Lonely, angry, frustrated, heart broken...
Really stressed..
Lost. Like i have no reason to be here
Frustrated and anxious and just generally overwhelmed. Almost forgot exhausted.
STRESSED.
I'm tired of being responsible for everything, I'm tired of working so hard for nothing, I'm tired of pain, I'm tired of looking for hope, I'm tired of being let down, I'm tired of breathing, I'm tired of guilt, I'm tired of trauma, I'm tired of my mind, I'm tired of this sickness that surrounds me, I'm tired of life, and I'm tired of being tired. I'm tired.
I feels you 😥@skyebluez
Conflicted and nervous.
like I need to focus and really try my best not to make stupid decisions.
Useless and stupid
Today I am feeling very overwhelmed. I have my AP US History Exam tomorrow and I feel like Im a complete idiot. Lately Ive been so stress I feel like Im going to break down. Sometimes when I think about all I have upcoming I just want to cry for hours. But I cant I have to hold it together. This week has been really hard for me. I feel stressed and overwhelmed and lost. I feel like just crying for hours but I dont like crying and I dont know how to handle all these emotions. I just feel like Im spiraling out of control. Im losing all motivation to do anything. Today I thought about what itd be like to die. To just stop existing. To not have to deal with stress, or people, or this colossal weight on my chest. To rid myself of the voices that fill my head constantly pointing out ever flaw I have. This voice that tells me Ill always be a disappointment. That Ill never achieve anything. I know this feeling will pass but right now it feels as tho Ill be stuck feeling this way forever.