eyes and flowers talkie land
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@UnassumingEyes Hi eyes friend. uhhhh not sure what to say, I know your not always active around here and life can be busy ❤️ but i kind of just wanted a space to poke you every now and then and be able to have a space to talkie when your on cups. If your ok with it (no pressure though, its okie to say no, for whatever reason <3)
Flowers
@LoveMyMoonflowers hold on, okay? I love you. you gotta make it to way way way better days, okay? try. im trying, for you nd him 🤍
I wish i cld do more than...say words. I keep thinking if i cld...idk. travel internationally. I mean i can in a year. But cups rules and also lifes not a movie and idk im not being logical ik xD
millions of hugs 🤍
heart fairy 🤍 hugs if ok 🫂
i jump everytime soneone with a white pfp enters the gc XD miss you 🤍
miss you 🤍
@LoveMyMoonflowers hi darling 🤍 i feel like i neglected you tho its been a week since my last msg here xD love you so much and really hoping your safe 🤍
hi eyes 💜
i wish we could talk real-time soon but ill just wait for you. 💙
read your post in the corner... im gonna miss it, but yeah i understand. a lot of memories gone, but... if its for your safety, then. i mean you have to do it. you need to be safe, in such a country. i dont think your overreacting about it, i think your just acting out of caution which makes sense bc ur country being your country, the risk is... its there. :/ kinda crazy that the laws are so strict about it over there tho.
just something i thought of idk, do you think using a vpn while cupsing or changing your em.ail to a different one would help anything? idk tho im not sure the exact level of snoopy your countrys govt is regarding online activities. maybe a code for when u want to talk about religious stuff in the future?
@LoveMyMoonflowers hi loveliest 🤍 super duper relieved to see you on. hows stuff?
i think vpns cost money 🤔 its okay 🤍 i can live without talking about the religious ✨️mess✨️ the chances anyone snoops so much they find this all are very low but i just wanted to be sure
im really glad i cld hear your opinion about it before deleting 🤍 it was our hq...
millions of hugs if okay 🤍
@unassumingEyes hi lovelier-than-loveliest 💙 stuff is stuff-ey. my brother went back to college last month. things are calm here actually. but yk im careful. idk. ive been floating i guess, trying to ignore the unprocessed stuff as much as possible. xD sometimes people really can confuse you with how cruel they can be one month and how kind they can be the next. idk. (parents)
how has stuff been for you? 💙
true i guess but i think there might be some free ones? some free ones are trippy tho. and im pretty sure vpn's can be detected. :/ at least if someones using one, snoopy govt can know.
you could yeah but even if you do ever want to talk about it, i mean sometimes it does get so frustrating to the point we need an outlet XP religious stuffs be like that.
it was our hq... everyones.
*biggest hugs, billions of them*
ill try to come back on tomorrow, i have hw now sadly.
@LoveMyMoonflowers yeah i get that. mom was just about going...mom-like when aunt moved closer to us, and now shes in a better mood. Sunshine and rainbows and all that. Its weird.
Ive been kinda floating too xD processing stuff is hard. Im really, really glad to see you because things have been feelings really hopeless lately 😔🤍
I do have something i havent told you, too, but- not yet. okay? a better time than this, i think. ive only just seen you again after a month, we dont need to rush into the hard stuff till/unless we're ready 🤍
goodluck with homework 🤓 im really proud of you for being here okay? like wooh go flowers youre amazing 🎉 fingers crossed all will remain well (or well-ish) for you 🤍
@unassumingEyes am *cough* mostly done with evil homework.
yeah the mood switches are kinda crazy. definitely weird. and sometimes when they get too nice you start to suspect whether everything you were put through in the past was all made-up. :') or idk. if it was just inside your head. idk.
yayyy, floating buddies. xD. im glad to see you too. 💙
*biggest, softest hugs for eyes* 🫂🫂
i thought i'd be leaving cups forever but cups is the kind of place, despite all its flaws, after meeting you guys... you cant let go lol. well more like cups takes a firm grasp on you and you cant escape XP.
thats ok. 💜 we can talk about all the... stuff, if/when we be ready. but either way, meanwhile, lots of hugs shall be sent 💙🫂
thanks eyes. <3 eyes bean is amazing too. *bonks brain that can be meanful sometimes* ye better take note of this fact, brainie -_-
@LoveMyMoonflowers brains need bonking alot, dont they?
if cups feels too much and you think its time to yeet it away, thats okay. but i hope youll let me know, and leave only cups
i get what you mean, its like were they ever really that bad or did we exaggerate xD but i think its a little bit unfair to our younger/past selves to believe that it was exaggerated. we felt the pain, you know? no matter how nice they are now. we felt the pain
*gentle soft hugs* 🤍🫂
@unassumingEyes yep, they do. every brain seems at least alittle bonkable. wish we could find the little meanie bonkable code in it and get rid of it forever so brains would stop being meanful :/
well idk if i'd yeet it exactly XP such a yeeting would only occur if... i didnt have anyone to come back to here yk. like emperor and you.
yeah i always think im exaggerating stuff, even with stuff i didnt tell anyone. xD like brain be like "your so dramatic and make such a big deal" like bro, nobody except me even knows.
ive never thought about it like that before tbh. i guess it isnt fair to the younger selves. :/
*lots of gentle hugs back* 💙
hru feeling today?
@LoveMyMoonflowers eyes is okay, i think xD we're doing a little not so good thing where we dont address any of the low emotions and pretend all is well xD
Need to find the meanie code in brains and erase it from existence xD
I get what you say about ever yeeting cups. like, same xD eyes isnt leaving as long as you drop in every now and then, and our emperor is around. theres no one else, ill be honest. here or anywhere in the world xD
*more hugs if okay because i missed youu*
@unassumingEyes yayyyy. allll is wellll ✨ my brain is starting to wonder why brains like negative stuff so much but when it comes time we try (???) to address the bad stuff, brain runs off. XP smh.
yeah fr. we could yeet it too... 🤔 pennsylvania lol, where emperor yeeted off all our homework lol
yeah same fr. :')
*more huuuuuuugs, and i missed you too*
@LoveMyMoonflowers poor pennsylvania xD
i know right?? like all day while at college or around mom brain will be like "sad! angry! need process!" and when i finally slip away and go "okay whats wrong" brain says "nothing go away"
😀😀 silly brains
@unassumingEyes lol
nahhh fr tho xD xD. thats the most real description of it ive heard in awhile lol
silly brains indeed XP
beep boop howre you? youve popped in i think but eyes hasnt really been in gcs today xD
@unassumingEyes boop borp <3 ahhh im sorry XP. i wasnt on much yesterday. i think (?) i peeked but i didnt stay long. yesterday i slept in + skipped school (which means i need to do school tomorrow 😭) and there was too much schoolwork today and then had to do dishes :/ but now im hereee. ill reply to ur other thingy after this
also congrats on your speech going well, you lovely star 💙 💙
im okie, just alittle tired. hru? <3
*sends you hugs* love u
@LoveMyMoonflowers im oki today isnt that amazing xD xD
thank youu ✨️
ew schoolybobs ive like three big tests on mon-tues and im not studying xD
tired == rest please 🤓
*hugs* love you too very very much 🤍
@unassumingEyes what happened? *more big soft hugs* :( /nfta
yucky schoolybobs. yay for not studying bc studying sucks but also nuuuu xD what subjects are those tests in? i have an english one tomorrow :/ technically i can do it today tho if i want
nu i shall not rest xD i shall be more tired
*big hugs*
@LoveMyMoonflowers *biggest hugs*
nothingg altho grandmothers here and being her odd self xD still its bearable
tests are urdu (help) physics and chem (also help)
good luck with english 🤍 its the one subject that i survive lol
@unassumingEyes r e l a t i v e s ✨ i hope its not too chaotic/bad over there :/ *hugs*
ah frick 💀 would yeet all three of them if i could. big meanie subjects. good luck tho 💜
thanks 💙 real lol. i like english bc its the only subject that kinda (?) encourages you to think for yourself xD abeka being abeka. everything else is like "dont question the bible, thats dangerous!"
@LoveMyMoonflowers *hugs*
physics is alright but chem is hard and urdu is gonna give me grey hairs xD
i get that, it is weird how they manage to bring religion into everything. i hate all the "dont question the religion!" followed by "anyone with logic would follow the religion!" bro youre not letting us even try to use logic 😔😔 english and math are life savers for me xD
eyessss
@LoveMyMoonflowers flowerss
@unassumingEyes eyessss
@LoveMyMoonflowers flowerssss xD
sorry darling, ive got to go :/ im safe tho, dw <3 just slept half the day away so the work's gotta be done, or ill never pass the urdu test xD take care and be safer than safe 🤍
@unassumingEyes its okay 💜 *hugs* im glad i got to catch u while u were on. you be safer than safe too 💙 and gl with studying for urdu *sends edible luck*
also i applaud thy sleeping, sleep is goot goot
@LoveMyMoonflowers *big hugs* *noms luck*
...*noms urdu* am i a genius now? xD
@LoveMyMoonflowers why wont they leave your country alone? leave me a message when youre on please 🤍 sorry for being away, stuff is a mess at home. i dont know if youve been on lately...? hugs if okay 🤍
@unassumingEyes hi 💙 no ive not really been on lately. im getting a week-long break from school next week thankfully, but ill be in my home country seeing family and stuff. ive just been busy with school :')
we're ok here 💙 the stuff... happend in the main city. idk. im not supposed to talk about it. we're being alittle extra cautious here for some reason, about what we talk about and google and stuff. and im paranoid xD.
dont be sorry 💙 ive been thinking about you. im sorry stuffs been messy at home - you okay? *big safe gentle hugs*
love u 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers im...meh xD *hugs*
im glad youre safe atleast. I get being paranoid...a lot xD thats okay dont say anything that makes you feel uneasy 🤍
you going to see good family or meh family? xD getting school off is good. maybe some time to rest 🤍