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TW Endless pit and new hope

User Profile: stormieandpaws
stormieandpaws August 14th, 2025


trigger warning  spiritual and beliefs








Endless pit and new hope




Falling falling


see the ground below


but then the ground fall away


falling and falling more


seem like when get to point there ground


it just fall away so we keep falling endlessly


the darkness of this pit that never ends is like pure darkness


we do not know what to do


seem all hope is lost within the falling


but then we see a rope coming down at us


do we keep falling or grasp onto the rope


we not know who at the other end of the rope


can we trust them to pull us up and not hurt us


this risk of trusting the unknown person at other end of rope is it worth doing


we can not stop falling and seem to never land on ground


so we risk trusting other one at end of rope as it our only hope


we grasp onto the rope hanging on the knot at the end of it


slowly and carefully the other person at other end pulls us up


then we see who it be that being Jesus


we ask Him why did it take so long to send us the rope


He smiles and says the rope was always there but you would not look up to see it


we think about this and then see that what we thought was hopeless was only due to our thinking


we would not look for away out and way up


as we thought the way out was to fall on the ground below us


but that was not the way out it was only away down deeper into the pit


but the hands that held the rope and the rope never was not there


we only needed to look and trust the other one at end of rope


He was always there but waiting for us to trust Him to pull us out of the pit


so within the end when we trusted Him we had new hopeless


not looking down at pure darkness, but looking up at the light above us


hope and peace be found in His hands when we trust Him not run from Him


fear of the unknown has came to a end as within His hands we know we will be ok




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User Profile: Amanda84
Amanda84 August 15th, 2025

@stormieandpaws

Always grab the rope.

Always accept the help.

Always retain hope.

It's all we have to anchor us 💜💕

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User Profile: stormieandpaws
stormieandpaws OP August 15th, 2025

@Amanda84

we agree on that kinda as we also have our faith  that dose that too. but yes to take the rope is better then not too but that a risk each time too. we still have a very hard time asking for help even when other offer to help we can at times say we not need the help this come from feeling like  a burden to others we even when in the abuse was told we was a burden a lot the hard one was our ex hubby and our one brother repeatedly told us trigger warning  that the world would be better off without us taking up space ex hubby would gives pills and say that

we not proud  of it but we tried to end our life many many times. his brain washing  almost worked he was great at  playing mind game on us too so we feel bad about something we was not at fault  for even now many many years later we 2nd guess things

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