I feel so lost
I think I may have borderline personality disorder or bipolar disorder. I’m severely depressed, have some childhood drama, anxiety. I need help controlling my impulses. I have manic episodes as well as breakdowns. I don’t waste more time or ruin my life. I’m starting to get scared.. I don’t know how much longer I can last.
@SadSassylys
Hello sadSassylys!
Sorry to hear about your struggles, it's surely double difficult when we don't know what exactly is going on.
Here in our community it's possible to discuss and share about BPD, and if it can help this is a link with some resources: click HERE
Hope some of the people dealing with it will show up so that hearing from them could help you clarifying your mind, even if just a professional can make the proper diagnosis.
Wishing you to feel less alone in your 7 cups journey!
@SadSassylys
Hello SadSassylys;
Is this something new? Out of the blue?
Sometimes not understanding or not knowing is worse. We hear you. And what you are feeling right now is ok. You are not alone. We are here.
It may help you to speak with a Listener? Click here for the list of Active Listeners. It can be helpful to have someone there that knows. We are judgement free.
We also have various Self-Help guides. I have been known to visit there frequently, sometimes just for clarification.
You are also welcome to just vent and say whatever is on your mind.