I'm feeling sad and lonely.
Lazy
Content to simply exist, to not feel the need to explain myself to anyone.
Worried because I can't control my compulsive eating / binge eating disorder.
I can't focus on work and I've stopped doing everything I used to enjoy because all that is in my mind right now is how fat I've got. I don't feel confident to go out.
Also, my home life is a mess. I'm always feeling I need to escape but I don't have anywhere to go.
today has been one of my better days, but the anxiety is still real 
Really tired...
Happy :)
Today I'm feeling kind of excited, mostly because school ends in a week and a half, and I'm going on a bunch of fun trips this summer, including a summer camp that I've been going to for years, and this is the last year . . . that I can go. . . NEVERMIND I'm feeling sad 
Empty
Today, I am feeling so bad. . .
That I started a GoFundMe to pay for me to travel to a country were euthanaisa is performed.
I am not suicidal.
I am old, disabled and have exhausted all of my options to get better despite working my butt off on Mental Illness since 1995.
Your 'Keep trying Posi's', 'Just do this Posi's', 'There's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow after a storm Posi's', have all been heard and tried 100 times each.
Thanks anyway.
