I have been going through a lot and feel really bad about myself.

two days ago my girlfriend dumped me. We have been together for almost a year. I love her so much. I live in Maryland and she was a live in nanny here for two years. She had a lot of stress because of her job. Her parents forced her to quit and go back to Michigan to live with them and her 4 younger sisters. She left for Michigan sept 22. I went to go and see her in Michigan for my birthday this past weekend and everything went very well. We had so much fun and so much love. Then when I got home she seemed short with me and then the day after that she dumps me. When she dumped me she said she still wants to be in my life because I don't have any support in my life. She still wants to be a part of my life.

This confuses me. So much. She tried txt me a few short messages lastnight. She has done this before and then after a few days of giving her space everything is back to normal. I know she has anxiety a lot of times.

i just don't know what to do. I had a huge panic attack before work yesterday and I had one today on top of my now financial situation.

I don't know what to do and am scare of this all of losing her.

I have been going through a lot and feel really bad about myself.

two days ago my girlfriend dumped me. We have been together for almost a year. I love her so much. I live in Maryland and she was a live in nanny here for two years. She had a lot of stress because of her job. Her parents forced her to quit and go back to Michigan to live with them and her 4 younger sisters. She left for Michigan sept 22. I went to go and see her in Michigan for my birthday this past weekend and everything went very well. We had so much fun and so much love. Then when I got home she seemed short with me and then the day after that she dumps me. When she dumped me she said she still wants to be in my life because I don't have any support in my life. She still wants to be a part of my life.

This confuses me. So much. She tried txt me a few short messages lastnight. She has done this before and then after a few days of giving her space everything is back to normal. I know she has anxiety a lot of times.

i just don't know what to do. I had a huge panic attack before work yesterday and I had one today on top of my now financial situation.

I don't know what to do and am scare of this all of losing her.

Definitely need lots of hugs today, this week sucked.

I need a real hug every day!!!

I have been going through a lot and feel really bad about myself.

two days ago my girlfriend dumped me. We have been together for almost a year. I love her so much. I live in Maryland and she was a live in nanny here for two years. She had a lot of stress because of her job. Her parents forced her to quit and go back to Michigan to live with them and her 4 younger sisters. She left for Michigan sept 22. I went to go and see her in Michigan for my birthday this past weekend and everything went very well. We had so much fun and so much love. Then when I got home she seemed short with me and then the day after that she dumps me. When she dumped me she said she still wants to be in my life because I don't have any support in my life. She still wants to be a part of my life.

This confuses me. So much. She tried txt me a few short messages lastnight. She has done this before and then after a few days of giving her space everything is back to normal. I know she has anxiety a lot of times.

i just don't know what to do. I had a huge panic attack before work yesterday and I had one today on top of my now financial situation.

I don't know what to do and am scare of this all of losing her.

Take my hug. Take it and keep it with you for whenever you need it.

I need a very huge hug.. pleease...

My boyfriend never gives me hugs but does cuddle at bed time

This year has been a rough one for me. The very first month alone my very reason for getting up in the morning had died, I'm still questioning as to why I even bother if he is not here for me to care for him. But I fight with myself each day to get up and go through each day. I'm getting better and I can smile and laugh again, with it being the real deal. My emotional support for that was great in the beginning, now people dont want to hear about it and wish I would get over it. All except one, who has been my rock. But I keep messing up. We had to move after a tornado hit our area. I'm sitting at a job I dont even really like or fully understand which is frustrating and saddening. Since then I've been messing up left and right. My lastedst one has caused us to cancle a banking card and wait for a new one with already the loss of some money. I though I was smart enough to spot these games, but I leaned otherwise. My rock wont say it's my fault, even as others will, and yet I know it is. I've just been fighting with myself to do better, be better.

Everything that could go wrong just went wrong today