today isn't so bad though 💙 :') there anything i can do to help?
eh. I'm ok i guess.
@LoveMyMoonflowers hugs
Just gonna pave my way thru today 🤍
*sends good vibes*
@unassumingEyes thank you 💙
Hey
keeping you in my thoughts and sending you good vibes and safety beams 💜 I hope your safe friend.
@LoveMyMoonflowers safe and alright 🤍 woke up at 8am and decided the world is ew and went back to sleep xD hope ur okay <3
@unassumingEyes *hugs if ok* Im glad your safe and ok. Would do anything to give you a big real-life hug rn. and yeah im ok i guess 💙 thanks.
@LoveMyMoonflowers just missed you in sr looks like. Woke up to a rather-- unstable situation, but no reason to think that i, specifically, am unsafe. So, enough of me, hru? 🤍
@unassumingEyes yeah, i was in sr for a bit with rome and nahoa and an old friend from the older days of cups… I read ur diary posts. 😕 i hope your safe *hugs if okay* me being me im still worrying a little but 🥲
By evacuate do you mean… where did they take them? The folks who had to evacuate?
I'm… eh 🤷🏻♀️ eating breakfast rn
@LoveMyMoonflowers its ok im safe 🤍
I have no ideaa. We have no evacuation centers or anything, we only know they were evacuated because my aunt told us (she has colleagues there)
Food!!
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@unassumingEyes Hugs 💙 💙 im glad ur safe
i think i upset rome for some reason :/ im not sure tho
@LoveMyMoonflowers hugs
how so...?/nfta
@unassumingEyes Hugs
well he was awake at 4 am his time and we were in sr and i said "what are u doin up panini" and i meant it in a silly way bc ive called him panini before and its this weird joke we have but idk he didnt seem like super upset in sr but i pmed him and apologised bc i felt really bad and hes not said anything yet so i either could be overthinking or idk :/ its fine tho.
what u doin today
@LoveMyMoonflowers i think ur overthinking (but without offense xD) i mean maybe he was feeling down but i dont think he must hv been at you specifically...and u apologized so dont worry lovely its ok 🤍
@unassumingEyes he fell asleep lol
@LoveMyMoonflowers 😀😀😀
@unassumingEyes sorry XP
@LoveMyMoonflowers atleast now we can both laugh at the silliness of it 😃🫂 i get the overthinking dw xD
@unassumingEyes lol yeah XD *hugs*
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