Ni and Bunny Connect Corner
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Heyooo peopleesss,
The lovely Ni and I are going to use this corner for the both of us 💕🤪🥺 you can expect lots of emojis ,💕😭😁🧐🤗🐻😛 (our favourite is this one: 😭) . You can also expect lots of poetry, quotes, stories and fun stuff! This is also a place where we share things and help each other out! 😭😛🐻🤗 We got thisss! Yayayay!
Here we gooo !
@amiableBunny4016
I’m a bit late :') :') *Smh Ni*
Haaaaapppppppyyyyyyy birthdaayyyyyyy Bunnnnnnyyyyyyyyyyyy 💜💜 *sings the happy birthday song even though my voice is uh….*
Bunny friend i really wish i had the right words to say/write 🥺 But i don’t really know how to put my thoughts into words right now. 💜 Ni friend just wants to wish you a very happy birthday 💜 and me just… hope you know, that I’m grateful for you. 💜 i’m grateful for you being exactly you, the best Bunny in the whole world. 💜 for showing so much kindness to me, for being my friend, for being there for me. For the laughs, and those quiet conversations, and for the memories. 💜
I know there have been times when i’ve been mean, or insensitive, or a bit careless when it comes to my words/actions on here. And I’m sorry. :') But bunny you’ve never been unkind to me ever, you’ve shown so much care and kindness and empathy to me (and to others 💜💜) it’s hard to explain. I’m so grateful for that 💜 i really just hope you know how much i appreciate you.
When I take some time to reflect a bit 💜 i think of that one time when I wrote those “fun facts with Ni” in my diary thread. lmao. and they weren’t very kind facts about myself because that’s how we humans are oftentimes, it’s hard to see the good in ourselves. but then you came and we played a kinder, better version of “Fun Facts.” And it was just so sweet, i think. we went on and on with fun facts about Ni and fun facts about Bunny for a little while, lol. That’s just one of the ways you’ve shown me kindness 💜 you’ve shown me you cared. I won’t forget that and i definitely won’t forget any of the other memories we've created.
And I’m so proud of you Bunny. 💜 Since i’ve met you here, I’ve come to know how strong and brave you are. you’ve kept going, and kept going, and kept going, and now you’ve turned 15. The past year has been tough 💜 there's been warm, lovely moments, and there’s been hard moments. hard days. 💜 but your here. I know it’s not been easy. but you've made it this far and i’m really proud of you.
And idk i hope this doesn’t sound weird :') i hope Bunny friend lets me know if this makes her uncomfy or anything, okie? 💜 but sometimes I've kinda felt like you’ve been a sister to me, a wise, caring, kindhearted sister. even when I've been a little distant sometimes, when i wasn’t okay, you were there and you showed you cared, it meant so much to me then and it still means so much to me now.
I could keep reflecting i guess and go on 💜 because there really is so much to love about you Bunny, and there really is so so much you’ve done for me and for your friends, and there’s so much. I’m grateful for you, I’m super proud of you, and i love you so much 💜 thank you for being you, thank you for being my friend, thank you for being there for me all those times, thank you for caring. You deserve the best birthday ever 💜 and you deserve so much more. You deserve the same, pure, genuine, beautiful kindness you give, you deserve love, you deserve care.
You're the best you 💜 you're the best bunny.
- Ni friend 💗
P.S. Idk why I’m writing this but i wanted to write about this lol. last night when it was like 12 am in my country/when it became May 7th (still 10 pm/May 6th where you live, *smh Ni*) i was in my bed and i was quietly singing the happy birthday song. And i don’t sing well at all lmao 🤪 but I did anyways. it felt warm. because when I think of Bunny friend, i feel warm. When i think of you, i think of kindness and care. 💜 So - again - your the best you. 💜 Love you friend.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
oh my goodness! i think i've forgotten english at this point because no words can describe how sweet and lovely and beautiful and amazing and caring and kind and eloquent and fantastic and.... (the whole good words of dictionary) this message is 💜 thank you so much Ni :) *sends hugs if okay* thank you for making this birthday, the last one and the most beautiful and special one. thank you for being a friend, a sister, a family, for merely just being human because it means the world to 💜 you were there every time i needed you, and there was never a time you ever hurt me or made me feel upset or uncomfortable. you were always there to comfort me and care for me and it means the world to me 💜 i have loved every moment, and every second of talking to you and being with you. your presence is a gift 💜
the "fun facts with ni" was an iconic time on 7cups journey which i will never forget 🥺 and even though, its difficult to believe such positive things about ourselves, the fact that we push through everyday, brush our teeth, get ready, go to work/school etc.... is an act of self care in itself 💜 i know how difficult existing is Ni. but you have made it so far and im so proud of you 💜
You are worth so much more than you think, you are just one of the pure and kindest beings i know, and it kills me that you dont see that 💜 i cant wait to make more memories with you and to get to know you better as we go through our journey however long it will be.
i remember when you joined 7cups :') 💜 just that sweet beautiful Ni who slowly became a friend, a sister, a family, a everything. and i am so glad i met you. 💜 💜 not one inch of me regrets meeting you because its the best birthday gift i could have ever asked for! (its already the 7th of may here dont worry about it lol)
Bunny
@amiableBunny4016
Free salon sesh incoming. :') :') :')
Aww bunny 🥺 Idk what to say other than thank you 💜 Your reply here is another example of what i was talking about. 💜 Your presence is a massiiivee gift too Bunny bean 💗 It means so much to me to be a part of your cups family 💜
Idk what to say 😭 I think your right though friend, that’s true. Just us getting up every day, pushing ourselves to get up, and go about our daily routines… 💜 i guess it’s hard to see it as an act of self care, but it is. I’m very proud of you too Bunny 💜💜
thank you friend 🥺 Again i legit dk what to say, lol :') I appreciate your kindness, thank you. 💜 you are worth so so so much, too, friend. I know i’ve said this a lot already, but it’s true, you really are the best 💜
And Bunnyyyyy, bunny-hugs are always okay smh! lol. 💜 *Big big big hugs for you* I’ll come back here with more words, if i ever get them 🥺 but it’s not likely 😭 because I’ve just melted entirely, you are way too kind and sweet. 💜
(And then there’s me who replies to this on the 8th of May 😎✨🤪)
@LoveMyMoonflowers
@amiableBunny4016
One of the GIF masters at work 😮💗
@LoveMyMoonflowers
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@amiableBunny4016
*sits here in our corner* me going to keep you in my thoughts bunny friend. Flashbacks hurt 💜 and even when.. we remind ourselves that it’s going to pass, and it will pass 💜 even then they can still be v overwhelming friend. I wish i’d replied quicker and helped somehow 😔
i’m hoping your okie friend and will be able to get some sleep tonight. 💜 Love you friend.
p.s. I’m sorry for not replying to that one post in my diary thread and that one reply in yours 💜 I will as soon as i can (when i have the energy and my brainie will let me.. 🥲)
@LoveMyMoonflowers
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@amiableBunny4016
No pressure to read or respond, me understand, bunny friend 💜
friend Ni friend is feeling sleepy, it’s 2:15 am here. I love you, please be safe and try to be kind to yourself sweet friend. 💜 I’m gonna check on you tomorrow when i can 🥺
@amiableBunny4016
@LoveMyMoonflowers
@amiableBunny4016
to the best bunny in the whole wide world.
to my dear friend.
to my twin. my sister.
i know we haven’t been talking very much lately. well we did recently but i know i’ve been quiet and i don’t seem to have much to say. i’m sorry about that. but i know you probably understand. sometimes it’s hard to find words to say i guess.
but i still think about you, every day. your one of the bestest friends i have here. my bestie. you’ve been with me for over a year. and i care about you and you mean, and have meant, so so so much to me.
your probably wondering why im writing this, or maybe you guessed… well. i’m going to be away for a while. at least im going to try, it feels like im addicted to 7 cups sometimes. but yeah… i already asked to delete my account. but this is not like last time. last time it was impulsive of me and i wasn’t okay in my head, and it was… crazy lol. i’m sorry about what happened, but im really grateful i have a friend in you, you stuck with me and showed me you cared and that meant so much.
last time… you said you didn’t want me to leave thinking i don’t belong here or im a bother. in truth, i do feel like a bother at times to people here, i know im not helpful at times, and yeah… but this time im leaving because there is something, some things, i want to do. it’s not ending it. i do want to return eventually, ill try to. i do feel sad leaving because ill miss my friends, ill miss you, but i will be back one day. i will try. ill be okay.
i love you. 💜 i hope you’ll try to take care of yourself? and little bunny brother. i’m really proud of you, for making it so far, because like you said it takes a lot just to exist at times. sometimes it takes a lot just to be alive. i’m proud of you.
im going to miss you so much. i do miss you already lol i know we haven’t talked much past couple of days.
i hope my dear bunny friend knows im grateful for her and for her life 💜 im grateful i got to meet you. remember i told you my little 11 year old self was obsessed with bunnies? and i used to draw them and write about them in my textbooks… lol. seriously, if you check my english textbook from 6th grade it is filled with bunny-related stuff. and you said, now i got to know a real life bunny. that made me smile. lol. that thought has occurred to me before and brought so much warmth 💜 i’m so glad i got to meet you, even if it’s just online, still. i’m glad you became my friend. i’m glad we became friends. i’m glad and grateful for every conversation, for all those quiet moments, for the laughs, the headlines you made of strange phenomenons and the weird long hashtags i wrote. just… everything. thank you for being my bunny twin. for understanding me. for always always always being so kind to me. you stuck with me through so much. i will forever treasure our friendship and the memories we have made together.
i understand that, when i come back, we may not be as close. i understand that i may not return at all, or you may not be on 7 cups anymore. but im hoping you’ll still be on here then and that we’ll get to talk again. that’s my wish. 💜
Sending hugs if okay 💜 i’m going to miss you. :') love you. i’m sorry if all this sounded random or dumb lol 😅 i’m not good with words or saying goodbye to people. Although this isn’t meant to be a goodbye. just a see you later. <3
From, Ni.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
I knew you would come back. I just knew it. Life brings blessings Ni. That little bunny you used to draw when you were a kid came to life. You will always be the bestest and most beautiful friend ever and I will forever treasure our friendship. 💛 And even though you might not believe it, you are a wonderful, loving, caring and pawesome friend to be around!
@amiableBunny4016 💜💜💜
“That little bunny you used to draw when you were a kid came to life.” this… awww 🥺
@amiableBunny4016
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*drops a note*
@amiableBunny4016 💜💜💜
@amiableBunny4016
*squeals* *jumps up and down* *dances* *sings* haaaaapppppyyyyyy biiirrrttttthhhhdddaaaaayyyyy tttooooo yooouuuuuuuu, haaappyyyy biiirrrttthhhdddaaayyy tooo youuuu, haaapppyyy birrrthhhdaayyyy, dearrrr bunnny wunny bunser wunser bunnyy beaaanieeeee
happy birthday to you!
(prepare for a long-winded and cringe note coming up, from the Ni 🥲)
Hey beanie. 💜
Happy sixteenth birthday. <3 It feels a little weird to say that somehow lol - your 16. then ill be 16. Soon you’ll be whisked off to sixth form. then you’ll be 17, then 18 and… Time just flies. And yet, still, somehow - each day sort of drags on like a lifetime sometimes. The same episode playing over and over again, the little plot twists in between. and then, Life having some mercy, sprinkling some little good moments and scenes. I know it gets tiring, and i know, honestly. just celebrating our life and existence and us being here and doing the same thing over and over, and going through the same thing over and over, can feel weird. Along with all the other complicated emotions and stuffs. its tiring and bittersweet and beautiful and complicated. Even through everything though, there is a teenage girl on the other side of the world in the middle east, and yk… shes just another kid, but shes grateful for you. For your existence. You mean so much to her. you know how everyone we meet, they leave a print on our hearts, on our lives, somehow? You’ve left a big print, a warmth, a… something. I cant really express it, i dont really know how.
And its a little weird how words work. How they come, sometimes, in the spur of the moment. And then, how - the moment you want them, or need them, you either cough them up - stilted - or they don’t come out at all. Its weird. Words are just icky atp lol. Like, please, i would like to express my multi-dimensional, galactic thought but… english *exists* and its *2d* so… fun. xD.
I’m thinking - remembering - a lot of things as i write this, honestly. Remembering the older times of cups, and teen side. my days as a cringe newbie lol. The days we started talking a little, how we used to dislike each other, lol. What even led me here in the first place. How - if one or two things didnt happen in the past, somehow, we wouldnt meet or wouldnt become friends. If alternate/parallel universes exist (yes i do entertain this thought sometimes, where else do you think i got the high-society immortals idea XD) then i hope theres not a teen Ni out there without a Bunny friend because that just seems kinda wrong. *pities that version of Ni* *yeets her* :>
What brought us here - to cups, i mean - might not have been great but… even through all of it… im glad i got to meet you. Im glad we got to be friends. Im even mad at the word “glad” here for being so… like… ick, it doesnt describe it well enough lol. theres a lot of bad in the world but for me, you are one of those sparks of good. Every laugh, every “so” competition, every quote, every rant about our home lives or brain-lives (Yes this is a term now i made it up 2 seconds ago), every nickname, every deep conversation about life, all the discussions about different theories and philosophies, all the anger and emotions we shared about religion, all the… everything, really. Im grateful for all of it, for you, and i wouldnt take any of it back ever.
you’ve taught me so much about this world, and about people, and about life, about myself, too - and i know sometimes when we discuss things we end up with more questions and confusion than answers (lol) but…. I’ve still learnt a lot. Most of all, with you, i got to learn what it is to have a sister, and to have real, true family, and to have someone to look up to, someone to share things with, a twin, a friend. Im so grateful for you girl 💜
I know life likes to be weird and confusing but i hope in this new chapter, Bunny being 16, gets to be filled with good memories and more of those good moments and scenes. I hope you get to meet more kind people in your life, and you’ll find more of that hope and strength that lies in you, not less of it. And while i know its hard, i hope you’ll try to take care of yourself, and show yourself some love, the same kind of love you show me and to everyone. You deserve all the love and kindness and safety the world has to offer, you deserve the best and nothing less 💜
There are about a million other things I know I need to be saying right now but my brains silly and let all of them float away like balloons *smh* but since your on break im going to use it as an excuse to come to this space and write out these thoughts that were supposed to go in the birthday letter lol - as they come to me. xD. They….. should… come to me. *waves fist at balloons pretend-angrily* 🎈
One thing comes to mind. Remember when i told you, that when i was in sixth grade (i think?) I used to be so obsessed with bunnies i’d draw them in my textbooks? And you told me that my dream came true and i got to meet a real-life Bunny. 💜 well…. yeah. it happened. I look back on that and i think its so cute and funny, that little girl i used to be didn’t know she would grow up and meet a real, true friend and call her Bunny. lol. Those drawings and dreams came to life, and became memories.
I know that in life, like that quote says, we often just flutter around like butterflies, and we think it will last forever. i know in the grand scheme of things, it can kind of feel like it doesnt matter, at times. The little things, the memories, the…. us. Our existence. but still. through everything, im happy and im grateful and i love that we get to be butterflies and exist and flutter at the same time. Thank you for being my friend, my family, my big sister, my twin sister, my little sister. thank you for everything 💜 You’re so special to me and you always will be. I love you tons 💜 All the way to the galaxy farthest away from this one, then back to saturn and back to earth.
Happy birthday, best bunny beanie. <3
Love, your friend Ni.
P.S. Also, its your birthday, child. please, no news lol. T-T I shalt ban reading the news when thou returnest to me after thy exams /jk (maybe). I hope you try to do something nice for yourself today, even if its something small, and even through all the stress and chaos of revision :’) Im sending trucketloads (trucketloads is a new word i invented) of luck for your exams, and biiiiiiig hugs, and also an SOS message because its genuinely pretty lonely on this side without you and im kinda sorta maybe dying a little bit. 🥲 i seriously miss you and cant wait till you get back. *clingy syndrome noises* 🥲 😭 💜
P.S.S. I’m sorry about how long and weird and jumbled a lot of this is 🥲 Im not exactly good at writing letters *remembers the letter we tried to do together for soul* (brain: no i dont want to remember that)
P.S.S.S. I also miss you sm but its not like just the “i miss bunny” kind of missing its like the whole “I need to show this to bunny but bunnys not there” “I need bunnys opinion on this” “I need to discuss this with bunny like nowwww” “idk who to talk to about this i kinda want to talk to bunny about it tho” “Gaaaaahhahahahaaa naaaaaa clingy syndrome i miss bunny sm *crying* “ yeah essentially… all of those. Combined. come back 😭 😭 *yeets exams*
