I don't see my mom as much anymore, my dad always fights and is very violent, I care about my grades but lack motivation to bring my grades up, I had a great friend but he ended up leaving, I lost my love and best friend and he now just has pity since I get anxiety all the time, no one understands me but they try to
Haven't been to school since monday. Just feel like I can't get through this. Self-harmed for the first time in a long time yesterday. I was seen my pchyciatrist yesterday too, but it didn't help. At least I didn't break down and cry, as I used to do. Keep telling myself that I'm strong. That I will get through this, but it's like I don't believe myself either. Just feel like jump out in front of a train...
Not sure what mood I am in again...
Depressed and anxious
Optimistic about my future, yet still worried about my son and our whole situation with my mother in-law.
I know what I want to do and what I have to do, however, I still have some steps to take to be able to do what's needed to be done.
ANXIETY....
The first half of my day I was tired and angry, I kept tearing people down with me and it felt good, but I know it shouldn't have. Then I was indifferent because both my friends left me, so I distracted myself with a school project. I hope I did good on it, I need an emotional boost since I have a D in math. I'm going to Alcatraz next month so that helped my mood. Now I'm depressed again because my health is failing and it's hard to stand up without having blood pound in my head and a numb feeling go through my body, forcing me to fall over and pray for it to end. To bad I can't go to the hospital.
Sad upset wanting to die
really anxious and discouraged when it comes to school. nursing is hard and i have had to come to terms with the fact that i will have to take an extra year than most people because of anxiety
I am stressed out and worried about money. I lost my job because of my anxiety and now I am not sure if or when I will have a new job and be able to pay my bills.
