Your closed burn

TW (figurative mentions of scars, burns, and probably more????)

Ohhh chicken, where ist thou butt?

(Not sure what the above means??? I wrote it to get started and that's what got me to write so I left it for you to be as confused as me 💀😎😭)

Bright smile and laugh

Smooth hair and heart 

Warm eyes and thoughts 

Witty feet and tongue 

Why do I still remember you so

I tried so hard to forget, my obsession 

I thought they were gone

A deep abyss to swallow them all

But it spit them back out,

I guess it doesn't taste good?

Now their back soggy and old

But still bright as 24 carat gold

These heavy thoughts used to blind my thoughts 

But now I can drive, I know the rules

I can see 20/20, hindsight I guess

I can see what is shown but now what is hidden 

Who's shadows are covering it?

Yours or mine? 

Probably mine, my shadows seem to consume all

Emotions, thoughts, will, and all

Now you're red, your chosen style?

I can only watch, far or near

but never with

For with is dangerous, 

Last time I tried to get friends your fires burned bright 

Beautiful but scorching 

It took forever to feel normal, in heart or mind, 

Like a tree struck by lightning, it's always scared

My bark grew back, but if you know how to look...

I don't know what to write,

About me or about you,

Are you even real, anymore

Just a hollow sculpture I made while trying to heal my burns? 

The ones you made? 

Why do I still long for fire, in forge or heart!

It always always burns to bright,

blisters form and scars turn white

Please ohh friends,

Please ohh preacher,

Please ohh singer,

Please ohh father,

Please tell me

How do you heal a fully close wound?