Give up 🎈✨

Maybe I’m tired of being brave, 🫥
tired of carrying what I cannot save 🥀
Tired of saying “I’ll be okay”
when I’ve been breaking every day 💔 

So maybe I’ll stomp
Just for tonight 🌙
Let the world keep turning 🌎
without me trying to make it right

I’ll put down the weight
I was never meant to hold, 🖤
let my hands become empty,
let my heart grow cold ❄️

Maybe giving up
doesn’t always mean goodbye. 🌧️
Maybe sometimes it means
I’m finally too tired to lie 🫠

So I’ll breather 🌬️
I’ll be still 🕯️
I’ll let the tears come
without fighting them 😢

And tomorrow
if tomorrow asks me to try again, 🌅
maybe i won’t 

Not because I’m fearless
Not because I’m healed 🩹

Just because somewhere beneath
all this exhaustion,
a tiny part of me
still wants to see
what comes next 🖤✨

good night everyone