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On edge. I have a wound that is healing and that
Today i am feeling hopelessly hopeful
Tired of everything
@pandag1rl
Hey there are you okay? You can talk to me if you want
@patientDime6667
I wouldn't say I'm okay. And thanks
@pandag1rl
bit anoyyed cos irational fears but lerning how to be in present
Extremely tired from staying up into the early hours of this mornjng worrying and thinking it's likely I could have a sleep disorder.
However, for some reason because I was tired I was more talkative, alert and a bit manic I guess for me.
Overall this was the best day I've had in a long time because I actually started feeling positive, optimistic and happy again because of one person's impact who made my day.
It's strange because in this state I feel more creative and alive and i actually realised several things I had dismissed before.
Jittery with a side of nervous.
Also feeling a bit more confident even though I'm still confused about who I am.
I haven't felt confident in a long time, so this is a huge step forward.
Empty
Oh so lost in this big big world.
