I wish I could write a poem that would bring you back

I wish I could write a poem that would

Bring you back to me

I wish I could write a good poem, at least

On this day, one long, painful year ago

You stopped talking to me for good

Since then, I daydream of you, religiously

There's a full moon out tonight,

I'm ovulating, and it's been one year, exactly

Since I began to rot from your absence 

Can you feel the pull?

The full moon glows on me as it glows on you

My heart and my body aches for you, as it did a year ago

One year and millions of tears, since then

We were at the right place at the wrong time

I can barely breathe without your love

This grief, all-consuming, all too powerful

A whole year gone by, intoxicated by it

I filled your absence in every way I possibly could

Isn't it ironic how I shared a favorite quote with you,

About how in one's absence, your presence is even louder

How this made you cry, and now you have proven it true

I am never really alone, because your absence is here

It started raining as I write this, nature must be showing me

Your tears for me, as rainfall, on the same night we parted

Guess I was always right,

it was too good to be true

Our love could never be an even fit

For we had to lose one another

And love one another, in different times

But what's left is an unfinished story

Maybe I should make a painting

That perfectly resembles what we had

I'll just need to make sure to leave it incomplete