I think i have BPD.
I strongly believe I have bpd, i hate being alone. I feel alone a lot. I also feel the need to lure for a boyfriend, I can't be alone I hate it. People that don't even know me messaged me on snapchat and suggested that I have it just from seeing the things I post. I also watched a youtube video of a doctor giving examples of it and it felt like I was being read top to bottom.
If you believe you have BPD, I strongly encourage you to seek help if you haven't already. It's a scary thing but it can be liberating to get answers as well. And even if you don't have BPD, it sounds like you are hurting in other ways in which you need help (everyone needs help sometimes - cliche, I know).
Either way, you are not alone. You are not broken or crazy or a monster. There are so many people out there suffering in similar ways. You just need to reach out to the right people ❤
I think you should go talk to a professional. That’s just my opinion. Know that a diagnosis doesn’t change who you are. At all.
@maggieday I was in the exact same spot as you. Couldn't be alone (and still can't) to save my life. It literally felt like the most painful thing ever and would seriously rather die. I agree with the other replies, definitely try to seek help from a professional. If you're having trouble, PsychologyToday helps! You're able to select what the therapist specializes in as well as what insurance they accept! :)