@Nowheretorun21

I feel the same way most days I worry and stress over all kinds of thing it has all but rewnt my family. When she would ask whats wrong I wouldnt know how to answer I didnt feel it was right to put all my troubles on her and I would cram it down inside and make myself bitter and angry and thats worst then opening up. I know you dont feel you are worthy to open up and put all this pain over there on him but try it he obviously loves you or else he wouldnt be fighting so hard, he is trying really hard it seems but just doesnt know how to connect, let him in he is your partner he will help you carry your pain and will do anything to make you better.

@Nowheretorun21 I get it. I've felt that way sometimes exept for it's about my moms death and the way my family just acts like I'm crazy for having feelings or not being able to return to normal like the rest of them have. Not exactly normal but able to live their life

@Nowheretorun21 why? What exactly drowning that outgoing personality of yours? If you can find that out, you'll be so much closer to finding that positive spark again. Good luck!

@Nowhere hello my friend some emotions inside of you desperately trying to gain attentions of yours something you doing some issues or new reminding you constantly that you need to pay attention try and understand what is going on inside of you you can seek help from outside to understand what going on you cant run away from yourself you may see a psychologist or you can have 7CUPS listeners listening that may help you to resolve your inner issue my friend when you control your mind you control your life