A little lonely, and misunderstood, yet easily entertained.
Hungry, tired, and overworked. Hungry because I just got braces and my teeth are so sore it hurts to eat. Tired because everyone wants me to do something that only goes with their agenda, and I want to rest. Overworked because school is beyond stressful and this year science has math formulas too.
I actually had a good day today. I was surrounded by people who had the same interests as me and it felt really good. I laughed and smiled more than I have in a while. It'll be a good memory to come back to on a bad day.
Lost and hopeless, hoping that I can feel again soon
Today I am feeling very disappointed and hurt. My girlfriend broke up with me on Monday, and since it's a fresh breakup everything just hurts. I see her face every day at school, and all I want to do is go up to her, but I know I can't because we agreed on giving each other space. My school has a four-block rotation and I see a lot of smiles and hear a lot of laughter during break and lunch. I may sound like I'm jealous, and maybe I am, but it makes me really sad to see everyone smiling and laughing while I'm here feeling extremely lonely. I lost my best friend and she tells me that I did not lose her, but I did. This isn't my first breakup, so I know that I will be able to overcome this. But at the same time, I just feel so lost because I miss her. I've spent almost every single day with her for the past 11 months, and now she's gone. And I am broken. I am lost. I am sad. And I am hurt.
Lonely, empty, low self esteem, and extreme anxiety.
Helpless and worried. Helpless cause of my crush and his little ways to make me swoon and worried for school and all the homework and things I don't understand. I feel like I'm spiraling and going deeper and deeper into quicksand.
Disappointed. I haven't been productive on my studies for like two weeks now because once I get distracted by bad things that suddenly happens to me, I lose my focus and it takes so long for me to get back. No matter how much I try to focus on what I'm studying my thoughts keep coming back to those ugly things, annoying people. How do you focus on your work and not let any annoying people around you bother you? How do you easily move on from bad things that happened to you?
Sad
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@Dreamer454 you feeling the same?
empty again.