just sad.
Hungry! I haven't had much to eat today.
pathetic and useless
Happy. New friends made my day bright
@JasonVerg i'm really happy for you too!! congrats on making new friends, i hope you'll create wonderful memories with them xx (:
Definitely worthless. So sick of feeling like this. Idfk why I let her control my emotions so much like this. Idk why I'm so concerned about her. She doesn't give a shit about me. If she did I wouldn't be feeling like this. So close to just giving up.
@undefineduser427 i'm so sorry to hear that, i hope things will go well for you soon!! ): please know that we've got your back and we'll always be here to listen to you xx
@haphapz I appreciate it. I'm just so lost and really feeling replaced lately
@undefineduser427 oh man, if you would like someone to talk to, please connect to any listeners alright!! (: otherwise here's a quote to cheer you up (hopefully!!): "the 3 C's in life: choice, chance, change. You must make the choice, to take the chance, if you want anything in life to change." sending you some positive vibes!! xx
@haphapz thanks
excited!! i'm really excited for holidays!! (:
Anxious. Got a new job.
@Brightdime3665 all the best in your new job!! :D
Disgusting
Today I feel like I was floating in a limbo where everything is uncertain...I am having a hard time dealing with my mood ups and downs, and it happens so unpredictably.
I kinda feel I am calm, and just waiting for the next explosion...it will come for sure...when will it be?
Today, I'm heartbroken. It's too soon for me to heal, but I know it's not gonna be like this forever. I'm putting my heart back together piece by piece. I still love you, yet I know it shouldn't hurt like this forever. But it's okay. One day, it will be better, and even if I'll still love you, it's gonna be clear, calm and pure. I don't want it to be black and blue anymore. Just blue is more than enough.
Today I'm sad. I feel like people around me treat me like a puppet. They tie strings to me to make me dance like they want. They don't care how do I want to dance. But then they get angry because I don't dance by myself and don't ignore the strings that hurt me every time I move as I want and not as I'm told. But it's okay. Soon I'm running away, to a place where their control can't reach me, and only my parents, the ones that encourage me to dance by myself no matter what, know, where will I go.
Today I'm scared. I fear of what might happen to me or to my beloved ones. I live with this fear for a really long time, calming it, but never getting rid of it. I have nightmares that haunt me as memories even through the day. But it's okay. I fear because I care. It means I'm still not lost in the negative.
And, yes, today I feel a little bit happy. Not much, but even small steps can take me there. I'm happy because I live. Because I love. Because I'm loved. And because I know that everything I feel is okay, and everything will get even better. Or, at least. I hope so.
@IntuitiveStrings1181 Really touched by your words... So recognizable. Take care dear friend and never stop hoping for the better