I feel absolutely terrible and I DO NOT want to go to school. I am so stressed about work for school and I just want a day off for once
Demotivated, suddenly I started to feel this way and it sucks.
I'm feeling, sad, depression, scared, overwhelmed. . .
I am so flustered as my family as 2-3 weeks to find another place to live. . . Im so overwhelmed and frustrated. . . I have depression, anxiety, and PTSD. Now I have high anxiety because our mean landlord (she makes my family feel bad because we struggle, and we arent fancy enough. She makes us feel small and unneeded like a bug at a picnic.) Anyway, because of an internet extender in the window and a jerk of inspector, we have to find a place on extremely limited funds.
Im really overwhelmed because it too my ex and I several months. . . Worst part of everything is that my head will not stop, my blood pressure is high, my heart rate is extremely high, and my head has worry, stress, and sinus pressure. I have no idea how to start.
With everything, I have been through, many say I am strong, but I have never felt so damn weak in my life. I just want a nice place: bath tub, nice kitchen, a few cats, working wifi, and my family.
What have I done that I deserve being treated so badly?
Stressed out, defeated, really need some time alone
Lonely
@ShadlokVance Hi. I hear you. Know that we care.
The feeling to binge eat. It's not going away.
Lonely and kind of feeling abandoned
@Mashedpotato364 I'm sorry you are feeling abandoned and lonely. I hear you. Know that you are never really alone.
@enthusiasticPond5679
Thank you for you're reply. It makes me feel a little less alone
Im feeling like a failure...
Today I feel horrible. It's been a week since I've done anything other than binge watch Netflix and I can feel myself belittle myself on the inside but I can't do anything else. I'm so tired and I'm lost. I feel like I've hit this huge, thick wall that I've been avoiding all my life. I've always been taking routes where I knew this wall existed but only vaguely. I didn't have to deal with it. But now that I've taken the path I am meant to, this wall is right in my face and everything I can't do is staring me right in the face. There is no avoiding it now, it's just there so clearly now. I know this is the way I have to go now and I don't know how to break this wall down. I don't even know how to put into words the issues that I'm having. It's just me, too scared to do anything with no words to truly explain why I'm not doing anything.
Sleepy and lazy