I don’t if I have BPD
I don’t want to seem like I’m self diagnosing but I just want to know if it seems like I have BPD cause i reading about it and I have all the symptoms. Whenever I feel like I’m being abandoned my mind immediately goes blank, so I cry, badly harm my self there was two times where I gave my self a black eye and I walked over to my boyfriend’s school while crying for a whole hour nonstop. I also feel extreme loneliness all the time and I do have a lot of mood swings, especially in arguments with my boyfriend. I feel like it’s really exhausting being in a relationship with me
@ema99
Hi there. 💜 The way I tend to think about it is, if it feels to you like BPD fits ("If somehow this isn't BPD, then it certainly seems very similar"), then resources and tips tailored for people with BPD are likely to be helpful.
What you're describing sounds really tough either way--like the baseline is overwhelming loneliness, and then sometimes there's additional feelings abandonment on top of that and things get even worse. Have you found anything helpful so far for dealing with the loneliness?
